Illegible Kisses

Chapter Twelve

"Come in."  

He told me and I did. I was shivering so hard. My underwear and bra were soaked , the shorts weren't the best thing to wear and the hoddie wasn't doing its job.  I stood in my place , didn't know what to do. The cabin thankfully was warm enough to make me shiver less but I was still feeling cold. 

I found pair of arms hugging me and pulling me towards a warm body. His chin was rested on my shoulder and I could feel his hot air hitting against my neck. It had the ability to warm my whole body in just seconds and I didn't want to move. I wanted to keep my distance but this time I didn't. His hand moved under my hoddie. 

"You're cold." He said with a frown. I looked where his face was and met his brown eyes. I couldn't hold my blush back even though I was trying so hard. He was just .. amazing. My mouth couldn't open themselves to release an answer so I simply nodded. 

"Wait until I bring you something to wear." He left me to go towards the closet. I wished I didn't answer but I felt I was turning so blue. 

"Here. The bathroom is over there." He said and I nodded again. I was about to move until he stopped me. He held my chin and leaned forward. I was frozen , so frozen to even breathe. "I just need to kiss you once more." And by that , he had left a small kiss over my lips before letting me go. 

I went there and looked at myself in the mirror. I was pure red and my lips were never pink like that. Maybe had a shade of blue but still. I felt so good , I had that small smile all over my face. I tried to stop it but nothing. What was up with me ? I promised myself I won't let anyone use me again but ... Why did he even do that ? But great that he did. I needed that. 

I picked the clothes he gave me to find a really heavy hoddie and some clean boxers. It was so weird for me. In the end he's me teacher , who I kissed. The heck was wrong with me ?

I went out without changing to find him already in pants and light t-shirt. The moment he saw me , he looked confused. 

"Why didn't you change ? You'd catch a cold." He stood so close before me. 

Take a deep breath lady.

"I think I need to go. I shouldn't be here and shouldn't have done that. I'm sorry I need to go." I said but he didn't leave me.

"If it's about the kiss , I won't tell anyone. I'm risking my job by what I did but I don't care. I will stop that and will let you go but , I felt good and I bet you did too. If you hadn't done , you wouldn't have kissed me back with that passion. At least stay with me tonight and if you still feel wrong , I will let you go. But please." He said and saw the sparkle in his eyes. Shit I couldn't say no to those eyes. I nodded and he smiled again. I was so gleeful that he did and I was kind of the reason for it.

I went quickly and wore them. They were really baggy but in a nice way. I left my clothes to dry in the bathroom and went out to find him having his iPhone between his hands before plugging it to small rounded speaker. The only source of light was coming from a side lamp. He didn't notice me , really busy picking some songs. I came next to him and looked at his phone to pick with him some slow songs. 

"You're back." He had said before his eyes traveled my whole body. I felt inscure and ... God , that was just away from normal. "And look so good in my own clothes." I smiled shyly and looked again at the phone.

"What are you doing ?" I asked , trying to avoid his flirts and gazes. 

"Trying to play some good songs to relax , I just don't know what to play." He said and I nodded.

"Can ... Can I see ?" I asked and he handed me his iPhone. I began to scrool and pick some to be put in the playlist. He was standing behind me , his arms ones more around me under the hoddie and I tried my best to concentrate. It was really hard in this current state.

"What do you think so far ?" I asked and he had just hummed before grabbing the phone and play the playlist. 

"I think it is time to rest , we're going home early tomorrow." He said and I nodded. I didn't know what I shall do. I stood there in my place , waiting for any other word from him , maybe instruction. 

I wasn't acting I swear , I was so confused and worried and complicated and loads of things were running inside my mind , screaming to stop whatever I was doing. But I didn't want at all. I knew I wanted to be with him right this moment , I don't know why. I know I don't have any feelings towards him , I shouldn't. But God how come he is so attractive and caring about me ? At least that what I think.

He sat down on the edge of the bed. I looked at him and he gazed at me. It was comfortable in some way this time. I got used to it maybe. I don't know. 

He held my hand once more and , my oh my I felt magical. It's been a while since someone made the butterflies in my stomach go crazy again. Guess who did with such a soft touch ? He pulled me closer to him. 

"Sit here." He tapped on laps with his free hand. I parted my legs so I sat facing him.

He left my hand I wished he didn't. He took away my hair band to release it and make it lay on his top. Slowly , he began to brush softly. I watched him how he was concentrating and careful I thought he was studying every single hair. The song which was playing was so suitable for the mood. Sensational , passionate and slow. 

"Where were you ?" He whispered and I seriously didn't know what to do. If it was a question I should answer or if he was questioning himself.

And from nowhere , he leaned to kiss me again. He didn't waste anytime to enter me , to room me. My hands found their way to his neck , brushing my fingers softly against his hot skin. He smelled so good. I surprisingly found a moan coming from him which turned me really on. I damn knew it's so wrong but on the other hand , it felt like heaven. It was so much to me I moaned too. 

Which caused him to part. 

"You know it's so sexy when someone moans against my lips , especially like yours ?" He said and I looked away , trying to avoid his so badass smirk.  

He leaned back and I was on the top of him. He grabbed me down so we could kiss more. I didn't know what to do , I didn't know where I should put my hand to hold myself. I just didn't. Until , without parting our lips , he changed our positions. Thank God. He took of his t-shirt which he just wore and threw it quickly on the floor before getting down on me. Damn it was just hot. I think I was hot in my spot. I wish he didn't drive me to that.

We deepened the kiss. It was both soft but hard. The covers beneath our bodies got messed up in a really bad way. Our lips never parted except if we needed air. And Mr. Simmons , Johnney didn't waste anytime to go towards my neck. He drove me wild like never before. I wish no marks would be left. I don't want to be questioned the moment I meet my friends and mum. 

He went to my earlobe and began to suck hard. I was moaning really loud I really was thankful he didn't stop to make another comment. I grabbed his hair firmly. We kissesd again and again and again. We didn't stop. 

While he was enjoying exploring every part of my neck , I yawned , loudly. He looked at me and I laughed , he did too. 

"You seem sleepy. Come , let's go to sleep." He said leaving my body. I didn't want to. Damn that why did my stupid mouth have to release this yawn ? I stood by the help of him and followed him. 

"If you want , we can ..." I said and he had looked at me with a smile before we both got in the bed. 

"We can continue later if you want , I promise. Now you should sleep. I kept you awake and I don't want to make you wake up tired tomorrow." He said while pulling the covers over us.

He held me between his arms. I rested my head in the crook of his neck , smelling his scent in a better way. He pulled me really closer to him , tangling our legs together. He had kissed my hair softly before brushing my hair softly which made my eyes way heavier.  And before everything got dark around me and I fell a sleep , I heard him whispering 

"Goodnight beautiful."