Illegible Kisses

Chapter Fourteen

"Mum , I'm home." 

I called the moment I opened the door. My warm little house. I like it actually , friendly and somehow always warm. I smelled some good cookies which I was dying to taste. Mum makes some good bakeries. I am greatful that she taught me too. That is what I do when I'm bored , bake anything and don't eat them. I went to the kitchen , looking for her but didn't find her. I took a hot piece and went up to look for her. Maybe at her room and that was my next stop.

"Mum." I knocked on her door to find her opening it and throwing her arms around me. Mum.

"I missed you so much. How was your trip ?" She asked with a gleeful smile all over her face. I hadn't seen her like this since the time the problem between her and dad began. Great for her.

"Well I will tell you about everything but let me take a shower and eat anything. I'm starving." I said and we both walked to my room to prepare my stuff to go and take a shower and to hand her my dirty laundry to be washed. 

I went to take my delightful , freshening shower. It was really good , returning back for mum's cooking and my shower. The shower there sucked really. Yeah , sweet home. But the big question is why I am thinking about Mr. Simmons now. Here. Sorry but I'm still not used to call him Johnney. Like what if I got used to that and accidently called him in the hall with his name ? That would be really awkward , and suspicious. I want to be on the safe side. But oh God I want to talk to him so much. Like after last night , I want to see him and talk to him a lot , always. He understands me in a way it freaks me out. It's really good to meet him. We might know each other better later.

I don't think we would take things -I mean what happened yesterday- serious though. I mean I can't be with a person who's older than me with eleven years , right ? Even if , mum and dad would murder him for that. I don't want to cause him any problem , in either life , work or even both. I need to talk to him about that. We need to. 

About tonight , nine thirty. I will go. I won't let him down. I don't know if I should talk about that tonight but I think I will bumble and hesitate and sweat a bit. He has gotten me nervous since day one , and still. How could he ? I thought the shower would clear my mind but no , my brain would never let me. 

After showering , drying my hair and tying it ,  wearing my pajamas which was a pair of gray leggings and a baggy plain t-shirt , I went to my mum at the kitchen. She was making some good roasted chicken and pasta. Maybe sounds simple but wait until you taste them. I had hugged her from the back and pecked her cheek before sitting on the counter next to the stove , eating a cucumber to stop my stomach from growling. The smell was just fantastic.

"So , again , how was the trip ? Did you like it ?" She asked and I took a moment to ask That to myself. I mean it was good when it came to the games , the dancing , the singing and lastly the snogging with my teacher , which is added to my Confusing As Hell Problems list. And on the other hand , Matt ruined it. Like really , why did he start that again ? He can't be jealous of my teacher though. Well he can if you know what happened between Mr. Simmons and I.

"Joy ?" My mum broke my answering to myself at least.

"Yeah , um it was pretty awesome." I had to go to with this answer , saving explaination for her and myself. "I showed those boys how I am such a great soccer player." I said and she looked at me with a soft laugh. 

"What did you do you crazy ?" Yeah  , mum calls me by Crazy more than by my name. 

"Well , I made Coach Dan put me in the team and I scored a goal , made them struggle to get the ball and they cried like babies after they had lost , I mean the other team. And for the celebration , Marcus , my team mate threw me in the lake and we had a Swim With Your Clothes party. Woo Hoo." I cheered and she laughed because how I told her the story.