Illegible Kisses

Chapter Seven

Morning.  

Morning light is the worst you know , especially after being drunk as fuck the night before and you have headache its power equals a nuclear bomb. Have you ever felt like that ? Because it was my current state. 

I slowly opened my eyes. That's not my room. 

Oh right , I didn't return home , someone's home. Their bed was so comfy though. I pushed myself up a bit and rested my elbows on the bed. I could hear water coming from a near room. Seems like she was talking a shower. 

I couldn't remember a thing from last night wildness. All I remembered was drinking loads and made out with couple of ladies who were waiting to hook up with someone. I even couldn't remember with whom I had returned home. But I guess it was a really hard night. Some parts of my back burnt badly. Damn what had happened ? I need an asprin first.

I stood from my place and picked my boxers to wear them then the rest of my unwearable anymore clothes. The water which was running from the bathroom stopped. I will stay on the bed until she gets me something to stop the headache up there. She entired with a lace candy pink nightgown. Its material made me have the ability to see her underwear and her body with every detail. She was sexy nobody would dare to refuse anything she asks for. That must why I had chosen her. 

"Asprin?" She said with confidence. I nodded because that was the best way to respond. My head was just on fire. She opened the drawer got me two pills and a glass of water. She sat next to me while taking them. "They are very powerful." 

"Yeah thanks." I said with a raspy sound. "I think I need to go." I said and she didn't react. "Where's the door ?" I asked and she walked before me. 

I got out and jumped in car. My whole body was so tensed. I need to talk to Sánchez about everything. I still want to know what Joy has told him. I have never heard him that sad before. I need to but first , let me return back home and take a shower.

Couple of hours and I was there. I found him standing at the counter , having a chit chat with one of the customers. I walked towards my place and sat there. He didn't notice me which was good because I didn't want to argue with him the moment I reached here. I took out my phone and turned it on. Nothing new was sent to me except some work I'll do it later tonight.

"Do you want to order now ?" I looked up to find her looking at me with a fake smile. I felt it , I saw it. 

"Can we talk?" I asked , hoping I could get an acception from her. 

"I'm sorry but I need to work. So do you want me take your orders sir or give you time to pick ?" She said in not very rude , not at all actually. I was surprised she treated me normally after me ditching her yesterday but didn't find that.

"I'll take my coffee and pancakes please." I said and she wrote them in her small brown note. 

She looked so beautiful today. She looked fresh and ... and ... I mean she stayed up late and she still seemed to be active. Her figure moved swiftly over the wooden floor. She got some attention from the male collage and school students , even the men in the small shop. Her work mates were always next to her as she's the only girl working here. She made all the girls sitting jealous from the attention she had gotten.

I couldn't get my eyes away from her. I came back to Earth every time she disappeared inside the kitchen and went to my imaginations when she came back. I think if there was an earthquake and everybody began to panick and hide or run away , I would keep watching how she would react.

I was checking every single part of her body. Her black skinny jeans with the simple white plain t-shirt and her colorful Vans. Her hair this time was tied in a high perfect pony tail. It kept swing right and left with her movement. 

The fact she was smiling with another guys around made me angry , furious. But I tried my best to keep calm.

She came towards me with my orders. My heart kept leaping really fast. What was wrong with me ?

"Here you go." She placed them softly once more on the table. I didn't look away from her. She felt it but didn't make anything go awkward. I tried to look away but I couldn't. Totally something with me.

"Thanks." I said and she gave a small nod with a small yet fake smile. I had held her arm before she could take another step. "In your lunch break , let's go out and eat so we can talk. Shall we ?" I asked again , giving myself another chance.  

"You might not come like yesterday." She said with grief. 

"You've got all the right to think like that , even if you refuse it's okay. But I'll wait here till you have time. Deal?" I asked and she slowly nodded. I left her forearm so she could move. And she did the moment I left her.

Sánchez came after finally had spotted me. I was enjoying my perfect first meal of the day and I knew that I wouldn't enjoy it anymore after talking to him.

"Well seems someone had a wild night." He said and I raised an eyebrow. How did he know?

"What ? How ....?" 

"She gave you hickies. Dark perple ones." Fuck my luck , seriously.

"Are they that obivous?"

"Blame the top you're wearing."  I hit my face with my palm. 

"She saw them , she totally did. I need to give her another excuse."

"Or tell her the truth." At this point I was about to hit him without thinking. But I prefered talking. Not because I didn't want to hit him I really did , but for her. I didn't want her to see me this aggressive. I didn't want her to be sacred from me.

"Not gonna happen man. Why don't you understand ?" He gave a big sigh and looked towards her.

"Seems like you're not going to be that lucky this time." He looked past me which made me look back too. That guy again. What the hell was he doing here?

"He comes more often those days. Really nice guy."  I looked at him. He was sitting in front of her , I couldn't see his face but she was smiling widely , blushing with her big sparkly eyes. She was making him a cup of coffee and he didn't stop flirting with her. 

"He comes a lot , huh ? The same dickhead."

"Is he .....? Oh I see why your face changed the moment you saw him." I looked at him quickly.

"Did you know anything about him ?"

"His name is Matthew , plays soccer for the school you work at. " That's why I felt he's not just a normal kid. " What else ? He's eighteen and oh they have loads of commons. I can see future for them." He said those words to provoke me. He succeeded.

"Fuck you Sánchez , stop saying that or I will break all your teeth." I said furiously but he laughed. 

"I'll check the others. Have fun being jealous." That old ratchet.

He walked and I had finished my food quickly so she could pick my stuff but she didn't , she was busy laughing over that clown's jokes. My right leg was moving with full speed. I wanted her to come. And finally she did.

"I'm sorry I came late. Lemme clean the table." She said , picking up the plate and mug. She moved quickly to the kitchen running towards my table to clean it with her piece of cloth. 

"You know you should concentrate more often , not just flirt with people." She stopped and looked at me.

"And you should not concentrate with me because I have more work to do with other people , not just you." She stood straight , still looking at me. "You may ask anybody else for your orders. And escuse me today I'll have my lunch break alone. Anything else Mr. Simmons?" She might had looked hard but her eyes could show how humiliated she felt. I shook my head and she moved away. She stormed inside the door of the kitchen. 

Ruined everything again. Why am I so fucked up to do something? 

I put money on the table and stormed out too. I have to come with another idea.