as suggested by my friend, I will begin writing daily. not only relieve stress and anxiety but it's nice to have an outlet to share your feelings with,
I truly wanted to disappear today. just a heads up. in first period we got to have free time. second period we didn't our benchmarks I think. it was only 11 question so obviously I finished rather quickly so.., third period we had kind of a normal class. fourth period we did MORE FUCKING VOCABULARY!!! fifth period we had a great old time watching youtube and playing math basketball with the recycling bin. of course i chose to just read. lunch... I sat with you-know-who and he occasionally spoke to me but I think he realized i was far too into my book to notice. which, by the way, that's just sad.. in sixth period we finished up working on los reyes magos and that was nice. except, you-know-who likes to do this thing where he sits sideways in his chair and fall back. now keep in mind, this would all be dandy if it weren't so but, my chair is right. next. to. his. honestly I'm so doneeeee. but wait! there's more! we had our dodgeball tournament and I had made you-know-who a christmas card. so right before we were dismissed to our rotations (walking outside, dodgeball, and lastly recreational time), I gave it to him and he didn't have time to read it so he just said, "oh thank you so much! i'll read it as soon as I get the chance." I think I was blushing because my favorite teacher saw my face, looked at him, smirked, and then returned to work. we walked for like 25 minutes. I was so tired and done. then we got to do my favorite! dodgeball! yaaaayyyy....! you-know-who played a million times and it was awkward because he kept looking up in the stands and spotting me then going back to dodgeball. he does this a lot I notice. like in art, he'll occasionally look behind him and look at me. I mean I know i'm weird but geez... no need to stare.... btw here's a picture of me texting my friend in germany about dodgeball:
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anyways... after that traumatizing incident, it gets even worse. while in the rec room, they added a karaoke machine and the teachers were starting to sing.... that might have been scarier than any dodgeball tournament. anyway, i'm going to bed. hope your day was good -d⃣e⃣l⃣
