life updates//journal

12/8/2017

this morning might have been even worse than yesterday's. I awoke to my normal alarm sound but instead of being excited I  felt so unmotivated. I almost did stay in my bed. however, as I was scrolling along my tumblr feed, I suddenly remembered something. oh shoot I have three tests today! and that is the only motivation I had to get up.
once I (somehow) got up, I heard my someone coughing like a maniac. at first I was like, wait... what? dad is supposed to be at work! sure enough, it was my padre, even sicker than I had been in the previous weeks.
before my first period began (b day, so it's p.e), I was sitting around reading when suddenly the last bell rung and I got super anxious because a certain fellow wasn't there. I was not only sad (because I had dresses up in a lovely black dress for him), but I was worried that something had happened to him. after having a nice little mental breakdown, he comes waltzing in the gymnasium doors. 8 MINUTES LATE!
I, of course, didn't share how I was worried because why would I be a sensible human, but instead, I smiled sweetly and returned to my book.
first period itself wasn't that bad. that is unless you count having to become the shadow of a rude popular girl in a game called keep-away.
second period might have been the best period all day besides math. all we did was answer a worksheet for a bill nye video whilst our teacher was texting her friends for what I assume to be about a "girls night".
third period was my first test of the day, we were finishing our stuff on branches of government and I started to get stressed half way through. it was horrid.
today's fourth period was better than yesterday's. I had my second test of the day on anne frank and then had to complete two other worksheets about the anne frank play. I decided to doodle when I finished my work and this was the finished result:

fifth period was rather easy. we finished our warmups and then we did a worksheet on function rules which I finished mic earlier than other students. whilst I was waiting for our bell to ring, I eavesdropped in on a conversation between two people sharing my table space. one girl was playing around with the scissors and accidentally cut part of the sleeve of the boy's shirt. he pretended that his mother would be very upset and mad at him and the girl, who appeared to be sympathetic (I know she wasn't), have him five dollars to go to the dry cleaners and ask for it to be sewn up. at the end of class I heard him say, "my momma won't be mad, but i did get five dollars for free!" he basically cheated her out of five dollars and she was too stupid to notice.
lunch was... um... interesting... we were allowed free seating (thx mr kurtz), so I of course sat with my favorite people minus rosie_bug (I hope you feel better ;-;) first of all, hayden2105 , why? just why? second, LunarWolfLW , thanks for protecting me from the Librarian. chrissy, HE WAS BOY! SHE WAS A GIRL! CAN I MAKE IT ANYMORE OBVIOUS?! and lastly.... satan's penis.
sixth period was (not surprisingly) nice. I helped you-know-who with his work again and he was so sweet! I wanted to rip my freaking thumbs off! he was wonderful my god! after class he even said, "bye dalía," and smiled broadly. (dalía is my spanish name btw)
el was nice too. mr saar gave us free seating and I just played kanye west and went on snapchat so yay.
AFTER SCHOOL, HOWEVER, WAS WONDERFUL! "why?" you don't ask. because the one, the only, tabby walked home with me for the third time this week! at my house we messed around on omegle but then we met a lovely person. at first he was fed sex but since we're underage I said,"sad and depressed" then he was telling us I'd get through it. eventually though, we began to talk about harry potter and I made a new friend!

however, tabby did have to leave me eventually... and so she did. now I lie in bed and write this lovely little thing.
I hope you all have a wonderful day and if you didn't, it'll be okay soon.
love,
        -d⃣e⃣l⃣