as suggested by my friend, I will begin writing daily. not only relieve stress and anxiety but it's nice to have an outlet to share your feelings with,
out of this week, so far today was the hardest day to get out of bed. i was truly resenting today. first period was my normal art period aka working on our mosaics and drawing our sketchbook assignments. I decided to draw a magical ermine as my sketchbook assignment:
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my teacher said it was wonderful, (xD) second period was the same old biodiversity stuff. I also started to write a small story based on the prompt "Rain Rain Go Away." that was exciting. third period we did more shit on hamilton and jefferson fourth period, since I finished drafting my essay, I got to keep working on my prompt and I finished that (if anyone's interested, which I doubt, I could always type it out and publish it). fifth period was easy, we had a little quiz and I got 100% on it which i'm really proud of. lunch was lunch. tabby didn't sit with me and I had a relaxing time to finish my homework for math and social studies. sixth period was wonderful. you-know-who and I spoke all period and I felt so jubilant. I almost felt like I could explode with happy thoughts. el, I continued to read. as I do... when I got home, I was so tired that I couldn't even practice piano, instead I went to bed for an hour. I felt so emotionally drained today. too many emotions at one time I think. so I slept for an hour and then started to wrap presents and clean my room. yes, I do clean my room for fun... yes, I know something is wrong with me... now i'm winding down and prepared to go to sleep. I hope you have sweet dreams tonight -d⃣e⃣l⃣