life updates//journal

12/22/2017

ugh. i want death.
first period, we had to watch a chorus concert which wasn't that bad except the entire time, the only person we could hear was a boy named steven and I was pissed because tabby, rose, hayden, and christina were preforming and I couldn't hear them.
second period we watched a cartoon called olive the other reindeer and the animation style made me want death. the mail dude's ear was on his fucking neck..
in third, we got to dilly dally on the computers because my teacher is great. I also got a shitload of books including the full works of sir conan doyle's sherlock holmes which i'm excited as fuck go read!
fourth period, we did some vocab sorting and then other people spent their time playing apples to apples. me being me, I started to read my book and holy duck. it's great.
fifth period we finished our work on linear lines and then we had free time to do literally whatever. my teachers actually don't care anymore...
during lunch we all sat at the lunch table minus rose because she was sick af. it was horrible for me because I kept looking up and making eye contact with you-know-who and I was prepared to explode and die at any moment. It was so bad onetime that we held eye contact before my ex-gf spooked me and broke me out of my trance.
sixth period was....sigh..... I wanted to read alone as I do but my teacher wouldn't let anyone be alone... so I was forced to play uno with these two really popular girls. at one point I heard you-know-who whisper to his friend koy and koy said, "no! i'm not doing that!" and then his friend karlo said he'd do it. then karlo comes up, right behind me, and whispers in my ear, "koy wants to fuck you." I ignored him and pretended not to care but my teacher heard and called him into her office and then you-know-who says, "actually I told him to," and he turns to me and smirks and I wanted to go invisible more than I previously did.
tabby and I walked home together and now she staying the night so yay!
hope your day was good!
-d⃣e⃣l⃣