Secretly in love

chapter 43

Cams POV:

Thalia and I finished our dance party at about 2:00 a.m. We danced and sang for hours! I loved hanging out with her. She brought out the best in me. Matt really messed up though. Drunk or not he shouldn't have kissed that girl. You know what they say. You never know how much you love someone until they're gone. I think Matt realized that. But its his fault. He thought he could do whatever he wanted and Thalia would just stay with him. But shes stronger than that. She knows whats best for her. Shes independent. She doesn't need anyone. And thats one of the many, many, many things I love about her. Her parents are never really home so she became more and more independent since no one was there for her. They never really bothered to check up on her either. She spent most nights alone in her room crying because no one was there. She never had a shoulder to cry on or anyone to tell her it was going to be okay. This is just one of the secrets I swore I'd never tell. And I never will. But I wanted to be her shoulder to cry on and tell her everything was going to be okay. I wanted to hold her in my arms and never let her go. I swear to never hurt her. Whether its as a friend, or if we ever become more than that. I will never hurt her. I know what she's been through. Her parents, that crazy girl who kidnapped her, being abused, she trusted me enough to tell me all these things. I'm never going to tell anyone her secrets. She trusts me with them, and I'm not going to lose her trust.

Matts POV:

I really messed up. I can't believe I screwed up again. She gave me a second chance, and I blew it. I'm so stupid. Why did I kiss that girl back? Actually, why did I even dance with her? I should've asked Thalia to dance. I know how much she loves to dance. And I seen her getting jealous and I ignored her. God I'm such a bad boyfriend. Well actually I'm not even her boyfriend anymore. I can't believe I just lost the love of my life. She was the one. We were meant to be. I know it. I could feel it when we were together. And I threw it all down the drain. Everything we had, everything we'd done. Gone. Because of me.

Camerons POV:

Her smile. Her laugh. Her eyes. Her hair. Her curves. Everything of hers was perfect. She was flawless. She had a rough past, one that she didn't deserve. She needed someone to comfort her. She never had anyone there for her. Until now. Of course, I was still in love with her. But I wasn't going to make any moves because I knew that she was still getting over Matt. I decided to just be the best friend that she needed. She deserved so much better than the life she'd lived so far. She didn't deserve being abused, neglected, tortured, or heartbroken. She deserved the best. But sometimes, the worst things can happen to the best people.

Thalias POV:

Cam was the bestest friend I could ever ask for. I don't know how I lived without him. I hope I never have to either. He's perfect. When I'm around him I can't stop smiling :) He helped me through a very rough time. No one else was there for me. He was the only one who cared. He helped me get over Matt and made me realize that Matts not the only person I have, because I'll always know that Cam is there for me. I could always count on him. No matter what. I thought it was the same deal with Matt but he betray me. I think I was falling for Cameron. He was my shoulder to cry on and he wiped my tears away and made them stop. Thats when I realized it. I'm falling for Cameron.