Will, William, Gwilym,
Was there ever a more beautiful sound than your name? To speak it aloud makes my heart ring like a bell. Strange to imagine that, isn't it - a heart ringing - but when you touch me that is what it is like: as if my heart is ringing in my chest and the sound shivers down my veins and splinters my bones with joy.
Why have I written these words in this book? Because of you. You're taking over this book. When I read TID for the second time, with an open mind and heart, I felt the most complete despair and envy of Tessa Gray. Yes, Tessa, for even if she had an issue with crushing on two guys, at least she had dibs on you and also got to make out with you on several occasions. At least she could do something to prove his passion, even if that thing was to cheat on you with that asshat Jem.
I would have chosen a love triangle for a chance to tell you the truth, Will, if I could have been assured that I could actually meet you and I'd get you in the end. And that is why I envied Tessa, for she was free. (Technically I'm actually freer, but you don't exist...)
And although I am free, and I can finally tell you, without fear of danger to you (because you don't exist D:), all that I feel in my heart, I still can't actually meet you.
You are the last dream of my soul.
You are also the first dream, one of the many dreams I was unable to stop myself from dreaming. You are the first and last dream of my soul, and from that dream I hope will come all other dreams, a lifetime's worth (Even though they won't because you don't exist in my world).
Still without hope,
AelitaCalypsoZazpi
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