Darkness Within

Chapter 2

(while I write this I was watching Twilight Eclipse... Well my sister's were I was here writing... My fav character is Riley.... Anyway just thought that was funny. And kind of ironic)

I opened my eyes, blinking twice.
"Hello?" I croaked. Moving my hand to the air. I felt someone grab that said hand.
"Careful sis... Don't want to hurt yourself."
"Jared? Wh-what happened?" I asked.
"You passed out... After that huge freak out you had last night."
"Oh sorry." I closed my eyes."About...last night."
"You were upset. No get some sleep." He stood to leave.
"Jared? Why do you care now?"
"I've always cared." He closed the door softly and I stared after him.
Always cared? Yeah right. I looked out my window. It was light out, a year dripped down my cheek. Why do I feel so many emotions? Why do I feel such rage? Such hate? Then I cry... And feel so sad... Why? I'm not on my period... I had it a week ago.
The door opened again, Skylar peeked in. Pushing the door opened further and walking to my bed. He put a tray of food on my bed. Two muffins. Oatmeal chocolate chip, and a bowl of cereal.
"Um? Why are you feeding me in bed now?"
"Your... Upset." His voice seemed bored but held traces of confusion. A unvoiced question.
"I'm better now." I smiled, a brief smile. One that anyone could tell was forced and fake.
"That's... Good." He said. He sat on my bed, and hand sliding toward mine.
"It... Upset me... About how distressed you seemed. And I took care of that Seith guy for you."
"What did you do?" I asked.
"I... Taught him not to fuck with a Redbird... He won't ever bother us again." His hand moved off from my hand and ruffled my hair.
"Little sis... Don't be afriad to talk to us. I may seem cold and seem like a total asshole... But I do care... I realised last night I shoulda told you that..." He said, he leaned down and kissed my forehead. I froze. What the fuck was happening.
"I love you." He whispered. Pulling away. "No matter what happens or who you become." He left, pausing to look at me. "Remember that... Jared and I would do anything for you." With that the door closed.
What is it with these boys? So fucking bipolar.
I ate my food quickly, and pushed my tray away. Standing I looked at my window... I missed the glimpse of that wolf... Was he watching in the shadows? Did it wonder where I was... No of course not... It was an animal. It didn't think like that.
I sighed sadly, leaning my head against the window. Coldness seeped into me. I sighed, feeling so much better.
Then pain seeded my flesh. I screamed, clutching my head.
"Help me!!!! Somebody make me stop!"
The door burst open, and hands touched me. Mumbled voices.
"What's happening to me?" I moaned.
Then as sudden as the pain came it stopped.  I was left panting, hot and confused.
"Raven? Sis? Has this happened before?" Jared asked, blue eyes lighting up with exitetment. He looked at Skylar and Skylar smiled. Why were they happy about my pain?
"No..."
"Have you had intense heat waves?" Skylar asked.
"Um.. yes... Ever since last night."
"Have you seen anything strange?" Jared asked.
The Black wolf! My thoughts screamed.
"No... I haven't." I said.
"Then explain this...he said. Showing me the sketch of the wolf I drew.
"Where'd you get that?" I said.
"Under your pillow." Skylar shrugged.
"Asshole."
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Next week
I screamed throwing a glass cup at the window. Seith had come into our house to apologize. I had just came out from a shower and stood at the top of the stairs. My face twisted in anger and my brothers came up behind me.
I held a glass in my hand, and I smiled.
"Seith... What a... Surprise." I said. Then that white hot rage came again and I threw the glass at him. It missed him.
"Get the fuck out you fucking little cunt!" I screamed. Jared and Skylar walked down the stairs a menacing air around them. Seith looked at me, fear in his eyes.
"Look... Raven...Rave... I'm sorry ok? It was a mistake.... One that I wish I could fix...would you forgive me?"
"No." I said, turning my back and walking to my room.
Then I looked at the glass on my dresser. I screamed and it smashed against my wall.
W

hat was it and me throwing my glass cups?
"He's gone." Skylar shouted up from the stairs.
"..." I stayed silent, and looked out my window. It was dark out, and I saw those wolf eyes again. I smiled,all anger melting away. He was back.