So this will make me sound like a whiny little shit head but my step-mom just implied that I'm a slut....just because I asked if I could make an off the shoulder shirt, with a fucking sleeve. I had a tank top I'd wear under it... She said....
"You may leave the house with that tank top underneath and come home with it....but at school you may not."
So I asked why....guess what she fucking said.....
"Because you want attention...."
She the one the keeps saying I've been 'raped', 'sexually abused', 'done drugs'
Why the fuck would I want guys attention on me then?
I'm fricken Asexual!!!! I don't want guys or girls to be interested in me nor I them. Like fuck!!!
Do I seem like an attention seeking whore? Do I seem like I fucking dress like a slut? No!!!!
I wear long pants that cover everything and wear black baggie hoodies....so I wanted to make myself something nice to wear for formal day..... hell of a guy even sees my arm I freak out....I hate my skin so I cover it up. I'm fucking self-conscious.
She says I need to get out more. Be more active....interacted more
Try with my appernece.... But now that I do do that she tells me no.
I'm sorry for my rant.... It just has been a really bad day.... And I feel like crap....
Well the good news is I finished 10 chapters!!! Yay....
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Darkness Within
RomanceBook 1 of the Broken girl Series Raven Redbird is not your ordernary girl, thrown into a world she knew nothing about. Confused, betrayed and broken she tried everything to fix herself and everything around her. Her only hope, fallow her wolf, save...
