Beautiful~ Pentagon Yuto Fanfiction

#19

- hey... wake up!
Someone said.
- no I'm with Uehara.
I said.
- that's just even more concerning.
Yuto said, so I opened my eyes.
- I'm sorry. I was dreaming.
I said.
- it sounded more like a nightmare.
Yuto said.
- no. He told me I was close to him.
I said.
- but it was just a dream.
Yuto said.
I know it was. But it was the only way I could see Uehara for now. So it was worth it. because it made me more certain he was alive. He had to be. Because whatever happened in that hotel, I knew I loved him. Because he was my brother. And it wasn't his fault that all those things happened. He was just like me, given birth to, by a bad person. Except he actually had to live with it.

- so.. about last night.
Yuto said.
- I'm happy.
I said.
- really?
He asked me.
- yes. It was perfect.
I said.
- I love you.
He said.

I really loved him too. And I was so happy about it. Because it was his first time, and he chose me.
- I love you too.
I said.
- do you want to do it again?
He asked me.
- yes.

•Hui's POV•

- what do you mean they went to Japan??!
I asked Mr.Hong, almost yelling.
- boy. You should give me more respect.
He told me. He was right. I shouldn't yell at him.
- I'm sorry sir. I just don't like them being together.  Who knows what will happen.
I told him.
- I can't be worse than you breaking her heart. Disrespecting her, and dumping her over a subgroup, that wouldn't change if you where with her, or not.
He told me.
Wait... what the hell? Had seunghee told him?
- I have eyes and ears everywhere.
He said, and looked behind me.
Wait... was it one of my members?
I had so many things going through my head.
- I trust seunghee.
He said, and left.

- who the hell told him??!
I yelled. Nobody said anything. No one even flinched.
- seriously Hui. You need to stop.
Wooseok told me.
How dared he?
- yeah, seriously.
Kino said.
- are you all in on this?
I asked them.
- it's nothing like that. But seunghee... she's our friend.
Yeo one said.
- yeah. She's not just your ex. She's our friend. And you should respect that she's over you.
Kino said.
- just let them be happy.
Wooseok said.
They where right... but I was so sad.
- and you're not that attractive anyways.
Hongseok said, resulting in Kino slapping his head.
- neither are you, stupid.
Kino said to hongseok.
- yet you cuddle me every time you get drunk.
Hongseok said back.
Everyone laughed at that.. and I was struggling not to.

Suddenly someone entered our recording room.
- Yu Xia?
Yan An said.
It was her. I didn't expect her to ever come see us.
- I'm sorry for disturbing you.
She said, and bowed.
- it's ok.
I said.
- I just wanted to talk to Yan An.
She said.
- outside?
Yan An asked her.
- no. I want everyone to hear me.
She said.

- I really like you Yan An. And I'm sorry I'm such a bad person. But if you could just give me a chance, I'll show you I'm not all that bad.
She said.
Then she left.
- what am I gonna do?
Yan An asked us.
- do you like her?
I asked him.
- yes.
He answered.
- then go after her.

•seunghee's POV•
- hey, I finally found his address!
I told Yuto.
- let's go!
He said, and we went.
We got a cab, and it took us to the address.

It was a little house, and I noticed that all of the houses around it, looked just the same.
- thank god we have the address.
I said, and Yuto laughed.
I rang the bell, but no one answered. So I kept trying.
- it's been ten minutes. He's probably not home.
Yuto said.

We where about to leave, when this old lady approached us.
- are you looking for Uehara?
She asked me.
Oh my god finally. Maybe she knew where he would be.
- yes.
I answered.
- I'll show you. Do you have a car?
She said.
I had to admit she acted a little weird. But she knew where Uehara was, so I had to follow her.
- we have a cab waiting.
I said.

We went into the cab with the old lady, and she sat in the front, showing the driver the way. She wouldn't just tell him the address.
But I didn't care. Because I was finally gonna meet my brother again.

We where driving past a graveyard, when she told the driver to go there.
Did Uehara work at a graveyard?
We got out of the cab, and I payed the driver.

We walked into the graveyard, and I turned to the old lady.
- does he work here?
I asked her.
- no.
She said, and kept walking. I was so confused.
- seunghee... we can still turn back..
Yuto said.
- what do you mean?
I asked him.
- this is a graveyard.
He told me.
I didn't understand.

But then I did.
Because now I was looking at a headstone with Uehara's name on it.
Oh god please no.
No...

- oh my god...
I said, and fell down on my knees.
The old lady had disappeared.
Please tell me this is also a dream..

- seunghee... I'm so sorry..
Yuto said.
- this isn't real..
I said. I was loosing my mind.
- it's real.
Yuto said.
- NO!!
I yelled. he had to be alive.
Maybe he was just hiding in the coffin.
So I started digging with my hands.
- seunghee.. you have to stop.
Yuto said, and tried to take my hands away from the ground.
- no... you don't understand. He's down there... I have to save him.
I said.
- stop it!!
Yuto said, and dragged me up from the ground.
- I can't breathe...

He was dead. He actually died. I killed him. He was gone.
Now I had to die too. I had to be with him.
A life for a life or something like that?