Fate [ HRVY ]

Chapter 19

Harvey's POV
   
         "I'm sorry" the words tumbled out of my mouth faster than I could process but still with sincerity and meaning.
   I somehow have apologized since I met her more than I have during a lifetime. I didnt mind though if it meant that I could still talk to her and hold her.
"I really am sorry." I added after she didn't respond. "I didn't expect her to kiss me like that I was just going to apologize-"
   "It's fine. Forget about it" she replied cutting me off. "Are you okay?"
      As much as I wanted to avoid the conversation that was about to take place I knew that it was bound to happen.
      "Yeah. M'fine" i shrugged.
   A few moments passed before she broke the silence-"what happened?" She asked looking at me with worrisome.
       "Nothing. Let it go" i replied shortly not wanting to discuss this any further.

           "Okay". 

       I turned my face towards her and looked into her eyes for the hundredth time tonight. Her eyes suddenly softened before she wrapped her arms around me and squeezed me tightly.
       
"You can stay here if you want. " she said still wrapped around me.
  
    "I'd love to" i replied with my head nuzzled between her head and shoulder.
 
      I spent the night on the couch while Ellie slept in her room.

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   "Harvey, wake up"
I groaned before opening my eyes.

"Morning" said ellie smiling widely.
     I smiled once I saw her and sat up straight. I winced from the pain that shot up.
    "Morning" I replied my voice deeper and raspier.
      "Do you want to stay here tonight and skip school if you arent feeling well ?" She asked concern evident in her voice.
    
       "Will you stay with me?" I asked her giving her a wide smile showing my dimples.
 
      "Sure" she answered laughing.
      
     Her laugh made me smile. I was staring at her like a freak while smiling.
        Why was she making me feel like that? Was I falling for her?
     No I couldnt. I've only known her for 2 weeks.
    "Come on, we can go to my room and hang out there" she stated smilingly.
       I followed her upstairsafter we had some breakfast and we took a seat on her bed. Pain took over my body when I lowered myself onto the bed. I had learned to hide my pain well and smiled when she looked at me with worry trying to ease her mind.

     We had decided to watch a movie to waste some time before our lunch would arrive.

     The movie ended and we had  sat on the kitchen island and munched on our pizza which had arrived soon after the castings had rolled on the tv.

        Elliana was now descending the stairs after washing her hands. I had prevously done that after not being able to eat much of my pizza slice without feeling sick.
 
      She was approaching the kitchen island when I got up and held her wrist to prevebt her from taking a seat.
     I tried to stop myself but I couldnt I missed that feeling the feeling only she was able to give me.
        I turned her around placed both of my hands on her waist before smashing my lips to hers. The kiss was full of hunger and nedd yet it had some passion in it.

      I pulled away to take a breath-"you make me feel happy" i told her smiling.
         She squeezed my hand smiling at me.
         
         We spent the rest of the day cuddling and watching random tv shows before I announced my departure. 
   
        I arrived home at 8 pm took a shower. I decided to film a cover afrer that and upload it online before I went to bed. I had barely gotten any sleep last night. Thoughts about Kevin ,mom's boyfriend, invading my brain kept me awake all night.
       I couldnt quite pinpoint how a person with a heart and soul would be able to hit someone no matter who. It's a senseless act that diesnt even lead to a valid result. 

    However my thoughts now as I lay in my dimly lit room sprawled across my bed where the exact opposite of last night.
           The were happy thoughts. Thoughts about her. About what she did to me. About me wanting her and needing her. I need her.  I dont want to go back to that sad person I was once before I met her.
           With the remaining feeling of her lips on mine and her scent filling my nostrils I drifted off to sleep with a dimpled smile plastered across my face.
      I cant stop thinking about you ellie. 

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A/N double update because I havent updated in a while.
    Thanks for reading.