Pretty Little Hoe

Part seven

"I'm not hiding under the bed." He whispered back.

"Rowe please." I said.

"This is your house and you can do what you want." He said.

"OPEN UP!!!" She yelled

"Mom I'm fine! I just hit my ankle! Go to bed!!" I yelled.

"I do not care! Open this door." She yelled.

"Mom this is my house! You can't demand me to do anything!!!!" I yelled.

"I hope your not in there sniffing crack!" She said.

My eyes turned red. I got furious.

Rowe stood there shaking his head at how foul my mom was talking.

I grabbed my robe and open the door.

Her eye grew big when she seen me and a shirtless man behind me.

"Ohhhhhh I see what this is.... he's your drug dealer." She said.

"Lady you don't know me so you should..." Rowe said and I interrupted him.

"Be quiet" I said pushing him back.

"Get out." I said looking my mom in the eyes.

"You are so pitiful." She said

I kept calm and tried to maintain my anger and softly spoke again.

"Get out." I said softly.

"you and your father think you all are so much better than us. Perfect life, perfect condos, perfect everything." She said going on and on making me more angry.

"Look Ima just go." Rowe said grabbing his things.

He kissed my forehead and whispered in my ear "don't let her get to you baby"

Then he walked out the door.

She looked at me.

"You and your drug dealer boyfriend! Ha! you'll never be my favorite ever! I wish I never had you! I should've aborted you, you little ungrateful bitch!!!!!" She screamed from the top of her lungs

"Get the hell out!" I said.

"Make me." She said walking up to my face.

"Get out of my face ma." I said.

"Make me" she said all in my face.

"MOVEEEEEE!" I yelled in her face.

*splat*

She spitted dead in my face.

I shoved her, and she hit me in my face.

"IM LEAVING !!!!" She screamed grabbing her luggages.

"GOOOOOOO! Get tf out!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" I yelled throwing shit in my house

She dragged all her stuff to the living room.

"You'll regret this!" She said about to walk out the door.

"I have nothing to say to you so get tf out" I said

"Your not welcome to my home either." She said.

"Great!!! Now get out." I said

"Neither are you allowed to see the kids nor reach out to them." She said.

"You can't do that." I yelled.

"I'm their mother! What I say go!" She yelled.

"I can still see my siblings!!! You can't forbid me!!!!" I screamed

"I just did" she said rudely smiling walking out the door.

When she walked out I locked my door.

My head was pounding.

I was so livid. All the things my mom was saying to me was stuff a mother should never say to their child.

I'm officially done with that woman.

I cleaned up my house and showered.

I got out the shower and grabbed my towel to dry off.

I looked in the mirror as I wiped the water off my chocolate skin.

I stared at myself. I could see a strong, young, determined woman in myself as I looked in the mirror.
No matter what my mom said I will always be what she doesn't want me to be, and that is to be extraordinary!

After looking at myself in the mirror I got dressed, grabbed my money and went to the record store.

Yes I'm young but I love to listen to old music. Especially jazz.

I'd go once a month. Me and the guy, teddy, who is over the place were really cool.

I got there and walked in.

"Wassup mamacita" Teddy said.

"Hey teddy." I said smiling.

"How's life?" He asked.

"I can't complain" I said although I was still a little broken from what my mom said and did to me.

"Good good. They just brought in new records yesterday! Check em out." He said pointing on an aisle.

"Thanks teddy" i said.

Another customer walked in and teddy went to assist them.

As I was looking thru records I grabbed a magazine and started reading it.

I read in one of the magazines that one of the most famous R&B singer, Darnell Downs, was looking for a beautiful woman as his lead lady for his upcoming video.

I was about to flip the page and teddy walks up behind me.

"I really think you should try it." He said.

"Try what?" I asked.

"Try out for the leading lady." He said.

I laughed.
"No way teddy" I said laughing.

"Your a beautiful girl! Darnell Downs will damn near drool if he sees you." He said.

"No, no teddy. I know I'm beautiful but I can't compete with these Miami girls. It's sum pretty ass girls out here." I said.

"Fuck them. You got it all." He said.

I laughed.

"I don't know about all that. My life is too busy for all that." I said.

"Just think about it." He said.

"nahhhh..." I said smiling.

Me and teddy talked about everything, even about him and his boyfriend issues.

I found the record I wanted and went jewelry shopping then went back to my place.

I haven't talk to any of my guys today not even Rowe since he left earlier, so I basically chilled alone for the night.

I got on my laptop to order my hair. After that I got curious about what me and teddy discussed today so I google the Darnell Downs stuff.

It lead me to a website. The stuff in the magazine was really legit.

"Mmmm" I said to myself.

Should I do it?

....I sat there thinking the good and the bad off of if I do it.

After 20 mins of thinking..

I finally came to a decision.

Im going to audition for the leading lady.