I sat on the swinging bench on my porch, thinking. Thinking about how bad I fucked up. I mean I really do like Luke. hell I might think I love him. Wait, what did I just say? No, I can't love him. I've known him for only a few weeks! No way.
My thinking was interrupted when Mary hopped out of Michael's car in the driveway. I smiled and patted the seat next to me, signalling that she can sit next to me. Michael drove off and Mary smiled back. She sat down, making in swing. I giggled softly.
"So, Luke asked you to be you girlfriend, huh?" I looked at her with confusion written all over my face.
"How to you know?" She threw her head back and laughed.
"As Michael put you 'poured your heart out' to him on the way back from the picnic." I turned bright red, realizing that I did do that. "Plus, I thought I was supposed to do that. Him being my boyfriend and all."
"Yes," I giggled, "He is your boyfriend and that is your job. I just, I fucked up so much and I just needed to get it out."
"If you aren't ready, than you aren't ready. It isn't your fault. Luke is one of those guys that will stay pissed at you for a bit, than get over it because he realizes that his being a goofball."
"Yeah, once we got into a fight about wait type of pizza we should and he was mad at me fr 7 minutes before he decided that I was 'too cute to stay made at'. What a dork." I joked. God, I missed his hugs, the way his cologne smelt, his hair after a long day, his friendliness. I missed him.
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I walked up Luke's walkway to his house. I can't believe I'm doing this. He's just a stupid boy. I knock on the door. The door swings open almost immediately after. I get greeted by Ash's smiling face.
"Hey Kadee."
"Hi Ash. Is Luke home?" I ask.
"Yeah, he's in his room." He moves over so then I can enter.
"Thanks." I walk down the hallway find Luke's door shut all the way. I knock on it, hit a band members face that was taped onto the door in the process. I think it was Gerard from My Chemical Romance. He opens the door with his head down/\.
"What do you want As- Kadee?" I give a small wave and he pulls me into a tight hug. I hug him back, because I missed his hugs. I didn't let go. We broke the hug and he toke my hand to lead him into his room.
It looked the same, like he didn't even touch it since the last time was over. He sits down on his bed and pats the spot next to him. I obey and drag my oxygen tank over to him. I sit down next to him and he immediately took my hand in his. He touched our foreheads together.
"I missed you so much Kadee."
"I missed you more Luke."
