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Chapter 30-I'm Alive...

It's so cold...

It's dark...

I need light...warmth...

You slowly opened your eyes as you were blinded by the ceiling light.

Not what I meant, but good enough...

You tried to move, but felt only capable to move one hand as you felt the other weighed down. You suddenly heard a murmur as you looked to your right as you saw a sleeping ash blonde laying his upper body by your side.

He's been here all this time?...

"(f/n)..." He whispered in his sleep as you widened your eyes with a blushing face. You covered your mouth along with your cheeks as you hid your blushing face. Now that Bakugo was here it made you think about your semi-last thoughts.

Did I really think about Bakugo before I was going to die?...

Except that you didn't die. You were still here and alive as a matter of fact. You laid your head down as you sighed. You lost. in every perspective. In such little time these people had changed you. You protested and kept saying that you'd never let anyone in and yet these people forced their way into your life. 

God damn it...I'm so lucky...

You smiled as you laid your head back down as you smiled at the ceiling. 

How did some amateur heroes change one of the best assassins in all of Japan?...

That thought doomed over you. You had someone else's blood on your hand. You knew there was still lingering blood lust within you as you sighed deeply. Just when you though you were pulled into the light you were being pushed back into the darkness. 

I'm so confused...

You let out a loud sigh, but it stirred up a sleeping time bomb as Bakugo shot straight up still holding your hand as he blinked a few times as he saw your awake face.

"Morning," You bluntly teased as Bakugo furrowed his eyebrows.

"About fucking time you woke up. My match is after Icy Hot's right now," Bakuo scuffed as you widened your eyes efore shutting them tight.

"My match...Shit. Who took my place against Todoroki?" You asked as Bakugo tried to remember the boy's name.

"Four eyes," Bakugo said as he was still holding on to your hand in which he blushed after realising that you were okay with it.

"I see...," You doubtfully said as you looked up,"I should've been there fighting him right now...damn,"

"Oi, that doesn't matter right now. You need to get some rest," Bakugo scolded as you puffed out your cheeks.

"I know, I know, but I made that whole speech about gunning for him and all and it was such a waaste," You groaned as you rolled your eyes as Bakugo irked.

"If we're not gonna fight anymore. Tell me who it was," Bakugo suddenly said as you looked at him with a confused face for a moment till you got the hint.

"Ah, I see. I guess that deal is sort of off now, huh?" You sighed as you began to tell,"I still don't know why it matters to you, but whatever. His name was Dabi,"

"Where can I find him?" Bakugo scarily said as you raised a brow.

"You won't and you can't. It was back in my villainy day you know? Apparently to a regular high school girl their first kiss means the whole world to them. Well mine doesn't mean that much anymore," You laughed as Bakugo stared at you with a blsuhing face.