One reason why I have depression is because of my family.
Do you have a loving grandmother who doesn't hit you once a day?
I don't. And I get lucky if she hits me only once.
Do you have a loving mother who cares?
I don't.
Father?
Nope.
Brothers?
Sure. They care.
Can you see through these lies?
They really don't care.
I always try to tell them I'm depressed, yet they have the nerve to say 'Get over it.'
Or even 'I'll lock you up if you keep saying that.'
And you know what's even more funny?
When you think your friends care.
My irl friends?
Nope.
Any friends at all?
Nope.
So next time to say, you care, you better watch your tongue.
Just think about one sentence.
'Life or death. Would you save yourself or die for your friend?'
Answer truly.
Also when you needed a friend, where were they?
That's another example, you need a friend, and they don't help.
That's the thing.
I never trust anyone anymore.
I can't, because I know they don't care.
They're people behind a computer screen, that doesn't mean what they type is true.
I feel like Lily from TWD from episode 2
The amount of people I trust goes down every day.
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Yes. This was about depression and all the feelings I was holding in for too long.
And now you know.
