drama club {boyxboy} {willxnico}

falling for u

I didn't wanna believe my feelings for you

I didn't wanna believe that I could lose you
If I told you just how I felt
But I can't help it

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Will was making me question everything.

from the first time i ever saw him to even yesterday when he got a boner and feeling his gave me one. that isn't normal for straight guys to feel, was it?

even when somehow he made me laugh and how i began to have conversations with him that didn't end up with me looking at my shoes wishing to be somewhere else. i genuinely enjoyed everything about him. even how when he touched me he gave me a million butterflies. i couldn't believe that i would ever be more impatient for theater. i wanted to see him audition. finally, the last bell rang and i sprinted towards the auditorium. i ran in and saw that only the teacher was there. man, had i really gotten there that fast?

   the door flew open and i saw hazel standing there, breathing heavily. "nico! you were running so fast!"

   "exercise?" i answered though she didn't ask.

   "right," she said, not believing me and making her way down to the front row. "i'm impatient. i just wanna get this over with." on a desk lay the script and she picked it up without hesitation and began scanning over it.

   "are you okay?"

   she slammed her arms down, bringing the script down by her side and out of the normal position she were usually in. "i'm fantastic, nico."

   "doesn't seem like it," i stated.

   she sighed and looked at me, annoyed. "i just have to read the script and i don't need any distractions okay? so back off," she snapped.

   she never acted like this.

   but i did what she asked and sat down in the seats while she walked up the stairs to go backstage.

   "is she okay?" i heard. Will. my heart began beating faster as i turned and saw him, his hair lightly done but still messy, his eyes soft and caring, and his stance making him look like a model, at least to me, he already was.

   "i don't think so," i said. "maybe she had a rough night or something."

   Will smiled and blushed, "and you?"

   "i had a great night," i smiled devilishly, hoping he got my message.

   Will turned even more red. "you're a sadist."

   "indeed," i said. "and i haven't told anybody, for your information."

   Will laughed. "sorry, again. can we forget about it?"

   "i forgive but i don't forget."

   "of course," Will rolled his eyes. "well, see me on stage."

   "break a leg."

   he grabbed a script and began skipping away. every part of him made me happy, even the way his cute hair swayed as he ran, and every time his face flashed red, he still looked dashing. ugh. this guy.

   after a lot of people began to show up, the auditions eventually did get started. they brought out several people at a time to read from the script. hazel and Will ended up in the same group, Will speaking for seymour and hazel for audrey. i'll admit, hearing them flirt on stage together made something in my heart tinge. after yesterday, i felt like Will and i had something, though i would never tell him or her. yet, hazel liked him a lot and i couldn't help but feel guilty.