What If? (Kaname X Reader)

Chapter Twenty: Worry and Disagreement

Kaname's POV

I'm jealous, period. That she shares love with Hikari as well. "Admit that you love, Hikari."I cross my arms. "W- What?"She stammers, "Not True! I only see him as a brother!"Y/n defends herself.

Flash back~

I'm currently dancing with Chisaki, my old crush. I look over to Hikari and Y/n Hugging?! My blood boils as I make my way over there. Leaving Chisaki all alone.

End flash back~

She's lying strait through her teeth. I can just feel it. "Liar! All lies! You dance with Hikari and hugged him! Don't you think I didn't see that?"A pain instantly hit my chest. It hurts! It hurts so badly.
"B- But love it him is like a brother! Loving you is something I couldn't- the love we share together, makes me so happy! You make me feel so warm inside! You make me feel wanted, needed! Before you I had nothing! YOU CHANGED MY WORLD KANAME AND I LOVE YOU!"Y/n cries.

Her words touched my heart that skipped a beat.
Tears start streaming down, "I didn't know I changed you life that much! To be honest I was pretty jealous of you and Hikari."I wipe my tears.

Y/n walk to me and hugs me. My body stiffened at her sudden grasp. "I love you so much that I even let you see my body in the changing room. I never let Hikari see me like that. Only you! That's why your special. I can't lose you!"She cries. I grip her tighter. "I- I'm sorry I was so-"
"No, stop. It was my fault I'm sorry for being a bad girlfriend, Kaname. Mind as well break up with me."Y/n wipes her tears with her sleeve.

"Break up with you? Why would I do that? I love you, Y/n."I smile warmly feeling another tear slide down my cheek. Y/n chuckles, "Thanks goodness!"Our lips met ever so suddenly. I was so stunned I started to tumble back. She caught me. I close my eyes and start kissing back. She's mine. Only mine. No one else's. Your mine, Y/n! All mine! I'm keeping you for myself. Your lips are all I need and want.

We soon break up the kiss staring into each others orbs. Y/n breaths, "I love you, Kaname."
"I love you too, Y/n."I tilt my head smiling.

"Dinner time!"We got interrupted by her grandma. She sighs taking my hand, "Lets go eat!"

Sitting down I see a normal Japanese dinner.
"Ramen! I love ramen!"I cheer picking up the chopsticks. Y/n's grandma smiles, "I'm glad!"

I instantly pick up the egg. It's my most favorite part oh the whole dish. Looking over to Y/n She instantly picks up the noodles. I chuckle a bit watching her struggle. "It's been 14 years yet I can barely manage to pick up noodles with chopsticks."She sighs as they slide off again.

I chuckle, "You know you grab noddles like this."I take her cold shaky hand in my warm ones and tear h her how to properly use it. "Oh! So that's how you use them for noodles, thanks!"She cheered making me chuckle as I continued eating.

"Tell me,"Her grandmother started, "How long have you two been together?"

Y/n and I glance at each other. I smirked watching Y/n slurp a noodle. "About a moth I'd say."I take a bite of chicken. The women nods, "Have you both told your parents. I surly hope so."

"Yes we did! My parents were accepting on the other hand not, Kaname's."She looks over sadly to me. I nod, "Kind of the reason why we ran away."
"How awful! Maybe it's because Y/n is a surface girl. Did you tell your parents that, Kaname?"She asked me.

"I did, weren't very proud of me. Try told me to break up with her. My dad and I got in a fight."I say. "How awful!"She gasped. "You never told me this!"Y/n pleads. "Why should I? You know about me and my parents."I'm exhausted about all of this. After I'm eating I'm taking a warm bath and heading to bed. "I still have the right to know!"Y/n fires in defense. I sigh loudly, "I'm tired! So exhausting!"I lean back a bit annoyed.

"Maybe lets change the subject. How was exploring Tokyo, Y/n?"

Yet her grandmother manages to change the subject. Can see how there so related. After dinner I headed to the bathroom. I open the bathroom door and close it shut looking for a towel. That's when the door opens. "I thought you might need this."Y/n looks down handing me a blue towel. I gasp smiling talking it, "Thanks my precious N/n."I kiss her forehead. She flinched.

She just stood there in a red face mess. "If you wouldn't mind I'd like some privacy now."

Your POV

I just stood there. My face feels so hot. I couldn't even look at my boyfriend directly. "Earth to, Y/n?"
A hand waves in front of me. "Huh? Oh! Uh yeah sorry."I rub my neck and walk out closing the door. Kaname is going to take a shower! I'm missing my chance of seeing him... n- naked! Shirtless,
pantsless. Nothing! I must go away, but I need to see!

Rapidly I swung the door open. I mean, it's only fair. He saw me half naked, right? "AHH! Y/n! I told you I need privacy!"He screeched covering himself with his towel I gave him. I walk in and close the door. "Have you ever wondered... what it would feel like to have sex with someone you love?"I lean on the door looking down.

"Y/n..."Kaname says my name surprised.
"I know were young but-"He cut me off.
"No. I don't want that, Y/n. I don't want to get you pregnant and cause more problems. Plus your grandmas in the hose. So please leave now."
Did he just say that? I look up to see him fully. My eyes are watery. Don't cry. "I- I love you so much!"
"And I love you too! I just don't want this out!"He points out d- -dropping his towel!

I gasp stepping back but there was no where to step back but the door. I shut my eyes. "Don't look, Y/n! Get out!"He threw something at me making my weak body flinch.

I run the hell out of there and close the door shut sliding down. I just saw his- for a split second. I just saw his... oh my god. I cover my face shaking.