What If? (Kaname X Reader)

Chapter Fourteen: Deep Topics

Your POV

I go in the changing room and take off my current clothing till I'm left in my underwear and bra. Stupid. So small. Stupid. A tear streamed down my cheek. Week too. No wonder why before you meet Monica, Hikari, Chisaki and Kaname you hand no friends. Stupid! You were always alone. People always made fun of you. You thought you'll be along your whole life.

So stupid! "Uh... are you doing alright in there,
Y/n? Your taking a while. Does it fit?"Isaki lost my trans. "H- Huh? Oh! I just finished talking of my clothes. Be done in a minute or two."I respond.
"O- Oh! Sorry I asked okay."I herd him walk away.

Kaname was so close to me. H- He could of saw me nearly naked. "K- Kaname!"I call out. "Yeah?"
"I actually need help putting on my shirt." I finish pulling up the shorts. "F- For real? O- Okay sure. I won't look just open up."I see his feet under the door. I opened a crack and hid my breast.

Turning to him I see him close the door. He turns around. His eyes are closed. "Let me see the shirt. Or hand me in other words."He reaches out his hands. I hand it to him. He's struggling to find where it opens. I sigh, "It's okay, you can open your eyes.

Kaname's POV

My eyes open revealing my girlfriend half naked. My cheeks instantly heat up as I eye the floor.
"H- Help me."She stutters.

Nodding I pull the shit over her head. I look into the mirror that's reflecting both of us. She's
right, "Your breast are small."I say in my head.
Y/n instantly gasped and kicked my
ankle, "Pervert!"
"Did I say that out loud?"I say. She nods.

I drop the shirt and grip my ankle. "Oh! You really can hit!"I screech in pain. She crossed her arms.
"Please help me!"She begs, "But no eyeing my b- b-"

"I won't I swear."I put my hand up.

Grabbing her shirt agin I manage to put it though. Pulling it down my hands brush her breast. I swear I'm a blushing mess now. I look in the mirror. My face is red! I let go of her shirt as it flows down. She spun around. "Eep! It's really cute!"
I nod, "Yeah really."I agree, "Your beautiful."I cup her cheek. She gasps. I peck her lips and look away.

"I- Isaki, I love you."
"I- I love you too, Y/n."

After that we went to the front. She gave the cashier the clothes. Her hand reached for her wallet. Instantly I took out mine and payed. Y/n gasped and handed her yen. I shook my head, "No let me pay."I demand. "Please let me pay half, Isaki! I just can't let you pay for it all!"She begs pleading.

The cashier just took my money. Good. Y/n gasped in disbelief. She crossed her arms and looked away.
"Hear's your change. Have a nice day!"I take the bag and thank him. I turn around and Y/n was already walking out the store.

"Wait up!"I catch up to her. "I told you I wanted to pay half. Now hear."She hands me money.
I shake my head pushing it away, "No way."
"Please! My mom will be pissed at me! Take it!!"
"NO! Your love is all I need. Seeing you happy. I don't need your money!"I groan.

She whimpers griping the yen. "O- Okay but at least let my pay for the food."She looks into my eyes. I sigh, "Fine half."
"Great!"She takes my hand.

We walked into the Frozen Yogurt shop. She grabbed a small cup. I chuckle and hand her a medium. "If your small in everything that doesn't mean you have to grab a small cup. Hear."

Our hands swipe one another's. We both blush. I put the small one back. "I'll take it!"A little boy cheered. "Okay, hear you are then."I hand it to him and he giggled. "Thank you sir!"

Sir? I'm not that old yet. I walk over to Y/n and watch her struggle to pull down the lever.
"Don't tell me your that week!"I groan.
She rolls her eyes, "Look at these noodle arms!!"
Y/n exclaimed. (Quoting Dipper Pines from Gravity falls) I roll my eyes chuckling. I grab her and and put mine on top of hers as it spirals down. She chose cheese cake. I look over to her. "That's good enough."She warns.

I stop. But our hands are still touching. "Hey you two stop hogging the cheese cake!"A rude girl barked. "Oh! Sorry!"Y/n gasped stepping away.
"We're sorry ma'm!"I pull her away.

We both got classic vanilla. I got chocolate as well as coconut. We then walked over to the toppings. I only putted sprinkles and chocolate syrup. Y/n went all out! She started putting cookies, chocolate peace's, gummy bears, and more!

"I'm paying for mine."She winks and walk to the weighing section. "That would be 1696.12¥ please."

"Hear you go-"
"We're together."I place mine on the scanner. She shot a cold glance at me. "Oh okay! Well now it will be 3957.62 ¥!"
She instantly hands her the money.

"But hey! I pay half."I hand her my part.

After we finished paring we sat on a bench outside.
"Mmm! This is so good!"Her eyes sparkle.
I chuckle, "Yeah it is; but don't you think you went a little overboard?"I asked.

She looked over me with a hum, "Maybe a smidge. I couldn't help myself!"Y/n giggled.

"I swear how could of you not be taken."I shake my head taking a bite of chocolate. "Because I'm stupid, small. Small in everything. That's why no one sees me."

"Y- Y/n-"She cut me off.

"Why do you love me, Kaname? Why? I'm always throwing to the back. No one notices me. I never had real friends till you guys came. Even so I still feel left out, I always somehow would. No one else matters. Only you, Isaki because you care about me and love me. That's all I could ever ask for. Nothing more or less."She places her hand on mine.

I gasp looking up into her watery eyes. A tear streamed down her cheek. "N- N/n! Don't cry!"I cup her cheek. I wrapped my arms around her.
"Why do you love me?!"She cries, "Why?! NOT EVEN MY PARENTS CARE ABOUT ME! ITS LIKE I DON'T EXSIST!! WHY DO I EXIST TO YOU? WHY ISAKI? WHY?"

"Shhh... because your an amazing girl. You make me feel loved, care for, no longer lonely. To be honest I know how you feel. I always get into arguments with my parents. I- I'm always throwing to the back. Chisaki never even responded! I- I'm worthless not you!"I start to cry.
"Don't say that! Your not worthless! I love you, Isaki! Let's run away together! No one would even notice we're gone!"

Run away? B- But my family.
"I- I am sick of arguing with my parents and no one paying attention to me. Chisaki always makes me feel depressed seeing her happy with Hikari. I- I can't take it!"My fist cling. "Then let's run away Kaname! The two of us please!"

Should we? Or should we stay?

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You the reader decide in the comments bellow!!