What If? (Kaname X Reader)

Chapter Twentyfive: Hikari's Thoughts

Alright!! So the last chapter may of cause some confusion with Hikari and saying he's doing a pretty shitty job to Kaname with being with you. So this chapter explains it all and is in all Hikari's POV!! So let's gets started shall we??

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Hikari's POV

I had to tell Kaname I kissed her. The guilt was built up inside me. I had to let it out.
"Did you tell them we're leaving now?"B/n asked me. I shake my head, "No, there's having a moment. Don't want to disturb them."I shrug.

He groans and walks to the room. I walk down the stairs and thank Y/n's grandma for the food and tell them we're leaving. She welcomed us to come any time. I wait outside for them on the porch swing. Swinging back and foreword I look up in blue sky. Birds can be herd. The squeaky sound of the old swing. It's so peaceful hear away from the city. Well not to far away more like 30 minuets. The door swung open as Kaname walked out first carrying bags on his shoulders. He dragsY/n by hand behind.

Y/n looks over to me with watery eyes. Or ocean blue orbs meet. She places her free hand on her heart. Y/n tilts her head smiling closing her eyes. I stand up and walk over. B/n follows behind, "Alrighty kiddos lets go."He throws up his keys and catches them. "I call shot gun!"I shout and wait till he opened the car. I open the door and sat in the front. Y/n giggled. I turn away and feel my face heat up. Why do I still have feelings? No, stop. I put on my seatbelt and look to my review mirror.

Kaname and Y/n we're holding hands. A rush of jealousy flew though my whole body. I shook my head and closed my eyes. I close them tightly to get the thought of them out of my head. You like Monica! You've always had!! The car started. My eyes opened and looked out the window. We drove hear and it took us hours. Now we just ate Hear and we're leaving? What's that? I cross my arms annoyed.

What is all of this? God! "You okay, Hikari?"B/n asked me. I yawned annoyed, "Yeah! I'm good! We just spent hours getting Hear now we're leaving?"I groan. "Hikari's right, you both deserve some rest out of this car."Kaname agrees with me. I smilie turning back to him. "Yeah! See?"I fire up.

"You don't know what it's like to be a 19 year old! I have a part time job and lots of errands to run! Plus take care of my little sister. I barely get any time to see my girlfriend!"He exclaimed. I sighed slouching back, "It's like we only came hear to eat. Rude. Your poor grandma barely gets any-"
"Don't bud in to our family business!"He shot a rude glance at me. I put my hands up in defense, "Fine okay... yeah whatever."I pout. "Oh also, I'm not your little sister! I'm fifteen!"Y/n brought up.
I chuckle a bit. "What, Hikari?"She got up and hold the back of my seat looking at me. I back away a bit.

We're so close. My face feels warm. I close my eyes. "Geese! Not so close!"I warn.
"Look it you two! God... and Y/n you'll always be a little sister to me."B/n smiles. Y/n flopped back on her seat. I felt someone watching me like a hawk. I look behind. Kaname. "Your face is red."He points out. I cover it, "No it's not!"I turn away.

Why does this guy always have to be on my back?

As time passed it got quieter. Y/n fell asleep on Kaname's shoulder. I mean no surprise right? Pretty soon Kaname fell asleep. Now it was only me and B/n still awake. "Do you like her?"B/n disrupt my thoughts. "Huh?"

"My little sister. You like her? I can tell you know."

It's like, B/n red my mind. I nod a bit. He
sighs, "Figures... but I thought you liked Monica?"
"I do! It's just... she somehow doesn't understand. Y/n understands my feelings. We even... even..."
"Even what?"He asked.
I take a breather, "Kissed. She kissed back till she realized her mistake."I scratch my hair.

God, why am I so itchy? "Y/n loves, Kaname."
"I know, it just sucks."I sigh. "I understand how you feel."He tried to relate to me. Huh? Him relate to me? Nah! "Seriously?"I choked. "Seriously!"He snorts. Him and Y/n... are so a like. I like talking to B/n. It makes me feel happy for some reason. Like he's a older brother you know? "We had a love square back in high school. My girlfriend got hurt the worst. It was all a big mess. To be honest it was-"

"Exhausting."I turn to him smiling filling in the word. B/n smiles, "Exactly."

"But, the thing is I said things I didn't mean. Like saying Kaname did a pretty shitty job taking care of Y/n. I only said that because I felt jealous. I made it seem like I could be the better boyfriend but in reality I can't. I'll only hurt her because of my temper. I yell at Monica and we get into fights. Like the first day we got at school it was in front of the whole class."I remember. "Geese..."He flips the left single. I nod with a hum, "Yeah, that's why in reality I wouldn't be good to Y/n. I'll probably yell at her too. Kaname's perfect for her. He needs someone."I finish my story.

"Wow I never knew all of that was going on. Especially how you feel."B/n looks to his side view mirror. I nod gripping my shorts, "Yeah, even know it hurts I still manage to breath."

"H- Hikari-"
"It's okay! Don't worry about it! I'm fine!"

Am I really fine?