What happens when two cut throat and ruthlessly talented groups come to an idol camp wishing for nothing but the end title of Camp Idol Fall Fest Winners? The simple answer-they eliminate the competition and go in for the kill! But what happens when...
So it was true. What I had felt when I let her leave that day, she had felt too. My brain couldn't even process emotions a this point. Was I happy that I finally got to know her feelings? Or sad because it was my fault for overestimating things. OH GOD WHAT HAVE I DONE!! I knew this whole thing was just a misunderstanding but I couldn't help but feel like it was partially my fault. For assuming that she knew how things amongst "the rich kids" work. For getting mad at her even though she did nothing wrong. For convincing myself that I didn't have ANY feelings for her. And worst of all, letting her go that easily. What has happened to you Kim Taehyung?! You felt different about someone after so long and you didn't even fight for her! UGHH!!! All these thoughts raced through my mind as I could see her getting further in my peripheral vision. I started to come back to reality. My thoughts suddenly came to a halt. My pulse fastestend. And it felt like my heart came to a complete stop for a split second.
My brain had no clue what to do. I had never done anything without reasoning through it before in my life. But at this second, I had nothing but scarcity of time.
Taehyung: JENNIE!
I called out impulsively.
She turned around. Looking surprised.
Taehyung: Wait! I felt my legs pacing towards her while my neurological senses stood clueless as ever. As I approached her my pulse got steady but stronger. I could feel hard thumps in my chest, that were synchronized at exactly 1 metronomical beat at 5/4s of a second.
She was still looking at me as if I had asked for her kidneys....In complete curiosity as to why..
Why...her question for all my actions, my statements that momentarily even I didn't know the answer to.
This is it. Its my final decision. BTS or love? Status or feelings? Ego or Happiness? Pride or Jennie?
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Taehyung: Jennie I-
"JENNIE!"
We both turned around at this call. Surprised at who would dare to interupt this moment as if the whole world knew exactly what was happening.
A vaguely familiar figure came running toward us, when suddenly I realized who it was.
Chanyeol: Oh Jennie, ummm...did I disturb you guys? Taehyung: Ye- Jennie: No. I was just leaving.
She said it so coldly. GOD this guy I swear! Always at the wrong time!
Chanyeol: OH ok! Great! Shall I walk with you then? Jennie: Sure im just going back to the dorm Chanyeol: Perfect! Me too! I mean..my dorm😅 Sorry I had to walk out earlier I-
The two turned around and kept walking as he blabbered. I stood there alone, once again suffering because of myself. Unable to decide unable to explain I stood there. Their figures got further and further as they couldn't care less of my presence, till it felt like characters in a movie and I, just the viewer.
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Without having a choice left to make this time, I quietly walked away.
