Dear Diary

Day 27

What can you learn from your biggest mistakes?

Dear Diary,
                       We all make mistakes, it's what makes us human.

I've heard an old saying that a human is a statue made of mistakes.

Obviously, I've also made shit tons of mistakes and I've learned a lot from them.

I have learned that loving yourself is very very important, no matter what you're going through.

When I was a kid, I changed myself because people didn't like who I was.

Even though now it seems like I'm confident, that insecurity of not being pretty enough has always stuck by my side.

And I believe that once you have the insect of not being enough inside you, you're hell bent on making the world see just the opposite

That is another thing I've learned, you don't have to care what the world thinks about you.

Because shitty people only have one job that they take seriously, having unwanted opinions.

And you don't need those opinions. So you hear them and you forget them.

Because they hold just as much importance as Pluto, that's right, their importance doesn't exist.

I have also learned that standing up for what you believe in is very important, whether the world stands or falls.

Throughout history, the only successful people have been those who have let the world hear what they're thinking.

Humans are the only creation of God that have been given the power of speech and thought and it's degrading and shameful if we don't use it properly.

As teenagers, we are expected to have our whole life figured out before we end high school, and another thing I've learnt is that this is not necessary.

Let me explain, I do believe that every person should at least have some idea of what they want to do, it doesn't have to be crystal clear.

For example, you can't go to business school and decide halfway that you wanted to go to law school.
That's just stupid, because we're not living in a fantasy world where things work out magically, we have to work hard to achieve things.

However, I do not believe that teenagers should have to experience the extreme pressure of deciding a definitive career path.

You can't expect a 16 year old to know what company they want to work in and at what post.
That's also dumb.

A very very important lesson is to just fucking live.

Just laugh.

We need to understand the power of living in the moment.

I've spent half of my little life worrying about the future and that has ruined my present, uncountable times.

Now I'm trying, and that's the most I can do for my super overthinking brain, to live in the moment.

One lesson that has shone through all of these, is that it's okay to make mistakes.

Some days, it's completely fine to be in shambles, it's okay to cry, it's okay to not want to get out of bed.

Everything does not need to be picture perfect all the fucking time.

Everything is imperfect, so let it be.

It's okay for everything to not be okay.

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