Strip It Down

I Am Not Him

**Kells POV**

I woke up to like coming in. I looked at the clock and It was 3 in the afternoon.

"Babe are you just getting home?" I asked.

He didn't say anything. He went into the bathroom and closed the door. I got up and went in. He was peeing. He turned around and jumped.

"Holy shit." You scared me. He said taking his head phones out.
"I was talking to you I didn't know you had headphones in."
"Sorry I didn't want to wake you."
"Where are the boys?"
"Mama took them to her house because they were being loud she's bringing them back around 6 for dinner."
"Sooooo???" I asked nervous.
"Let me change. You do what you need to do. Whenever you come out we will talk."
"Okay give me like 10 mins."
"Take you're time." He said kissing my head. He washed his hands and took his Dress shirt off and hung it on the back of the door. He had his white tee shirt untucked and his suit pants on.

"That's a sexy look mr bryan." I said he turned and smiled.
"Don't get to excited there Mrs Bryan."

He walked out... I went to the bathroom and did my thing. I washed my hands and went out. He had a vase of flowers, a box of chocolates and some food. I smiled.

"Flowers for my love. Some chocolates for you to munch on. And I know how you crave fried food while you have your time so I got you a double bacon cheeseburger and fries... with a miller." He said sitting the beer on the end table. I laughed.
"You can drink without worrying."

"So tell me!" I said sitting on the bed with my legs crossed. He was laying my food out.

"You can watch the boys." He said smiling.
"Really!!!" I squealed.
"And...well... in a week... you can even adopt them she's giving up all rights." He said. I froze. "Adoption... I'm 18....?"
"Kells, you said you wanted to..." he said.
"But I figured I'd be at least over 21....."
"You don't want to...." He said getting off of the bed.
"No luke it's not that!"
"Kelly you want your own but you can't adopt mine! You said they were basically yours!"
"It's just a lot right now Luke."
"Whatever!" He yelled getting up.

I jumped up.

"Luke!" I screamed as he was walking out the door.

I ran down the steps after him. He was putting his shoes on.

"Luke!" I yelled again.
"You can be gone by the time I get home. I'm going to get my boys." He said.
"You're kidding me right."
" no I'm not kidding you kelly. Your reaction was ridiculous." 
"I'll adopt them!" I yelled crying.
"No.... don't do It because you think you have to do It because you want to..."
"I do want to it's just..."
"What....?" He said. Standing there ready to leave.
"Nothing...."
"I'll be home in an hour... I expect you to be gone...." he said leaving. He left and I started crying.

I went upstairs and started packing a bag. Our first fight as a married couple... this sucked.... was It just the sex making us happy everyday?

That's all I could think. I sat on the floor against the bed. I put my face in my hands and started bawling. I could hardly breathe.... all I could think about was how this is I usually spent some night in Derrons room. But those nights were always so much worse....

**flashback**
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"Derron stop I'm not ready" I said pushing him off.
"I'm sick of this kelly you're 16 grow up! It's always the same thing every Friday night!" He yelled getting up.
"Be gone by the time I'm back" he said throwing my bag which was full at me.
"Derron where are you going!!!" I yelled as I followed him out of his room.

His parents worked every Friday night.  So I was always over here. Well he made me. You'd think I learn by now. 

"I'm going to actually get laid!" He yelled I was crying.
"Derron don't! I'm sorry..."
". If you weren't ready for this you shouldn't have got involved!" He yelled slamming the door.

I went up and sat on the floor crying... It was a good 15 minutes. I heard the door open. I didn't want to look. I didn't want him to hit me again.  He grabbed me and made me get in my knees.
"You caused this you fix It " he said pulling his hard cock out. He shoved it in my mouth and pushed IT hard down my throat. I helped back gagging because he would get mad...... 

****** End flashback ****

I heard the door open. I felt him in front of me. He put his hands on both of my shoulders. Not thinking I automatically swung and kicked. I looked to see Luke back on his but holding his jaw.

"Luke." I said going over.
"Well damn I know that I won't ever have to worry about you holding your own." He said rubbing his jaw.
"I'm so sor..." he stopped me.
"I shouldn't have came in and touched you.... I wasn't thinking." He said. I fell into his arms.
"Darling I would never lay a hand on you or make you do something you didn't want to... I'm sorry." He said. I was crying in his arms. He held me tight.

"I over reacted. A lot happened today. I am so sorry to spring all of this on you... if you don't want to yet I understand I hope some day you will want to though. " he said. I hugged him tighter.

"I want to... I just needed more than 5 seconds to process It im sorry for my reaction. "
"No I'm sorry for mine... I shouldn't have left mad and scared you."
"You had every right too."
"No I did not." He said looking me in the eyes.

"I love you and nothing will ever change that Mrs Bryan." He said. I pushed my lips against his. I started undoing his pants. He stopped me.

"Just because we fought doesn't mean you need to do anything to me." He said.
"I want to." I told him.
"I don't want you too. Just because you're having your time of the month or we had a huge fight that was my fault and I left doesn't mean when I come back you have to please me.... I'm not him Kelly."
"I know but...."
"Look at me." He said making me look up at him.

"You never ever have to. It's not that I don't want you to because trust me, i love every second of It but, especially this time of the month, I can go 5 days without anything sexual. Holding you fulfill my needs more than you know." He said.
"Come on." I said standing up and laying down in bed. He laid behind me and held me.
"I love you Kelly" He said.
"I love you too Luke."

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