Strip It Down

Confession

Whenever I got back to the house almost everyone was out on the back deck eating. Her mom saw me and got up and came over. I had been gone for almost 2 hours. So It was only 9.

"Boys ate good and everything they are playing on the play set with John and the baby." She said.
"Thanks."
"Kelly said she is having morning sickness she wouldn't let me in. So she didn't eat. How about you eat before you shower? I'll give the boys a bath too."
"I will eat in a bit I'm going to go check on Kells." I said looking around. I saw mike and jay sitting in the corner not talking.

I went in and went upstairs. I went to open her door but It was locked. I knocked.

"Kelly...." I said. She actually unlocked It right away.

I went in.

"Darling..." I said as I closed the door. She just
Gave me a huge hug.
"I'm sorry I should've let you explain I've been blowing up your phone..." she said.
"Sorry I had it on do not disturb so I could listen to music as I ran without interruptions.... can I explain now?" I asked.
"Jay did..."
"I want you to hear my end.... I fucked up I should've told you about jay thinking mike was cheating and I should have came right back and told you what mike thought and even then I should have defiantly came
And told you she kissed me. It meant nothing Kells I promise you I left as soon as IT happen . Yes I told her to not tel you but I needed to know you were going to be okay with the babies and all. All of this had nothing to do with this morning I wanted to do everything we did since I got home I've been nervous to it's just I am so....." she cut me off by kissing me. She pulled away.

"Calm down. It's okay. I forgive you as long as you forgive me."
"Baby Theres nothing I need to forgive you for..."
"For not listening to you. I love you Luke..."
"Are you and Jay ok?" I asked.
"Not really..." She said.
"Her and mike?" I asked even more worried.
"No..... but between me and you he was going to propose this weekend...." she said I froze.
"What...."
"Yeah.... not anymore but still...."
"Why didn't you tell me??"
"He didn't want anyone to know. He made me promise."

We laid there for about 10 mins.

"You stink." She said.
"Yeah a 5 mile run will do that to a guy. Wanna shower with me?" I asked her.
"I'm actually kinda hungry." She said.
"Go way I'll be down"

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**KELLS POV**

I put sweats and a tank top on and went downstairs. I went onto the porch. Jay looked up. Mike cane over.

"Hey...." He said.
"Hi..." I said hugging him. "I'm so sorry mike"
"It's fine..." he said.

I sat down after I grabbed some food.  The rest of the guys were down in the yard playing catch with John my mom had the boys on the swing set. Jay kept looking over... I was playing with my food. About 10 minutes later luke came out in basketball shorts and a cut off. He came behind me and kissed my neck.

"There's my sexy baby mama" He said I giggled.
"You okay?" I asked.
"Couldn't be better!" He said as he sat down with a cup of coffee. I leaned over and kissed him.
"So glad I get to get those kisses."
"Why's that?" I asked. I saw jay get up and walk inside.
"Just because." He said.... "you need to talk to her?"
"I may punch her..." I said as mike sat down.

"Hey man..." Luke said.
"Hi...." he said laying his head on the table.
"Listen mike I'm..."
"Luke it's fine...." he said.
"So I take It the proposal is off...."
"Yeah... I'm so heartbroken... she said she felt nothing but still you don't get your boyfriends bestfriend and your best friends husband simple as that!" Mike said.

John froze when he heard that. I didn't realize he was coming up the steps.

"Whoa.... luke a word" John said pissed.
"Jesus..." Luke said standing up. He walked inside John followed.

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Later that day we were all heading to the venu. Mike told Jay he needed a break so she got a flight back to Georgia. She was a wreck she tried talking to me but I couldn't talk to her not now. John and Luke had It out earlier so Luke wasn't in the best mood.

Whenever we got to the venue luke went straight to his bus to get dressed.

"It'll be okay Kells..." mike said.
"Are you and jay going to be okay."
"We will be I just need some time... are you and her going to be okay..."
"Idunno mike...."
"Maybe I should just stop saying your friends" He said laughing.
"Seriously though."

We were sitting there. Luke opened his bus door.

"Kelly come here!" He yelled. I got up and walked over.
"Huh?"
"Come here." He said. I got on with him. We walked back to the room.
"I have a confession..... I don't want to announce It tonight...."
"Why....? Do you have feelings for jay!!!" I aske dupset.
"Oh my god! No! I just feel we should wait until you are further along."
"Luke...."
"Please kelly... if we have another miscarriage and the whole world knows I know neither of us will be able to make It through...." he said looking away. He sat on the bed and put his face into the palms of his hands.

"Luke...." I said kneeling in front of him he was actually crying.
"What's wrong?" I asked holding his hands.
"I can't lose another one kelly I can't be strong for you this time."
"Babe." I said feeling bad he never let the emotions out of the other two....

I sat up onto the bed with him. He laid down and held me tight.

"Hunny they are both perfect. We will be fine. We can wait to tell everyone. But please don't hold It all in. I need you to be 100% honest with what you are feeling I want you to be okay too." I said to him.
"I'm sorry."
"Don't apologize. I love you so much luke."
"I love you too Kells." He said. He kissed me. We started making out. There was a knock.
"10 minutes Luke!" Michael yelled.
"Ok..." he said as soon as he stopped kissing me.

"I can't wait for you to become a mother to your own kids. You are going to do great baby." He said pushing my hair back.
"Thank you."
"You so great with the boys it'll just be so much different for you and us."
"You're the best" I said kissing him. 

He smiled.

"Well I guess it's show time huh..." he said sitting up.
"Sadly... but just think afterwards I'll give
You a nice long massage." I said and he peeked up.
"Oh?" He said smiling.
"Just you said." I told him.
"I will be counting down the minutes."

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