songs listened to while writing: 1-800-273-8255- Logic
this chapter will mention the thoughts and possible actions of suicide. please please please know that you are so incredibly loved, and if you are struggling reach out and ask for help. we are all here for you.
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Harry didn't go to school that entire week.
But he told Anne he went the last two days.
He stopped answering his phone.
So I took matters into my own hands.
After we got back from church on Sunday, I changed out of my dress and into jeans and a sweatshirt. Grabbing my phone and keys before heading right back out the door to go to Harry's house.
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My hand went up the little cross on my neck while sitting at a red light. It then went down to the heart locket that sat a little further below it. I drove a little further until I reached Harry's house, no other cars were in the driveway besides his.
They had put Robin's in the garage.
I grabbed my keys and phone before heading up to the door, and knocked. I knocked, knocked some more, and knocked even more after that. "Harry!" I called "Harry it's Thena let me in!"
Silence.
I grabbed ahold of the door knob and saw that the door was unlocked. Harry never left the door unlocked whenever he was home alone.
"H?" I call once I get inside and close the door behind me. Dusty was there to greet me as I took off my shoes, meowing once Dusty got over to me. "Hi baby," I coo before picking Dusty up. "Have you seen Harry?" I wasn't expecting a response, so I set her back down and walked around the downstairs.
Nothing.
I started making my way up the stairs, knowing that Harry's room would be on my left once I got up there.
And his door was shut.
"Harry?" I softly called while knocking on the door. I could hear shuffling from inside his room, so I knew he was in there. "H please let me in," I pleaded "let's talk."
"I'm sorry Athena."
I hear his window creak open, and my heart rate picked up.
"Harry?" I call out again, but louder, and he still doesn't respond. "Harry just let me in, please," I begged and went to grab the doorknob to open his door.
It was locked.
"Harry!" I was now shouting "Harry let me in!"
His window creaked even more, and I started hitting at his door. "Harry!" I screamed while kicking at his door. "Harry talk to me!"
After throwing myself and kicking at his door; I managed to break a hinge. I pry at the door trying to get it open but I only see through a crack, and that crack showed me one of my most terrifying nightmares.
