Finally- a Niall Horan fanfiction

Chapter 2- school

I feel myself wake up but refuse to open my eyes. I mentally prepare myself for the day ahead. I wonder why I woke up myself and not by the annoying beeping of my alarm clock. I opened my eyes letting them adjust to the light that's being let in. When I can finally see I look at my alarm clock and see that's it's only 5:00. I hate waking up earlier than my alarm. I decide to just go ahead and get up.

I get out of bed, lazily, and go to get breakfast. I open the fridge and get a protein shake. That's all I eat in the morning. After I'm done I go and get my teeth brushed and do my hair. I quickly do my makeup putting a light coat of powder foundation, some blush, and thin line of eyeliner, a coat of mascara and lipgloss. I brush through my naturally straight hair and go get my outfit ready.

I'm pretty simple so I go put on a pair or jeans. A guns n' roses t-shirt and my black vans. I'm not a real girly girl If you can not tell. As I go and get my school bag and grab my keys I'm out the door. Then I realize I have a short sleeve and everyone will see my new cuts. I run back inside and get a plane black long sleeved tee.

As I park my car I get all my things. I get out and pray nothing bad would happen. But then again things don't always happen as planed.

I walk into the school and I immediately get grimaced faces at me. Looks of disgust. I finally find my locker and put in my code. I open my locker to find all my books except one. My other journal. I have too one at home and one here just invade I have good material. As I rummage through my locker I hear someone walk up behind me.

"Looking for this." I turn around to see Kelsey, Katie, and Kayla the three most popular most meanest girls in school. I look up to see Kelsey holding up my book.

"How did you get that?" I ask her. How did she get that. No one knows my combo besides one person.

"I did it." Kayla said as if she a polished something in her life. Kayla and I use to be best friends when I first moved her, until she stabbed me in the back by joining the click. I thought I could trust get with anything. Guess I was wrong.

"Give that back." I said as I tried to get my book. Times like these I wish I was tall. I'm only 5'3. Out of no where Kelsey grabs my wrist and says

"Hey everybody, guess someone has new putty scars." She tell in the hall causing everyone to look at my new cuts. I quickly grabbed my book and bag and ran to the bathroom. "Guess she's going to make new ones." I heard as I was running.

I got into the bathroom and just cried. I locked myself in a stalk and cried. I hated the way they treated me. I hated myself for letting it happen. The next think I know I'm writing, as my tears are staining the page. After about 15 minutes I manage to calm down. I look in the mirror and touched myself up. Just as I finished the bell rang and I had to go to first period, great.

The next two periods went by and now it was time for lunch. I don't eat school lunch I always get sick, so I will bring a granola bar and a coke. After lunch we go back to classes and then school is finished. After school I like to stay and go to the music room where I play and sing my songs. There not that great but I hope I'll get better. After about an hour or so I'll go home. I get home and get dinner. You may think I don't eat that much. That is such a lie.

I got to the cabinet and grab a bag of chips and dip. I made some mac-n-cheese and bacon. Then I go to the fridge and grab a can of coke, and then I'm on my way. I eat like a pig but I for care.

After my meal I start my homework while eating a pickle and some peanuts. After my homework I'll get on twitter and all my social media. When I get on twitter I see a post that had my name mentioned

" @kelsy__ everyone ignore @lexilex at school tomorrow."

Ugh great. Just great and not to mention it had 71 favorite and 100 retweets. I love my life.

"Hey Lex." My dad said to me. I love him. He is the dad I never had, he always would kiss me goodnight and tell me stories. He gave amazing hugs, he is my best friend.

"Hey dad." I answered. He had a look of concern on his face. It was almost sympathetic. "What's up"

"What did that tweet say?" He asked. Oh no, was he there the whole time. Shit. He probably was.

"Nothing" I said quickly and locked my phone. "It's nothing" I looked at him in the eye then looked to the left. I always do that when I lie.

"Your lying." He said. How does he know that. " you looked to the left." Shit. I didn't know he knew I did that.

I got up from the table and left. I didn't tell anyone about school. My family doesn't know, no one. I quickly enter my room and start crying.

I wish no one knew about this. I wish this would never happen. I have no friends, no life, I only have to scares on my wrist and body from my past and present. I walk to my bed a lay down and before I knew it I was asleep.
A deep, deep, deep sleep.