Finally- a Niall Horan fanfiction

Chapter 12- confidece and secrects

LEXIE'S POV

I wake up the next morning and I try to move. I feel very sore. Memories from last night flood into mind. My father, Niall, my dream. I had a nightmare last night going back to when I was five. My mother and father beating me. My father was drunk and him throwing me into the glass. It was dajavue. My adopted father threw me into glass. I look down and I am alone. I am in Niall's room but he isn't here.

"Princess? Are you awake?" I was woken up by the soft voice of Niall. He kisses my nose very softly and I smile a little.

"Goodmorning." I try and sit up while wincing in pain.

"I made you breakfast, well my mom made it." He smiles and I giggle but it hurts.

"I'm not hungry." I look down at my lap and at the food placed in front of me. Something is wrong with me, I'm always hungry.

"Okay." He flashes me a sympathetic grin. He looks like something is on his mind.

"What's wrong?" I ask him.

"Nothing, I promise." The rest of the day consisted of me and Niall talking and laughing. I didn't care about the pain I needed a laugh. I didn't get out of bed all day because it hurt so bad. I'm glad to know that in the future where ever we go I know that he will be there for me no matter what.

~~~~MONDAY~~~~

My mom and I have been staying at Niall's for the weekend. Yesterday was the first time I got out of bed. This week was the last week of school and I am very excited and so is Niall. He has become very protective of me since the incident Friday. I love it but hate it also. I'm just glad I have him and that he cares so much for me.

"Alright I'll see you at lunch will you be okay." I have bruises and cuts on my back and arms from the glass an Niall had a cut on his bicep from the knife.

"Yea I'll be fine." I smile to assure him that I will. He takes my wrist and kisses them and he leaves.

"Awe isn't that sweet." Kelsey says from behind. "Looks like this prude became a little bit more of a whore."

"What do you want?"

"Nothing I just want to teach you what to do." Then she grabs a random guy and starts snoging him in the middle of the hall. When she lets go she looks at me with lipstick smeared across her face.

"And looks like Mrs. Whore just became more of a whore, if that's even possible." I fire back. Ever since I stopped cutting I have become more brave. At this point people started to crowed around and paying more attention to us.

"What did you just say?" Kelsey gaped.

"You heard me." I fired back.

"One day your going to die from all the blood that you let flow from your wrist." People 'ohh'.

"And one day your going to die from all of the diseases you get from all the boys that mess around with." People 'ohh' louder.

"Are you calling me a slut?" She questions

"Maybe I am or maybe I'm not." I smirk. I start to walk away when she starts to speak.

"Don't walk away from me you little bitch." People say 'ohh' and 'burn'

"Sorry I would but, I don't want to waste my time with something that's not worth it." I say and turn back around hearing her gape and order her "possy" to leave and they do.

I feel good.

The day goes by fast. I ate a quick lunch with Niall an go back to my classes. After school I go home or my temporary home and Niall and I have dinner. We had Mac-n-Cheese with bacon. Because it's the last day of school we don't have any homework. Lately Niall has been very distant like he's thinking. Right now I am helping Maura, Niall's mom, clean up.

"Hey Maura." She wants me to call her by her first name.

"Yes dear?" She has the most cheerful voice. It always puts me in a good mood.

"I think there's something wrong with Niall. He's been very distant and seems like he's in deep thought. Is something wrong?" Her face falls like she knows but then she shakes it off and faces me.

"No I don't think so. I think he's still shaken by what happened Friday." She smile and I nod. Because it's the last week of school I wanted to tell my mom about my bullying.

"Mom!" I yell for her hoping not to get in trouble with Maura.

"Yes!" She yells back. I decided to just go upstairs and talk. I knock on the door and walk in.

"Can we talk?" From the expression on my face she knows something is wrong.

"Yes of course baby what's wrong?"

"Remember when we moved her last year?" She nods. "Remember my friend Katie?" She nods again. I tell her everything from Katie leaving me and going to them, them bullying me, and my cutting. She is in complete shock that I would be the one to self harm.

"Why didn't you tell me?" She asked once I was finished. I shrug me shoulders.

"I didn't want you to know."

"Well because were being completely honest here" she sighs " your father" I cringe when I hear about him "he lost his job. That's why he started drinking." I nod. We both hug and I go to mine and Niall's room. He is in there asleep. I climb in bed with him just now knowing that it's 1:00. I drift into a deep sleep listening to Niall's heartbeat.

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(Sorry for the short chapter. I honestly didn't know what to do. I wanted Lexie to finally get confidence in herself. With this book I wants all of Lexie's struggles to become memories of how she became who she is. Every obstacle that she faces an over comes is just a big FINALLY to her. I hope yall get what I'm doing. Right now I have 18 reads and I hope it will increase. I hope yall are enjoying it. If you like Zayn my friend is writing a fanfic called "You and I" go read it. Comment what your favorite fanfic is that your reading or have already read. Right now mine is the "After" series and "Forgotten" which is a Niall horan. Thank you guys for reading.)