Finally- a Niall Horan fanfiction

Chapter 32- secrecy

LEXIE'S POV

-1 month later-

"Alright so we have our bags, make up, hair stuff, electronics, chargers for the electronics," Katie rambles.

"Katie. We have everything. You went over that list five times and we've had everything. Chill out." I reassure her. We are going on our very first tour today. Us and the boys are taking two buses. Liam, Zayn, Jay, and Katie on one bus. Me, Niall, Louis, and Harry in the other. Both our busses are huge, they look like an overgrown RV.

"Yea your right." She sighs.

"What's wrong?" I know she's worrying about something else now.

"The boys are one minute late." I look at her and roll my eyes. Literally a few seconds later a big limo pulls into our driveway.

"Look see, here they are. Your stressing over nothing." I take a look around and notice something missing. "Hey, where's Jay?" I hear the front door open.

"I'm right here. It took them long enough. So now let's get on the bud so I can go back to sleep. I didn't know anyone could possibly get up this early." Jay whines. She is not a morning person, at all. I feel for her though. It's four o'clock in the morning and all I want to do is go back to sleep. It sucks because once my eyes open they will never shut. The limo door opens and out goes Liam. Flowed my Zayn, Harry, Louis, and Niall. His eyes lock with mine and he give my a smile.

"Alright guys let's get this show on the road." Paul said. He is the boys body guard and so is Ollie. They will be our bodyguards for the tour.

"Let's go!" Louis shouted and Jay gave him a death glare. "Sorry." He tried to give her an apologetic smile but she just went on the bus. This made me laugh a little bit and Niall too.

"Are you ready?" Niall asked me. I nod in response.

"Yea." When I get on the bus my jaw drops. It's even bigger on the inside. When you go on the bus you go right into the living room space. It's got black leather couches on each side, a big screen telly, and game stations. Then you walk further back and there is a kitchen, it's nothing big just a refrigerator, counters, cabinets filled with food. Then you go through a curtain and there are bunks on either side of the walls. Pass the beds is another curtain and there is a bedroom with a actually bed. It's not that big but is still awesome. Next to the bedroom is a bathroom, it's huge too. This is going to be an awesome five months.

"This is awesome!" I shouted from the bedroom. I walk back up to the front. "I'm so excited." I exclaimed.

"It's the best job ever. The best feeling is when your fans are singing your lyrics back to you." Louis smiles. "Now if you don't mind I'm going back to bed." He exits and I see him climb into a bunk.

"Me too." Harry does the same. I turn to Niall expecting him to do the same.

"I'm just going to get some food." He leaves for the kitchen. I laugh lightly and sit down on the couch. Should I try and go back to sleep. I'm not even tired. It's almost five. Maybe I should stay awake.

"Your still up?" Niall comes back with a big jar of salted peanuts. I nod in response.

"Once I get up, I'm up. I will never be able to go back to sleep." He nods and sits next to me.

"Guess I'm staying up with you." He smiles and puts a handful of peanuts into his mouth and peanuts miss his mouth. I shake my head and laugh. "What?"

"Nothing. I just missed you. I miss being together. I miss how we were." I start rambling on.

"Me too but hey, now that we are back together I'm excited. Excited to see what we will become, excited to do all the fun things, excited that I'm with you. You know your my princess." I nod. He then presses his lips to mine and we stay there for minute. "Hey, want to watch Netflix?" he asks and I nod. I told him about Orange is the New Black and we decided to watch that. We the show started to come on Niall sat up and went to the other couch.

"What are you doing?" I don't want him to leave me.

"Grabbing some blankets." He pulls out a big blanket and joins me again on the couch. He pulls out the couch and makes it into a recliner. "There." He sits behind me and pulls me close into him. He starts twirling me hair in between his fingers and it relaxed me. I start feeling me eyes getting heavier and heavier. When they clothes all I hear is Niall's heartbeat, all I smell is his scent, and all I think about is Niall.

"Shhh, she's asleep." I hear Niall's voice shush someone. Yes I'm awake but I refuses to open my eyes.

"Sorry man. Why won't she wake up." I hear Harry's voice.

"I think she's awake but she doesn't want to open her eyes." Niall says.

"How do you know she's awake?" Louis says in disbelief.

"When she's about to wake up she takes in a deep breath and starches her legs." Niall knows me so well. This made me smile a little. "Told ya' she was awake." I open my eyes to see Louis and Harry on the other side of the room. I look up and see Niall smiling down at me. "Goodmorning."

"Morning." I sit up.

"I thought you said you said you couldn't go back to sleep."

"I guess my mind had other ideas." I smile in response and shrug at the same time.

"Okay so our first show is tonight. Are you ready?" Louis asked.

"Yea, I think so. I'm excited but nervous at the same time." I stretch me arms. I stand up from the couch and head to the bathroom to brush my teeth. After I brush my teeth I go to the kitchen and grabbed a banana and peanut butter and walk back into the living room. "What time is it?"

"11:22." Louis answers.

"So what's on the agenda for today?" Harry asked.

"The girls have an interview with the chatty man today at two and we are all performing on the show too." Niall answered and I nodded as I'm listening. All I really care about right now is my food.

"Alright well I'm going to go call El." Louis left the room.

"I'm going to take a nap." Harry left also.

"Lex?" I love it when Niall says my name.

"Yea?" I answer.

"Should we tell be our fans about our relationship? I would love to show my fans who has my heart but I don't want you to get hate." He looks straight in my eyes. I shrug my shoulders.

"I don't know. I don't want to go out on a date or somewhere, where we will get mobbed by cameras and flashing lights. I want to be a normal couple. And Ni I'm going to get hate, it's inevitable. There are girls who would die to be in my position right now and they will get mad and be rude to me." I give my honest answer.

"So I guess we should keep it a secret right now. Until were ready?" I nod. "So whenever someone says if were single we say yes?" I nod again and he does too.

"I feel like I'm letting you down." I look down at my lap. I feel his fingers under my chin and lifts my head up so I have to look at him.

"You will never let me down. No matter what you do I will always respect you decision." He says and I smile.

"That's all I could ever ask for." I smile and press my lips to his.

"I love you." Niall randomly said.

"I love you too." I peck his lips again.