Missing In Action *Completed*

Missing In Action 6

Missing In Action 6 

 

*Next Morning* 

 

I found myself waking up in the same clothes I had on yesterday night. I cried myself to sleep. I walked to my mini suitcase. I pulled out my white nurses uniform. I put it on and freshened up. I looked in the mirror. 'Be strong' I said to myself. I then looked at my growing pregnant belly. I started to cry again. I dont want my baby to grow up with out a daddy. 

After I finished crying, I washed my face. I walked down stairs. Danielle was sleeping on the couch. I knew the other girls were still in their room, their suitcases were still there. 

I walked past Danielle. Not wanting to look at her. I don't want to be reminded of yesterday night again. 

I quickly headed for the clinic. The weather was dark and rainy. Which is almost all the time, but this time I felt like Everything was mourning for Zayns death. Including me. 

I walked in the clinic. I took off my jacket. I walked in the room. 

Mark was already up.

"Morning Perrie." He smiled. 

"Good morning." I said forcing a smile, hoping no one will notice. It hurt to smile.

"So when can I leave the clinic? I'm dying to see my family." Mark asked. 

"In a week you'll be on crutches so that's means you'll be free." I joked. 

That hurt as well.

He lightly laughed. 

I began to change his bandage on his leg again. I took the scissors to cut the bandage. My mind began to wander off. What will happen when the baby asks 'where's daddy?'. What will I say then? Will the baby be disappointed with me being the only parent? Will the war ever end? 

"Perrie!" I heard Mark yell.

"What?" I asked. 

"Your hands!" He said. 

I looked at my hands. They were cut and bloodied from the scissors. 

"Oh. Sorry. I didn't feel a thing." I said looking at my hands. I began to get up from where I was sitting. 

"Wait no. Come here." He said pulling me back. 

He took a clean wet cloth and cleaned up the blood on my hand. 

"Perrie what's going on? Your not acting right." He said taking the bandages and wrapping my hand up. 

I stood quiet. 

"Perrie?" He asked.

"A man came to me and my friends house yesterday ... And..." I started to freeze up. 

"And what?" He asked. 

"The man told me that... Zayn didn't make." I said starting to cry. 

"Oh Perrie I'm so sorry." He said hugging me. 

I hugged him back. I cried into his shoulder.

I dont know what to do. Im scared of what it would be like in the future with out Zayn. 

After my day was done, I went to the dorm. I walked in and Eleanor and Ness were asleep. 

I changed and quickly climbed into bed. I laid there in the darkness. I felt like I wanted to cry, but I couldn't. I felt cold and alone. 

I felt the baby move again. I put my hand on my belly. 

"Don't worry. I'm here. Mummy's here." I whispered.