Missing In Action 6
*Next Morning*
I found myself waking up in the same clothes I had on yesterday night. I cried myself to sleep. I walked to my mini suitcase. I pulled out my white nurses uniform. I put it on and freshened up. I looked in the mirror. 'Be strong' I said to myself. I then looked at my growing pregnant belly. I started to cry again. I dont want my baby to grow up with out a daddy.
After I finished crying, I washed my face. I walked down stairs. Danielle was sleeping on the couch. I knew the other girls were still in their room, their suitcases were still there.
I walked past Danielle. Not wanting to look at her. I don't want to be reminded of yesterday night again.
I quickly headed for the clinic. The weather was dark and rainy. Which is almost all the time, but this time I felt like Everything was mourning for Zayns death. Including me.
I walked in the clinic. I took off my jacket. I walked in the room.
Mark was already up.
"Morning Perrie." He smiled.
"Good morning." I said forcing a smile, hoping no one will notice. It hurt to smile.
"So when can I leave the clinic? I'm dying to see my family." Mark asked.
"In a week you'll be on crutches so that's means you'll be free." I joked.
That hurt as well.
He lightly laughed.
I began to change his bandage on his leg again. I took the scissors to cut the bandage. My mind began to wander off. What will happen when the baby asks 'where's daddy?'. What will I say then? Will the baby be disappointed with me being the only parent? Will the war ever end?
"Perrie!" I heard Mark yell.
"What?" I asked.
"Your hands!" He said.
I looked at my hands. They were cut and bloodied from the scissors.
"Oh. Sorry. I didn't feel a thing." I said looking at my hands. I began to get up from where I was sitting.
"Wait no. Come here." He said pulling me back.
He took a clean wet cloth and cleaned up the blood on my hand.
"Perrie what's going on? Your not acting right." He said taking the bandages and wrapping my hand up.
I stood quiet.
"Perrie?" He asked.
"A man came to me and my friends house yesterday ... And..." I started to freeze up.
"And what?" He asked.
"The man told me that... Zayn didn't make." I said starting to cry.
"Oh Perrie I'm so sorry." He said hugging me.
I hugged him back. I cried into his shoulder.
I dont know what to do. Im scared of what it would be like in the future with out Zayn.
After my day was done, I went to the dorm. I walked in and Eleanor and Ness were asleep.
I changed and quickly climbed into bed. I laid there in the darkness. I felt like I wanted to cry, but I couldn't. I felt cold and alone.
I felt the baby move again. I put my hand on my belly.
"Don't worry. I'm here. Mummy's here." I whispered.
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Missing In Action *Completed*
FanfictionWhen Britain and the U.S has gone to war with North Korea, every man ages 18 and up, are drafted and sent to join the fight. The boys are sent to North Korea. While back at home Perrie, Eleanor, and Danielle are praying they would be safe. Perrie fi...