The Fault In Our Stars [camren edition]

Mistakes and Second Chances.

Laurens POV

After the girls left i decided to go home and take a shower and change first. "camz i will be back okay? promise", i told her as she nodded and laid down in her bed. I headed out to and before i left i stopped by vero's room. She looked so peaceful. I walked in her room and held her hand and caressed it softly. "stay strong vero, i love you okay", i whispered and left.

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I came back an hour later at the hospital i went by veros room first and the door was already open. "vero, i wish you were awake...please wake up why are you always sleeping when i show up", i said as i sat down on the chair next to her. I placed my hand on hers, "please fight it vero, i know your strong and that i love you i dont want to lose you." She still hasnt responded, i sighed and got up and walked to camilas room and opened the door when...

"WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON"

I yelled out as there was a guy in her bed and they were cuddling. He was cuddling camz. my camz. My face was heated up and it was really red. Yup, i was pissed off. His arm was around her and her head was on his chest, i felt like puking and i couldnt take it, "lauren i-", camila said as she sat up, "just...fuck it!", i yelled cut her off and ran out of the room slamming the door behind me.

Tears formed in my eyes as i ran to vero's room and locked the door behind me. I sobbed quietly because i didnt want to wake vero. Suddenly i heard a groan, "l-lauren?" i heard her say, my head shot up, my eues were red and puffy and still full of tears. Her eyes went wide and she sat up quickly and motioned me to her bed. I quickly listened and laied nect to her, i cried in her shoulder.

"whats wrong lauren?", she asked as i sniffled and finally stopped sobbing. I told her about meeting camila and how i fell in lovr with her and how i just saw her and this guy cuddling.
How could she do this to me.
Why would she do this.

Vero stroked my hair and tried to comfort me, "its okay laur come on dont cry, there are other fishes in the sea". but i shook my head, "but theres no one else like camila. i love her vero"

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Camilas POV

Oh god im so stupid im stupid i hhrt lauren im so fucked up now she would never come back. Austin scratched thd back of his neck and looked at me, "who was she camila?" he asked ,"she i-...was my friend" i said as i looked down. Austin nodded, "i think i should leave...you need space." he said as he got up and left the room.

A tear formed in the corner of my ete as i remembered lauren reaction to me and austin. Why did i agree to cuddle with him. Why did he even come here. Austin was nust a guy from school who had a major crush on me. Hes hot but i dont like him. I like lauren, no LOVE lauren. I love lauren.

I wanted to apologize to lauren but i dont know where she is, she probably left the hospital. I sobbed quietly. How could i be so stupid. I couldnt breathe now, i grabbed my inhaler and puffed in a couple of time and finally my breathing was stable again.

My lung cancer is getting worse. My doctor just told me right when lauren left. He said there could be a 50/50 percent chance i may or may not live...i only have months or a year. I didnt want to tell lauren because i dont want her to worry.

I quickly wiped my tears away and decided to go find lauren myself. I grabbed my inhaler and my monitor system. I walked down the hallways looking left to right. I couldnt find her anywhere.

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Laurens POV

I finally stopped crying, right now vero is just holding me and stroking my hair and calming me down. I sighed and sat up. "thank you vero" i said with a faint smile. She smiled back, "thats what best friends are for." she said as she hugs me. "you should go talk to her laur", she then blurted out. I bit my lip and shrugged my shoulders. "I dont know vero...i think i should just let her be with that guy". a single tear rolled down my cheek.

Vero wiped away the tear, "trust me, its best if you do talk to her." I looked at her and sat up. "I'll give it a shot." i said smiling weakly and exiting the room. I walked slowly to her room and hesitated to knock. I thought for a moment.
should i knock?
should i do something about this?

i suddenlt opened the door without knocking. "camz?" i said in a soft voice. But she wasnt there. I sighed and just walked inside and sat on her bed and fiddled with my fingers. I suddenly heard a familiar voice, "lolo", she said as i heard her sniffle. My head shot up and saw a teary, shaking camila with her tears streaming down her puffh red eyes.

I got up from her bed and quickly hugged her tightly. "lolo im s-sorry" she said in a shaky voice. I teared up a bit. "Its...its okay camz", i said. She shook her head. "no its not i shouldnt have agreed to cuddle with austin. im so sorry lolo", Austin was the little fucks name?

"Im sorry lolo please take me back.. i ... i love you"

I smiled softly and carried her to the bed dragging her monitor system with me. "I would never desert you camz". I said as i smiled laying her down. I joined in and held her close and she was crying silently whilst she buried her face in my shirt.

I lifted her chin and and had her look me right in the eyes. I wiped away her tears and leaned in and kissed her softly with passion. She kissed back, we moved in sync for a while until breathing became an issue for camila. "i love you camz, and that will never change, okay?" i mumbled and i stroked her hair.

"i love you too lolo." was all she could say.

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A/N So um tell me if you want an update to this! and suggest some ideas if you want x