The Fault In Our Stars [camren edition]

Week One: I need to know.

STARTING NOW, THIS IS A CHAPTER COUNTDOWN ON CAMILAS LIFE SPAN.

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Laurens POV

I cant believe it. 5 weeks. and she will be out of my life. No no no. I want her to live her life. Cancer free. I want her to be happy. But i just dont know how. I sighed as i laid back in the couch. I need to give her the time of her life I want to show her everything. Just then camz walks in dragging along her oxygen tank, sits in my lap and wraps her arms around my neck. She nuzzled herself on my neck and i stroke her hair. "lolo im gonna be spending time with my family mem.bers today."

I sighed, "then the day after that im gonna spend time with mani, dinah, and ally and then after it can just be us. Okay lolo?". I nodded as she kissed me softly and pulled away. "i love you lolo, if 5 weeks come. Please dont be sad."

I shook my head, "why would i not be sad? the love of my life is dying in five weeks." I choked on my own tears but held them back. "i dont want to think of the fact of losing you camz."

She stroked my hair softly and stood up, dragging along her oxygen. "i'll be coming back at 8 okay lolo?" she said as she turned to face me before heading to the door. "okay camz... I love you". I said softly.  She hesitated at first before she answered, "I love you too lolo" and with that she opened the door and shut it behind her.

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10:30pm

Camilas POV

I know i should be home eversince 8
Lauren must be worried
But i cant go back to her.
I thought about things and i realized i cant be with her in this condition.
I know what to do.
Its a plan.

I dialed austins phone number.

conversation:

c- camila
a-austin

c- heu austin?
a-hey mila
c- do you still like me?
a- ...im stilll in love with you.
c- i think we should talk.

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Laurens POV

Its about 11pm, where is camila?! Ive been starting to get worried. What if she was kidnapped? I cant breathe, i found myself hyperventilating and stressing out over her. Where could she be?! Ive sent her 75 texts and sent 50 calls, but she answered to any of them! What could she be possibly doing. I suddenly felt my phone vibrate and thank god camz finally answered me!

conversation:
L - lauren
C - Camila

L - where are you?! ive been worried sick camz!

C - sorry lauren but we need to talk...

L - wh-what do you mean? did you just call me lauren...?

C - yes i did and... i think we should.. break up, i decided to be with austin.

I could feel the tear forming in the corner of my eyes. But she sounded hesitant...Why?

L- no no no please camz dont do this to me we can still work this out please i-

C - no lauren...i cant... i choose austin. im sorry..

L - no please camz dont leave me...please i could fix the mistake i did i can treat you better, austin is a manwhore!

C - lauren just stop...goodbye lauren..

*end of conversation*

I started sobbing uncontrollably, throwing my phone across the room, and buried my face in a pillow and screamed so loud. But it was muffled by the pillow.

I lost her.
What did i do wrong?
What it something i said?
What is something i did?

i need to find out why....

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A/N : camaustin has come for good or will camren make a comeback? Why did camila break it up? Vote/Comment for an update!! xoxo