The Fault In Our Stars [camren edition]

Week One: Caught?

a/n: just wanna thank you guys for 1k reads! it means a lot to me!nhope you enjoy this chapter! xo

and btw from the last chapt and to this lauren is a drug/alchohol addict and abuses herself with them (drug abuse)

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No ones POV

Lauren hasnt been doing any good. She has been straight up depressed and its killing her inside. She started partaking the use of illegal drugs and alchohol, hoping it would make her forget the pain and probably taking her out of her misery, but it does no good to her. It causes the pain to thicken and worsen in her dreams and into her thoughts. Beau, luke, and jai are her fellow supporters in this. They are simply exhausted and worried for lauren as she tends to get worse and worse each day. She eats like a bird and listens to the same song everyday. Which was the first song she sang to camz (it was in the 2nd chapt; please stay).

Camila however wasnt any good either. Austin was being such a douche for the past days. Camilas has been struggling to live while being with him, although lauren was right about him being a manwhore and abusive. Phsycally and verbally. He has called her names like worthless, slut, whore, fagbello, stupid, bitch, asswhole, and fat ass.

He has also hit her a few times giving her two bruises on her right arm and one on her left, and a small scar on her cheek right below her right eye.

Camila feels like she has suffered enough and that she needs to seek help, but is afraid of what austin might do to her if she did because austin warned her about this to keep her mouth shut.

Camila regretted everything now, but this for laurens own good. She thought leaving lauren would be a good thing, so that when she dies, lauren wont be affected. But she was wrong, lauren is still in deep love with camila, no matter what will happen to her, lauren will always be affected in a way.

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Camila's POV

I Heard austins voice thundering throughout the whole house, followed by glass and porclein plates crashing onto floors, littering them. "Dont be such a bitch, fagbello, just have sex with me! You are so worthless i swear to god!" I bit my lower and looked down. I was scared and hurt by his tone and his words. I took deep breathes and adjusted my oxygen tanks air pressure.

He walked up to me and lifted my chin to face him forcefully with his right hand in a tight grip, bringing pain to my jaw. I whimpered in response. "if your not giving me what i want, fine! Go up to the room and you know what to do, you worthless piece of shit!".

He let me go and i quickly hurried up the stairs and into the room and back in to the closet which i go to, to cry. I took deep breathes and panted in exhaustion. I lacked air. After a while i was breathing properly and i was feeling warm tears rolling down my cheek. I was silently crying soon i got a call from dinah.

D- Dinah
C- Camila

D: Hey dawg
C:  D-dinah please c-come get me?
D: Im coming right over chancho.

End of conversation.

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Soon after a good 3 minutes of crying i can hear dinahs voice calling out to me. I quickly jumped out of the closet and into her arms. I guess i gave her a heartattack while coming out of the closet. "chancho are you okay? what happened the house is a mess!" she asked in worry. I shook my head, "c-can we please get out of here fast?" Finah nodded and carried me out bridal style, outaide and into her car as she drove away into this secret grassland we go to.

"whats wrong chancho?" she asked in worry as she studied me, noticing that i have a new bruise on my jaw after austin squeezed it too hard. i bruise easily just to say. "Okay what is up and why are you always getting bruises and this scar!?" I hesitated to answer. "you can tell me anything chancho." I gulped and closed my eyes. "au-austin hurts me just because i c-cant give him what he wants."

I could see dinahs face turn into a shade of dark red. She is hella angry. "HE WHAT?!?" she clearly yelled "IM GONNA BEAT THE LIVING SHIT OUT OF HIM" she said just about she was gonna start the car but i stopped her. "No P-please dont! He will kill me if you know and if you did!", fear gleamed on my eyes. Dinah cooled down but still isnt over it. "okay fine. But your gonna be staying with me now."

I nodded. "so um...did you and lauren work anything out? Have you been talking atleast...?" I bit my lower lip. "i kinda messed it up but we talked a few days ago.." Dinah raised an eyebrow at me. "what happened?"

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I told dinah everything and she just hesitated to answer now. "wow thats some deep shit." I nodded slowly. "I just regret that all now and i want her back"

Dinah shrugged "So go get her back"

"But how?" Dinah thought for a moment. "plan a date". I shrugged "maybe" Dinah looked at me for a while. "C'mon lets go to the store and get you some comfort food" I smiled and hugged her tight "yayyy i love you cheechee" she smiled and hugged me back then driving off to the store.

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Laurens POV

As usual i have just woken up and what time was it anyways? 3 in the afternoon? I was surrounded by empty bottles of whisky, coke, and beer. To my side was the bag of cocaine i was using last night and the bag of weed i bought just last night. I finished my last pack of cigarettes and i needed to buy more today. But im just too lazy to get up but oh well..

I coughed a bit and got up from bed, took a shower and changed into a pair of jean shorts and a tank top and put my fave black leather jacket over me. I took my car keys and drove off to a nearby store.

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I parked my car and i saw dinahs car, or what i thought was dinahs car. Probably not, a lot of people have cars like that so its probably not dinah. I got out of my car and into the store. I grabbed a cart and whistled a random tune. I went down to the alchohol aisle and grabbed 4 bottles of whiskey and 2 bottles of coke. Then down to the chips aisle and grabbing 5 bags of doritos. Comfort food is the best actually. Then i continued on to the paying counter.

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Camilas POV

Me and dinah were at the store grabbing absolutely so much junk food. Chips, ice cream tubs, packs of our favorite sodas. Ofcourse dinah could afford this stuff, shes hella rich! We giggled as we went over to the counter but soon was greeted by a heart attack as i saw her.
Lauren? Wait what is she doing here exaxtly?!

I told dinah to hide behind the tower of soup cans and told her whats up. She gasped "its lauren!!" she whisper-shouted. I nodded and studied her belongings inside her cart. I cant believe what i saw!

She has alchohol in there and shes only 19! I gasped "she has alchohol in there!!" "What?!" dinah whisper shouted. Soon lauren was talking to the cashier and i saw the cashier open a cabinet from behind her and she then handed lauren two packs of cigarettes.
What the fuck is going on

Dinah mustve seen it toon since she was nudging at me "DO YOU SEE THIS, DO YOU?!" She said in shock. Then lauren showed the cashier of what looked like an i.d, the cashier nodded and she payed for her items and went off to out her things in her car.

Me and dinah rushed and payed for everything and soon saw that lauren was still putting the things into her car. Me and dinah went behind her, watching her, as she finished putting everything in.

Me and dinah exchanged looks and cleared our throats loudly causing lauren to jump and turn slowly

And wow did she look scared.

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Hope you like this chapt so far! sorry if not, im saving the good parts for the other chapters!!
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