The Fault In Our Stars [camren edition]

Stargaze with bad news

Laurens POV

I'm really glad i was able to take camz out. She really needs to get out of the hospital more often. I walked into her room, bringing her breakfast in bed since we wont go out till later in the night to take her stargazing. Stargazing is really romantic and is a good benefit for us. We get to bond more and talk more and just have... a little more, Us. time, you know?

"Good morning my beautiful princess!", i said in a happy tone as camila looked at her in surprised eyes and smiled. I brought the tray over to her, "breakfast in bed? you're too good to me jauregui" she said as she winked. I blushed lightly and sat on the chair next to her. She ate her breakfast while we talked about things. "but can we bwing a bwanket?" she asked with her mouth full of waffled. She was too adorable. "Dont talk with your mouth full babe", i smirked and she swallowed her food and stuck her tongue out at me.

After she was done eating her breakfast we talked for the rest of the afternoon until it was nearly nightfall. I looked out fron the hospital window, "listen camz, do you want to go out? As in...stargaze with me?" i asked her taking her hand in mine. She squealed and bounced on her bed. "oh my god yes yes yes!!", she was so happy and i was too. I got up, since i needed to pee real badly, "hold on camz, im just gonna have a pee" i said as i walked out of the room and to the restrooms.

Camilas POV

After lauren left to the bathroom i was so happy, i could barely breathe! I took a long puff off my inhaler and i finally breathed properly once more. Soon my doctor came in, "Ms.Cabello?" he said as he walked in, looking down on his clip board. "yes?" i asked him as he looked at me, his face seemed a bit emotionless. "We have your results from the tests we took the other week and the results....", he didnt finish since he was still looking through it. "the results?? what..?? are they good or not??" i asked in full curiousity and worry. "Camila...the results were strongly...shocking. You might only have a few months to live." I felt like my heart has been shattered in millions of pieces.

so much for my happiness.

I only have a few months to live?

what am i gonna tell lauren?

I thought in my mind. My heart was racing, i could feel the air suffocating me, i took a puff from my inhaler, as i held back my tears. "u-unless what doc?" i asked nearly about to break down. "unless we could attempt this surgery, it may be able to save your life and free you of your staged 3 lung cancer" he said "well thats all for today, goodbye" he said as he left the room.

Moments later lauren came back with a big smile on her face. I hate to see her face when i tell her the news... Or i wont tell her at all. Maybe when im ready. "hey babe, ready to go? I held back my tears and nodded without saying a word.

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Laurens POV

I opened her door as she got of the car she was breathtaking under the moonlight, the way her light brown curls fall down on her back, flawless. I couldnt be any more happier for having her. I'm glad i have her in my life. But i felt like something was wrong, she hasnt said anything during the car trip here, she was silent and i was worried. I laid down the blanket on a clearing with a great view on stars. We both laid down together and stared at each others eyes for a moment, i smiled and broke the silence.

"i love you camz" i say as i looked deeply into her eyes, she looked at me, "how much?" she asked. I sighed and looked up at the stars. "look up at the stars and count them, thats how much i love you camz." She looked up at the stars, "but thats too much", she said in a soft voice. "exactly, i love you too much." i said as i looked at her, i could see her face as she blushed, taking many puffs from her inhaler.

"camz i want you to know something", i said softly, making contact with her chocolate brown orbs. "w-what is it lolo?" she asked, why is she stuttering?

"I know how we met was crazy. You slammed me in the face with a door and yeah, here we are. You being my girlfriend and me being yours. And i love the fact how we can always be there for each other, through thick and thin. I absolutely love every little thing about you. I love how you can comfort me just by looking you. I love the idea how two people can actually be born for each other. I love you karla camila cabello, you are the greatest thing that has ever happened to me"

I managed to say slowly and meaningful. Suddenly i could hear her sniffling and i saw tears streaming down her face.

She was crying so hard. I pulled her close to me as she started to cry on my shoulder. "camz..camz whats wrong?" i asked softly as she sniffled and stopped sobbing for a moment. "e-everythings wrong lolo!" she said as she choked on her tears and sobbed more.

"what do you mean camz?" I asked her softly, stroking her hair, hoping that it would comfort her. "i-if i tell you, promise me you wont be sad or make it such a big deal?"

I looked at her brown orbs and nodded my head slowly. she then cleared her throat and looked me straight in the eyes. "W-when you left for the bathroom, the doctor came in my room to tell me about my test results and...."

I was curious, "hoW WAS IT?!" i exclaimed and she flinched. "L-lauren my results were terrible im only going to have a few months to live!" she said all in one breath. she took a long puff from her inhaler and teared up, but cried on my shoulder.

Camilas POV

After i told her, she completely froze. There was no emotion showing on her face. Then i suddenly saw a single tear drop slide down from the corner of her eye, then another, and more came until she was practically sobbing, her hands covering her face. I hugged her tightly, making her cry on my shoulder. "i-im sorry i shouldnt have told you" i said in a shaky voice. She hasnt said anything until she finally stopped crying.

We were cuddling as we stargazed in peace now, She looked at me for a while and then back up to the sky. "i love you camz" she said. "I love you too lolo" i said , as i laid my head down on her chest. I could hear her heartbeat going faster and faster. "lolo, why is your heartbeating so fast?" i asked her as i looked up at her, hoping she would look at me and she did.

"Well its because im scared camz.",,"scared if what?" i asked again.She sighed and looked at me with worry. "I'm scared that i will lose you. I'm scared that you wont survive the cancer camila, your really special to me and i dont even know what i would do if your gone, honestly. I would never be happy again and i would never fall in love again. You are the greatest thing that has ever happened to me camz, you gave me too much memories that i wont forget, and if i lose you, im scared that i would lose myself too. I love you camz, i really do" she said with a single tear sliding down her cheek.

I cuddled close to her, "i love you too lolo, so so much". And suddenly i could feel my eyes feeling heavy and the next thing i know, im in a deep sleep....

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A/N: I CRIED WRITING THIS SO... vote/comment if you want an update love ya xo