I Want You No Matter What (Book 2) Completed

Chapter Twenty

I took casie home and then headed home. I know michelle is gonna be pissed but i don't care. As long as i can explain to mom and she understands then I'm good.

I parked the car and ran up the steps to the door. Mom wasn't home yet. I had time to think about what I'm planning to say to her. I'm in so much trouble.

I opened the door and got in.

"You stop right there young lady!" I heard a shout just as i was about to move off from the door. Shit! Busted.

"Where are you coming from?" I turned slowly to face her.

"Mom, i can explain," i said shyly and she folded her arms.

"Explain?" She asked sounding really angry. "Explain to me why you got suspended," she said and my mouth dropped. Michelle told her. I can't believe this and she said she wouldn't.

"It's not my fault," i said.

"Then whose fault is it?' She asked and i looked away.

"The teacher," i said and she dropped her arms.

"You know what, i don't want to see you right now, get up stairs, your grounded," she said and i looked at her shocked.

"Grounded?" I asked and she folded her arms.

"You will noy leave that room until i tell you to," she said and i gasped. Grounded!

"Mom please," i said but she looked at me sternly and i sighed.

"Fine," i said and started off up the stairs. I walked pass her and rolled my eyes. I hate her. She hasn't even heard what i have to say. I headed straight to my room and slammed the door shut.

I threw my bag down and slumped down on my bed. I have no phone, i got suspended and no I'm grounded, what else is going to happen?

"I hate this life," i said and turned on my back and tears rolled down the side of my face. I hate this life so much. I just wanna die. I don't want to be alive, feel like i just deserve to die.

"Why me?" I asked as more tears came. There is nothing happy about my life. There is nothing that i can think of that i want to live for.

I heard my laptop made a notification sound, i looked at it then i looked away. I was there for a while until darkness took over.

I woke up and was in darkness. I stumbled off the bed and around the dark room to find the light switch. I finally found after hitting my foot on a few objects.

I rubbed my sleepy eyes and walked over to the laptop. I sat with it on the bed and checked my notifications. Omg. Jordan! I like totally forgot. He followed me on Instagram.

He must be texting my phone like crazy and must be wondering why I'm not replying.

I have to get through to him, but how? I bit on my finger nails a little until i get an idea.

No it won't work. I can't see him until...wait, what time is it? 2:45am? Omg. I need to shower.

I got up and went to the bathroom and took a long cool shower.

I went back to bed with the laptop and started going through some stuffs until i fell asleep.

When i woke up, the sun was up bright and the curtains were blowing. It's so nice to be in bed at this time. I stretched and yawn.

"Was this always how suspension felt?" I asked myself while looking around my room that need to me cleaned. It hasn't been cleaned ever since Ms. Martha left and i don't really know what to do.

I could just lay here all day.

"Michelle, I'm leaving, if your back before me call me and let me know," i heard mom's voice. Wait, she's just leaving for work? And wait a minute? Michelle is leaving too? I checked the time. 7:34am.

"This is gonna be just great," i said to myself as a smile crept on my face. I got up. I have to get my room cleaned then myself fixed up because I'm gonna see jordan today.

Moments later.....................

The struggle is real. This room gave me a hard time. Maybe it's because i had a hard time figuring out where to put some of the stuffs.

Anyhow i was finished so now i decided to find an outfit for the occasion. What would he like to see ms in? Let's see.

I skipped through some racks in the closet. Shorts? I can't wear that but i can wear a jeans pants with rips. Then i can wear a big sweater with that, do my hair in a messy bun and my converse.

I like that. None of my bruises will be showing.

I got dressed. I took up a little backpack that i had. When i looked at the laptop and checked the time it was 11:57am. Wow. What was i doing so long.

I took up my car keys and some money and opened my room door. No one as called to me since morning and I'm wondering if they left.

I quietly walked out and headed down the hall. I tip toed down the stairs and to the door. The house was completely empty. When i opened the door i quickly closed it when i saw david helping michelle into the car. David? I haven't seen him in a long time.

I waited until i heard the car drove out to open the door. I ran out to my car and unlocked it. I got in and started off on my secret adventure. If mom finds out about this. I'm dead meat.

I had no phone and this was gonna be really hard for me. I should just go and burn Mrs. Harp's house down, just burn she in it to the ground.

She wants to know how rude i can be well then I'll show her. I turned off my route and started to my school, even though i wasn't supposed to be seen on the compound while on suspension.

I don't give a shit, Mrs. Harp started this, so I'm gonna finish it.