I Want You No Matter What (Book 2) Completed

Chapter Five

I pulled him into the room and he sat in the couch. I slowly sat on him to straddle his lap so my knees were sinking in the couch.

"Changes so soon?" He asked with a chuckle and i smiled nervously and pulled his face to mine making our lips connect slowly. His hands reached my hip and rubbed down to my thigh. The kiss was more romantic than normal.

I put his hands on my hips and he grasped my ass and i giggled. My hands roamed his chest and ran through his hair. He was so sexy. He started rubbing my skin down and it sent tingles up my spine making me shiver.

"Hmmm," i felt him smile against my lips when he noticed i was struggling when it came on to his touching on my sensitive skin. 

His touch felt so good, his hands were soft and my skin was sensitive. I started slowing down the kiss and making it more sexy.

"You should take this off," he spoke softly through the kisses as his hands went to the back of my neck to pull the bikini top strings.

Shit! If he was doing this then he was checking my body out, and....i have scars and bruises all over my body.

"No," i quickly got off him and made sure my top wasn't falling off.

"What's wrong?" He spoke with furrowed eyebrows. I rubbed my face and looked at my body.

The bruises were faint but near up you could see them and he was really close to me at all times. He must have seen them but didn't say anything...and he knows what my dad did.

Oh my God. I'll have to tell him everything.

"Ally?" I heard him and i sighed and looked at him. He had gotten up and was looking at me like i was crazy.

"What's wrong?" He asked and i looked away.

What am i gonna say. I can't just tell him, I'm not ready. I have to say something.

"Ally?" He sounded a little irritated.

"I..I.." i stuttered. I didn't know what to say.

"I what?" He asked. "You can tell me," he added.

"I'm...I'm just..not ready for that yet," i spoke and swallowed hard. I really wasn't ready to have sex with him, although i wasn't a virgin.

"Well, that's all you had to say babe, i wasn't gonna do it if you weren't ready," he spoke and held on to my hands bringing me closer to him.

"I'm sorry, i should have made it clear," i spoke and he rubbed my cheek.

"It's ok, i know what you're afraid of, and i am too," he spoke and i raised my brows.

"You're afraid of, getting pregnant, i know" he spoke and i furrowed my brows. What is he talking about?

"So youre not afraid?" He asked and i cleared my throat.

"Of course i am, I'm just- nevermind, just kiss me, i need to feel like somebody loves me," i said and he smiled and started kissing me slowly.

He soon lift me up and i laughed. That was smooth.

"Eh-mm," there was a sound and we stopped and i jumped down. When we looked around it was michelle.

"I see you guys are getting busy," she had a smirk on and i held my head down. It was embarrassing.

Brad cleared his throat,"um, i should, go check on the boys, see what they're doing," he added and i smiled at him then he walked out.

"What is going on?" Michelle asked after he left.