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Chansaw |Suicidal Mythic Bitch

Chandler's perspective

people once told me I was vulnerable , useless , unlovable and worthless of living , I believed those lies for so long that I still do , people once told me that I was beautiful , a jerk and a bitch.  I nodded in agreement , people now do tell that I am a snatch , crazy and insane. It's because I just wanted to have friends. I didn't want to be lonely.

My parent's had depressingly doubt me from the start , they told me to act like a lady , they told me to be fake , and be plastic and mean. It was hard to follow rules that corrupted my innocence , I acted it for a long time , and I still do. I made friends not because of it , because I showed them how cruel the world can be in private , why in private? It's because I feel like I'm always stalked on. 

I always smiled in the shadows of my alluring prison , my looks lured everyone in , I mistook my fame. I said bad things to make people stay , but what do I get? Maybe absolutely nothing , my parents were both on abroad separated on other countries ,  they taught me how to cook at the age of 5 , then after my 6th birthday. They were gone , they also taught me how to read in the age of 5  , they had put a letter on a table. I read it , and then my life then changed a bit.

they gave me loads of money , some food in the refrigerator , and the whole entire house. I grew up alone , I taught myself how to drive , got myself a driver's license at the age of 10 , I was awarded as the youngest driver to exist. I was auditioned to some competition's and got loads of money from it. I always won for a weird reason , but I never misinterpreted luck.  I met McNamara in Kinder , I bullied her then realize I was hurting an innocent sunshine , that had bounds of joy. I stopped that. Then I met Duke at Junior Year , McNamara was also on the same school as I , so we both met her. 

they had a perfect life , but me...I never told them enough to let them of my actions , Mac thinks it's because of a curse that was spell-born and you couldn't remove it properly. I never told them my life , it would be hard for me to see them worried on someone so worthless in the inside. I got used to the silence , I always like the silence. And darkness was a friend of mine , I tried to kill myself a thousand times , but couldn't bring myself to actually do it. I dream of dying someday. 

I never told them of how I cry at night , whine in sleep and dream of suicidal shit. Not like that's a problem , then Senior Year came...I met Veronica , she made me feel different about the world , she was the most beautiful sentiment to be sent above man's land. But I knew I couldn't bring myself to do anything , I couldn't control my actions , I kept snapping at her..and I did that countless times. Then she met a man who changed her point of view.. I was hurt. Duke and Mac , didn't seem to bother of my personal alibi's , they never wanted to bother me. I was in my bedroom for more then 2 months , I guess 4? I don't know.

then I thought , I knew that..HE hated me , so I told him a plan. To kill me , and I told him to bring Veronica with him , but I didn't tell him to make Veronica a criminal. I didn't tell him that , i thought my time has come..instead..I was brought to the hospital. That suicide note was good enough to fool any cop. I woke up with people tearing there eye's up , this time..my parent's were there , and they were crying to. Only now they care? Wow. I couldn't speak at that time , I groaned really loudly , that it was mistaken for a growl. Only now they come.."why are you here? , why are you that I used to call my parents..here?!" I yelled angrily at them. They then turned shock.  "You're are daughter of course! Why wouldn't we visit you?" they acclaimed.

"you weren't there , when I turned 6 you guys were separated. How are you back together? Do you realize what you have done to your own daughter! I seen cruelty from you , you never treated me right! , don't call me your daughter until you learned your lesson. This was your karma , and now it's double karma!" I screeched loudly , destroying everything that made me alive again. I then soon collapsed on the hospital bed , feeling absolutely nothing.

thank you god , for letting me rest. I was restless before , thanks for breaking that , now that I'm in rest , please forgive my sins.

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Veronica's perspective

"now it's double karma!" Chandler screeched loudly and angrily at her parents , she destroyed everything that made her woke up on the wrong side of the bed. She then fainted or collapsed on the hospital bed, panic soon raised in my heart. No , no. She can't be dead! Not now! I thought.  The panic raised me into tearing more tears , Chandler isn't joking! " Chandler stay the fuck alive!" I told her dead body. She just drank Drano , and she didn't even care that she's doing suicide! J.D. then had his karma , for killing Heather. 

feelings hurt and I hate it , why does so many people need to die! "Chandler can you hear me? Speak please." I  cried on her dead body , I will soon meet you my love. Probably when you are reincarnated again. Just don't die on me now. A hand was upon my shoulder , it was her parents. "tell me everything." I commanded.

"okay it started like this.."

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*FLASH BACK*

"honey , you should know how to act fake , plastic. So you can protect yourself!" 

"but what if they will hate me for it?"

"that's the thought that counts honey! , of course people will hate you!"

"but I wanna be loved!"

"how? You're a worthless piece of shit that I didn't abort because I thought you will follow mother's step's."

"I am."

"but you're doing it wrong!"

"daddy , why do you want to teach how to cook! Am still a child , and they say children can't use knives or sharp tools yet."

"but you're a smart one so please just stop exclaiming alibi's! If you can't cook in the future you will starve."

"okay daddy."

"if you don't follow us , I will slap your sorry ass and put my 'friend' in that innocent hole of yours."

"and you will love it! You might beg for it!"

"you will have a baby in near future unless you don't! Because you are unloved , and a pile of trash."

"okay , okay I'll follow daddy."

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"what the fuck?! You raped your own child , emotionally abused her , harassed the poor girl and shit!" I yelled loudly , bluffing angrily. "I'm calling the police ,you both are arrested for child abuse!" I yelled again.

"thank you." the air whispered , it sounded like Chandler's voice.

"no need , to thank me..suicidal mythic bitch."

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angst? Sure.