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Gayle: I'll try , I'm very bad at writing.
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Heather Duke's p.o.v
I met McNamara since 6th grade , which is the time I fell head-over-heels in love with her , but she won't love me like I love her so , she likes those jock boys , the common cheerleader-dating-joke cliche , everyone likes that Kurt is dating Mac , but for me? It's killing me... literally ,ever since I got a crush on her , I was puking yellow flowers when she was hanging out with someone else. I don't know why this is happening , but it is a certain disease I know of , because of it's almost Korean origin , called the: Hanahaki disease , not everyone knows of it , because this disease makes you spit flowers with those of the specific color of your soulmate's , now I do not know if Mac has this too , but for all I know or what I think it's true that only I have it.
the disease is not contagious , it just happens in situations where your romantic or platonic interest does something around other people , if meaning to be romantic to others , you will be spitting several specifically-colored flowers out of your mouth , now if this goes for too long , from what I heard , you will also start spitting blood along with it , anyone who suffers this disease slowly dies unless their partner is willing to change their friendship or their distance of their relationship , now I do not know much about this , but the fact that I have to die slowly just to let her notice me , is like the phase where it's a pain to exist.
I mean she hugs and cuddles up with me , but those are very platonic actions , cheek kisses are either romantic or platonic , and the only reason to cure this is a romantic action from my partner , and she means it , not sisterly like or platonic like , it means the I-love-you like action , now for me , I don't think she does love me , and do you know why? It's because of how mean I am to her , so in the mean time , I'll suffer this disease until she does a romantic act on me , I'll just try not to act weird on it.
this disease has side effects , and what are those?Insomnia , Anxiety , Depression and slight Harassment , why are these the side effects? Because this makes you dizzy in sleep and you see different colors as you sleep , which makes you wake up to hallucinations and practical illusion , these side effects cannot be cured whatsoever , but only can be cured by the same tactic as how to cure this disease. This makes you depressed because you think you look like a freak and you think for yourself , you started saying bad words or words that will bring the people who observe as "that" down. This causes anxiety because , only you know it , and only you know you have it. This has slight harassment because thanks to the depression and optical hallucinations , your brain starts harassing you with scenes that make your dream and life a living nightmare.
now I don't offer much to explain but , if you die from this , you will have a random symptom placed inside your body like: any type of cancer , heart attack and more. I don't know what to do to get her to cure , but as of now , I will stay in my lane and try to rethink the possibilities of what will happen to me in the near future or so , I will try to stay in the positive lane and not turn back in the lane where it was all dark , I will try.
