Scars

Part 3//Fighter//Walker

Song: You're Gonna Go Far Kid by The Offspring

Walker's POV
"You did not do that." I said my mouth hanging open.
"Yeah, then that fucking new teacher who she is banging saved her and now they are home probably having sex." Nodan said making my stomach turn.
"Imma fucking kill her." Kod said playing with his food as Clara came up to him.
"I mean I can take your mind off of her so you aren't so stressed." She said and sat on his leg but he pushed her off making her yelp.
"What has gotten into you?? Ever since this year you have been declining me and I have been lonely." Clara pouted.
"Because I have a girlfriend who I actually love." He mumbled making every one's heads turn. Mhm. Love my ass.
"Well that never stopped us before." Clara said and smirked.
"Are you deaf?? I actually love her and would be lost without her and all her stupid problems. I protect her from all the bad in the world other then highschool. And I can't protect her from that because she is a nothing and I am a something here." He said and went back to playing with his food.
"Well who is it? Maybe we came all become friends and then it could be us 3!" Clara said and clapped making me roll my eyes.
"Oh my fucking God no Clara. Never in a million years." He mumbled.
"Well who is it?" Nodan asked.
"No one. Like I said she is a no one." Kod said and frowned. I can't take this anymore.
"You fucking pussy. He is dating Vana and has been for a while." I said making them all look at Kod who's face was beat red and fumed with anger.
"Vana? As in Havana?" Nodan asked looking at his twin.
"Yeah. Havana." Kod mumbled.
"No. Your joking right??" Nodan yelled slamming his fists on the table. My work here is complete.
"You could have picked any one. And you pick her??" Nodan asked while his knuckles turned white.
"I WAS USING HER ALRIGHT?" Kod yelled making everyone at the table go quite. Oh hell no.
"Using her?" I chocked out.
"Yeah. I wanted to see how much of a good girl she would be. Then she told me her whole god damn life story about her mother dead and her father raping her every fucking night and Kyle's death and you. Then I actually saw what Kyle saw in her. She actaully smiled with me, and will laugh at my jokes and actaully makes me happy."
"Me?" I asked.
"Yeah. You." He said and stood up.
"Imma go see how my girlfriend is, and make sure that she isn't fucking dead thanks to us. And if she is then peace." Kod said and started to walk away but I ran after him meeting him at his bike.
"Now what Walk?" He asked placing his helamte on the seat of his bike.
"What did she say about me??" I asked with my stomach turning scared of what he is gonna say.
"That she loves you dude." He said making my heart stop.
"She loves you with all her heart but she is afraid of you. All four of us treat her like shit and she is there defencless. That's why Mr.Parkison is here." He said flaming me with fuery. I balled my fists and punched him right across the face.
"Don't you DARE, say that I am the reason why Mr.Parkison is here." I said through gritted teeth.
"But you are. Because you can't keep a fucking vow of protection. Because you hurt her, so much. You are the reason why she is so weak and lost in the dark." He said again making me punch him across the face again.
"Stop." I mumbled punching him in the gut making him hunch over. He looked up to me and said,
"She has stories, and poems about you. And I read them to her. And guess who you always are. The bad guy. The one that every one fears. But in her books you and her always end up together, and when that part of the book comes, she cries into my shirt, or will look out the window and cry, because she knows that will never happen." I punched him again in the gut and across the face in one quick movement.
"This is all a lie." I said and punched him again.
"But it's not. Remember the day where she was writing, but was looking out her window and cried? I was lying down next to her reading her book that she made about you. And I was reading the ending of her book where you two were happy and living together. That's why she was crying." Kod said as that day flashed in my head. That was the day I made my layered picture.
My mom left and I looked out my window to see Vana looking out her window. Right past me. A single tear rolled down her cheek as her pencil moved across her paper. But she would never love me. Or she would. But never in that way. Not in the way that I see it. Because she doesn't want this happy ending. Not even close. Because I will always just be the bad boy across the street. I was the pretador, and she was my pray, slowly getting weaker with each time I chase her. She was waiting for me to either stop, or just kill her. And I didn't want to do either of those things. Because ever since that day I lost my best friend. I vowed to keep my other best friend safe. Safe. I am her saftey. Yet she doesn't know it.
"No. No NO NO NO STOP!" I yelled hitting Kod repeadedly but he wasn't fighting back.
"She has so many stories of you. And entries." Kod said as I hit him again. The memory of me finding her entries scattered around her room came across me.
I dropped the book out of my hands and backed away from it like it was the plauge. I know that people think that physical abuse was horrible, and I mean it is. Yet she is my emotional punching bag. Literally. And it looks like I am hers. Just with her words. And the way that her words cut and stabbed into me and my heart from ever angle, now that is the worst abuse some one could ever go through. And I instantly regret doing all those horrible things to her. But when she comes back to school on Monday, I won't remember any of this. I will just remember what she is to me and what I am to her. Just another punching bag, me with my fists and her with her words. Waiting for one of us to fall to peices and forfit. But I as Walker Jobes, regret and feel nothing.
But that's not true. I feel everything with her. She brings me to life.
"You kill her with your fists, but she kills you with her words. You just don't know it." Kod said and smirked an evil devilish smirk and I stopped hitting him letting him breathe.
"She is a fighter because of you." He said and smiled.
"You made a good girl bad, and her bad words. Worse." He said as he put on his helmate and climbed on his bike. What have I done?

Wowza. That's all I can say for this chapter.  Just wowza. Um if you liked this chapter then be sure to color that lil star orange and comment what you think will happen next, and don't forget to add to your reading lists or follow me to see when I post a new chapter which is normally every Wednesday and Saturday and maybe an extra day. But untill then,, PEACE!
~Sarah