Scars

Part 1//Monster//Havana

Song: Applause by North of Nine

Havana's POV
I rolled over to feel to arms wrap around me holding me close and not letting go.
"Hi." I mumbled and rolled closer to Noah.
"Hey." He groaned not wanting to wake up.
"How was your nap?" I asked making him let out a little chuckle.
"Good. Yours?" He asked pulling me closer to him.
"Good. Probably the best sleep I will ever get haha." I said and let out a little laugh knowing that it is the truth.
"Same. Well we are gonna be cuddling a lot together and sleeping a lot together so.." He said and smiled making me smile. Gah I love his smile. I heard my phone buzz and I reached over Noah to grab my phone to see a text from Jones.
BigBro// so wait he is still ugly right??
Me:): Imma push you off a bridge
BigBro// do it.
BigBro// my hot best friend will save me bc he is superman
BigBro// legit
Me:): I hate you.
BigBro// love you too princess ;))
I rolled my eyes and turned off my phone making Noah laugh.
"Who was that?" He asked.
"Jones." I said and laughed as did Noah. I heard a knocking on the door and I looked out my window to see Kodan's bike in my drive way.
"Fuck." I mumbled and ran out of my room to the front door.
"Kod you can't put your bike there. We have been over this. And when you are coming over you are supposed to call me fi-" I started but Kod cut me off by slamming his lips onto mine taking my breath away. He pulled away first and rested his head on mine.
"I love you. But I have to say goodbye." Kod said looking at me. I gulped hard knowing that this was it. We were breaking up.
"Me too." I said and kissed his lips one last time.
"I love you so much V. But I can't do you justice anymore. I will always be here if you need me, but you have become a strong, independent women. And i'm happy that I was able to show you the ways around this stuff. And that bike out front, its yours." He said and smirked making my jaw drop.
"No." I said in awe.
"I mean you know how to drive it. Plus it's perriwinkle and a sleek black helmate just doesn't work for me. And I mean every bad ass needs a jacket am I right?" He asked.
"Holy shit stop." I said and pushed him away.
"Nope. Because I love you, but I need to leave you. So here is a little part of me for you to remember who was there for you. You will always be my princess." He said and smiled stuffing his hands in his pockets.
"Holy shit Kod your the best!" I yelled and jumped into his arms.
"You also might want this." He said and handed me my diary.
"Let Walk read to you." He said and smiled as did I.
"I love you." I said and kissed his cheek making him smile.
"I wanna be done being a bitch to you. I wanna be your best friend, not your worst enemy." He said and smiled.
"Yeah. I would like that a lot." I said and smiled.
"Woah." I heard Noah say.
"We are all good No. Noah this is Kod and Kod this is Noah." I said.
"Yeah I learned that the hard way." Kod said and stuffed his hands deeper in his pockets.
"And you two are?" Noah asked glancing between us.
"Best friends." I said and smiled looking at Kod who had a cheezy grin on his face.
"Yep. Best friends." Kod said making me smile.
"So the bike??" Noah asked looking at me. Kod tossed me the keys and smirked.
"Mine." I said and jingled them.
"Now, you pretty much have the whole look, you just need a tat." Kod said and smirked as he pulled at his lower lip to reveal the word "Create" tattooed on him. I smirked and looked and Noah.
"Don't look at me. I mean I have so many. Plus I gotta get a new nose ring." Noah said and smirked. My smile widened as I threw on my Tims and hopped on my bike as did Kod and Noah. Suprisingly Noah has a bike and Kod had one of his guys that live close by bring his bike. Like damn. I slipped on my jacket and helmate and smirked. This is my life. I started my bike and reved the engine loving the sound that my new child had created.
"I'M IN LOVE!!" I yelled making the boys chuckle.
"LET'S GO PRINCESS!" Kod yelled making me stick up my middle finger at him and lift up my feet and place them on my bike. It started to roll and I just got the biggest rush of adreniline as I went for  a spin around the block with the boys following me then we all rode to the nearest tattoo shop. We all got to the shop and parked our bikes and took off our helmates. The boys fixed their hair and I took off my helmate and shook my head making my hair shake making both boys' jaws drop.
"Oh my lord." I said and laughed as I walked into the shop leaving them behind. The artest asked me what I wanted and I told him what and where and he sat me down in the chair as I saw both boys walking in laughing. My best friends. Bonding.
"Get that stupid ass smirk off your face." Kod said making me laugh.
"Oops." I said and laughed as did they.
"So what is the princess getting?" Noah asked as the guy came with the gun.
"Just pull down your lip." The artest said and I pulled down my lower lip as he started to write my word. He eventually finished and smiled.
"This one is a bad ass." He said and smiled at me. I smiled back.
"I know." I said making them all laugh. I payed and then we all left and got on our bikes.
"So what did the princess get??" Kod asked.
"Well you know how you have animal tattooed on you?" I asked and he smiled.
"Yeah. Because at the end of the day we are all animals." He said and smirked.
"Yeah well. All animals can turn into monsters in a matter of seconds. My life, and all the hell that I have been put through, is my matter of seconds." I said as I pulled down my lower lip to reveal the word "Monster" tattooed.
"No wonder why he said that she was a bad ass." Noah said and laughed as did Kod.
"Just promise us one thing V." Noah said.
"Hm?" I said and I put on my helmate.
"Promise us that you will get a tattoo that says fighter." Kod said and smiled as did I.
"Promise." I said as I started my bike as did the boys. Because thats what I am. Not only am I a bad ass as people say. And not only am I a fighter. But i'm also a monster, when I wanna be. Because as Havana Wilde, I regret, and feel nothing.

Welp. I can't anymore. Um I really hope that yall liked this chapter and fun fact,, all the tattoos that Havana gets are tattoos that I (Sarah) Wanna get in real life haha. Anyways tell me what you think in the comments and don't forget to make that lil star orange and add to your reading lists so you can see whn I post which is normally Wednesdays and Saturdays and maybe an extra day if I have an extra chapter haha,, um yeah but untill then PEACE
~Sarah