Scars

Part 1//Lies//Havana

Song: Indestructible by Not Your Dope and MAX

Havana's POV
I rolled my eyes at my phone then let out a little chuckle realizing that this is my boyfriend. The bell rang and I grabbed all my stuff and walked out of class with Walker and Rocle. Walker grabbed my hand and smiled at me making me smile.
"AWWWWW you two are cute as shit but Walk if you hurt her in any way imma cut off your dick and shove it down your throat." Rocle said and winked making me laugh.
"Wouldn't that hurt??" He asked looking at Rocle.
"Don't look at me. I have never sucked dick." Rocle said and through up her hands in defence making me choke out a laugh.
"You shut up little miss biker hot ass perfect peice of shit." Rocle said making me choke out another laugh making Rocle laugh.
"If you got a bike I could see Nodan all over you." Walker said as I agreed.
"With how much he bully's me, yup I definatly want him to like me." Rocle said and rolled her eyes.
"Who's ready for- Woah what the fuck is this??" Kennedy asked pointing at me and Walker's hands intertwined.
"They are a thing." Rocle said like it was old news.
"AWWWWWW you two are cute as shizzl but Walk if you hurt her imma cut off your dick and shove it down your throat." Ken said and winked making me and Rocle both burst into laughter. All four of us walked into geometry and took our seats, mine, Ken's, and Rocle's all being in the front and Walker's being in the back furthest away from me.
Owner:) I really regret sitting so far away from you:(
Me:/ well plus you didn't like me soooooo
Owner:) oh but babygirl I have only had eyes for you my whole life.
I felt my heart beat faster and my stomach turn in excitment. Only if he knew what he does to me.
"Get off your phone asshole." Ken said making me let out a little chuckle as I placed my phone in my back pocket then I heard a grunt in the back of the class making everyone look at Walker.
"Yes Mr. Jobes?" The teacher asked making some of the girls in class laugh.
"You see I am trying to draw this girl. I have the perfect view and everything, like perfect light, perfect perspective, all of it. But I broke my crayon." Walker said and held up his broken crayon making me smile.
"Has Walker Jobes gone soft??" One of the boys who thinks he is a something asked.
"It's called I grew up, one, and two if you really don't want me to be nice here that isn't a problem and I will gladly kick your ass." Walker said looking at the boy making his face grow crimson red.
"Bro it was a joke." The kid said and threw up his hands in defence.
"BOYS! That is enough. Mr.Jobes mybe you shouldn't be coloring in my class and Mr. McKafry don't start something that you can't finish." the teacher said and turned back twords the board. I looked back to see Walker holding up his middle finger at the teacher making me stuffle a laugh. Class soon ended and Rocle and I were off to English and Walker and Ken had Relations class. I walked into class and felt everyone's eyes on me. I placed my stuff down at my desk and gave Noah a huge hug.
"I have missed you." He said into my hair as more students came into class.
"I have missed you too." I said trying not to cry.
"Can we watch movies and cuddle tonight? Walker and lacross and won't be home till super late tonight plus he has family dinner so do you wanna have a brother sister like dinner?" I asked and stuffed my hands in my pockets.
"I would love that." He said making me smile as I walked to my seat.
"Good morning class." Noah said getting everyone's attention.
"Today we will be writing narratives." He said as people groaned.
"Oh i'm so sorry, cry me a river." Noah said making Rocle and I both chuckle.
"What even is a narrative??" Ceciel asked making me mentally facepalm myself.
"Well Ms. Barker, a narrative can be a number of things. But the whole theme of a narrative is about you creating something that is fake. What most of you will be doing is probably writing your life stories just add a fake love intrest or fake plot twist. That is what most of students do." Noah said making her smile.
"What if you wanna write about someone elses life? Or just like come up with a whole story from inside your head?" Rocle asked.
"Like make beleieve??" Dalton asked.
"Once apon a time, me, Madison Pettis was dating the perfect Grayson Dolan." Nodan said and started to laugh as did Dalton.
"You know what, imma end up with him and we are gonna make sexy babies. And I could be her twin alright so go suck yourself." Rocle said making me laugh. (Definatly am not dropping hints hehe)
"Well then." Noah said and clapped his hands together.
"Your story must be at least 25 chapters and over 1,000 words per chapter. That shouldn't be to hard for some of you, other's will struggle. I am taking this at the end of next month. You may begin." Noah said as everyone groned but I smiled. This is my theme. This will be perfect. I will use me and Walker's story.
Unknown::: you do know that he is useing you correct??
Me:/ huh??
Unknown::: I have the texts to prove it,, meet me after class.
Me:/ and why should I trust you??
Unknown::: i'm his best friend.
Unknown::: Nodan
Unknown::: and i get that what my brother did was a dick move..
Unknown::: and i'm sorry for him
Unknown::: but Walk isn't gonna be any better.
Me:/ I don't trust you
Me:/ why should I?
Me:/ you have made my life a living hell.
Unknown::: just meet me after class
I rolled my eyes and turned off my phone.  I looked back in his direction and he looked at me and winked. My head is telling me yes but my heart is telling me no. The bell soon rang and I was the last one out the door with Nodan. I got up and walked out to here Nodan following me.
"Could you please get off my back???" I said and crossed my arms looking at him in disgust.
"Here." He said and handed me his phone.
"There is no password, just go to messages and find my bitch and read." He said.
"He is in your phone as my bitch?" I asked.
"It's an inside joke, and I mean he was mine before yours." He said and winked
"Give it back to me when done during lunch." He said and walked away leaving me there with his phone.
"Okay then." I mumbled and slid open his phone and went to his camera first and spammed it with pictures.(me,, all the time.)
"Enjoy that Nodan Black." I said and let out a little laugh as I went to his messages and found MY BITCH(aka walker). Wait does this mean that he has multiple bitches? I mean I wouldn't be suprised. I let out another little laugh as I walked to my locker to grab the rest of my stuff for my classes. I stuffed his phone in my back pocket and walked over to my table with no problems today thank god. Ken and Roc were already talking so I decided not to interrupt and read these stupid messages. I tapped on MY BITCH(aka walker) and scrolled up a little.
MY BITCH(aka walker):: bro idfk what to do
Me::: with what??
MY BITCH(aka walker):: Havana
Me::: aww are you going soft for her??
MY BITCH(aka walker):: no
MY BITCH(aka walker):: okay maybe a little
Me::: bitch
MY BITCH(aka walker):: okay its called commitment,,
MY BITCH(aka walker):: maybe you should get some dumbass
Me::: why are you with her again??
MY BITCH(aka walker):: multiple reasons
Me::: spill
MY BITCH(aka walker):: shes funny
MY BITCH(aka walker):: shes cute
MY BITCH(aka walker):: shes strong
MY BITCH(aka walker):: shes a bad ass
MY BITCH(aka walker):: shes smart
MY BITCH(aka walker):: shes got it all
Me::: i hear a but...
MY BITCH(aka walker):: but she can be an ass
MY BITCH(aka walker):: a bitch
MY BITCH(aka walker):: an annoying shit
MY BITCH(aka walker):: plus she would kill me if she knew what was going on between C and I
Me::: woah what??
MY BITCH(aka walker):: me and C are lowkey fucking
MY BITCH(aka walker):: and its all good bro
Me::: wait my C??
MY BITCH(aka walker):: no mine
MY BITCH(aka walker):: barker
MY BITCH(aka walker):: but Vana can't find out, and if she does imma be dead
Me::: why are you with her again
MY BITCH(aka walker):: Kodan and I planned everything out
MY BITCH(aka walker):: He starts it, and I finish it
Me::: so you are finishing what he started??
MY BITCH(aka walker):: yepper
Me::: well damn.
Me::: just don't break her to hard
Me::: thats my job lmaoo
I turned of the phone in awe.
"What's wrong?" Ken asked looking at me. I stayed silent.
"Vana." Roc said and waved her hand infront of my face.
"I need to leave." I mumbled and stood up ever so slowly. I walked twords the door. Then stopped in the door way. My breathing picked up pace and my heart started to race ever so fast. I turned around and walked over to Walker's table and smirked.
"Here." I said and threw Nodans phone on the table.
"Have fun with C. And Kodan might have started something, but imma end it before you ever could. Goodbye Walker." I said and walked away.
"Woah wait!" I heard Walker yell but I didn't turn my head back. I felt my eyes fill with tears and realized that i'm not what I think I was. I'm not indestructable. I'm not a monster. I'm not a fighter. I'm a no one. And that is never gonna change. I am peice of their games.
"Vana?" I heard a stren yet gentle voice yell. I turned my head to see Noah.
"No." I whispered and ran into his arms and cried harder.
"Hey it's okay Vana banana. It's okay. I'm right here." He whispered making me feel a peace that I haven't felt in a while. And my breathing became simple, and steady?
"I'm right here baby girl. I will always be here Vana banana." He said making me smile as my breathing steadied. All thanks to Noah.
"Thank you." I whispered.

Welp. What is actually going on like for real I am so confused but imma just roll with it. I hope that yall liked that chapter and if you did be sure to color that lil star orange and comment what you think will happen next,, also add this book to reading lists to see when I post which is normally every Wednesday and Saturday and maybe an extra day haha, but untill then,, PEACE!
~sarah