Scars

Part 2//Lies//Noah

Song: How To Be A Heartbreaker by Marina And The Diamonds
Well this is a new POV hahahahah,, the only reason why I have Noah's POV here is because there will be a lot of symbolism at the end of the book,, and speaking of the end this book is coming to a closeing:((((

Noah's POV
I walked out of my room with all of my stuff because I didn't have any other classes today and I saw Havana, looking lost.
"Vana?" I yelled.
"No." she whispered and ran into my arms and cried. Normally I would question why I was crying but I looked around to see Nodan with a sick smile on his face and his hand on Walker's shoulder.
"Hey it's okay Vana banana. It's okay. I'm right here." I whispered.
"I'm right here baby girl. I will always be here Vana banana." I said making her smile into my chest.
"Thank you." She whispered. I just held her in my arms for a little bit trying to calm her, my hands running up and down her back as I heard her breathing steady. I smiled at myself as she pulled away.
"Wanna go for that brother sister date now?" She asked and let out a little laugh as she wipped under her eyes.
"I would love that." I said and kissed the top of her head and grabbed her hand feeling a small spark create between us making her and I both jump. I looked at our hands and then her and let out a little laugh as did she.
"Wanna ride with me?" I asked.
"I have my bike.." She said looking down.
"Yeah and I have my pick up so we can put your bike in the bed its all good." I said and gave her a smile as we walked over to her bike and put it in the bed of my truck. We both hopped in my truck,, her taking a little longer making me laugh. She sat in the seat out of breath making me laugh.
"Where would you like to go for lunch ma'lady?" I asked as I started the car.
"Panera?" She asked and looked at me.
"Bro i'm down for whatever. Would you like to take it home and watch movies and cuddle or nah?" I asked making her laugh.
"One, never say 'or nah' and two home would be great." She said and smiled making me laugh.
"Of course my princess." I said as my hand went to the stick so we could leave this hell hole. I pulled out and started to drive to panera and my hand fell to her thigh making her jump.
"Oh my gosh i'm so sorry V." I said really fast trying to make it seem like an accident which I mean it was but.
"It's all good. It just scared me. But your hand is really warm and i guess it calmed me?" She said as I let out a little laugh. She took my right hand from the counsil and placed it back on her thing making me smile. I ran my hand ever so gently and slowly up and down her thing as I heard her breathing become steady making me smile. She turned up the radio and sang every song that played as did I. We pulled into Panera and I took my hand off her thing making her sigh as I laughed. I stepped out and helped her out of the car because she was scared yet again. We walked into panera and ordered what we wanted and then got it and got back in the car.
"Fastest Panera run I have ever done." I said and laughed as did she as I helped her in the car and put the food in the back. I got into the driver seat and started the car and glanced over at Havana. She was smiling. But not like a fake smile. Like a real, genuine smile.
"I've missed this girl." I said as I pulled out of Panera and placed my hand back on her thigh.
"I've missed her too." She said and let out a little giggle.
"You wanna know something No?" She asked and turned her body twords mine.
"What V?" I asked not taking my eyes off the road and my hand still strocking her thigh.
"I am always myself when I am around you. I am always happiest when around you. I always cry when around you. I always laugh when around you. I always make fun of you. And you don't care. I do all of these things infront of you and you never care." She said and looked down.
"What is it babygirl?" I asked as we came to a red light.
"Noah I can't even be myself around my own brother." She said and looked at me.
"There is something about you where I could hit you, I could yell at you, i can cry about you, I can laugh about you, I can do whatever around you and you don't really care. There is something about you where I just feel myself. And I don't feel that way around anyone else." She said and looked at me with a small smile as the light turned green. My heart fluttered as she said those words. I smiled as we  drove all the way home in silence, but not like an awkward silence. A calming silence.
"We are home and now are you ready to watch movies and cuddle and eat soup?" I asked making her laugh. I hopped out of the car and opened Vana's door as she jumped out into my arms. We both laughed as I spung her around in a circle making her laugh even more. I placed her on the ground and grabbed our food as we walked inside and got all settled on the couch and started to eat while watching Finding Nemo.(ugh goals)
"This is the worst part." Vana said and pointed at the screen as all of Nemo's brothers and sisters die.
"I can feel for Nemo." Vana mummbled as she ate her soup.
"Why? You have Jones and me." I said looking at her as I placed my soup down.
"Yeah but Nemo is lost, scared, lonley through out this whole movie. He also has lost his mother which makes me relate a thousand times more." She said and placed down her soup.
"I am so grateful for you Noah. Thank you so much." She said and curled into my chest making me smile.
"Of course my babygirl. You aren't ever gonna loose me." I said and kissed the top of her head.
"I love you so much Noah, in every way possible." She said and kissed my cheek making a blush come across my face as she layed back down on my chest.
"I love you most babygirl." I whispered and rubbed her back as we watched the movie in peace. I really do love you Havana Ember Wilde, with all my heart, forever and always.
"Forever and always." I heard her mumble into my chest.
"Forever and always." I whispered as we watched the movie in peace.

And that was that chapter,, I really hope that you liked it and if you did be sure to vote and comment what you think is about to go down next! Also be sure to follow me/add this to your reading lists to see when I post which is normally Wednesdays and Saturdays!! But until next time,, PEACE
~sarah