Scars

Part 1//Roses//Havana

Song: Safe Inside by James Arthur

Havana's POV
Where am I?? Why can't I see anything but black?? Oh my gosh am I dead?? What even happened??
"Do you know what happened?" I heard a soft gentle voice ask.
"I don't no. But I think it was Kod." A deeper voice said. Kod? What? Wait. Yes! Yes it was Kod!!
"Do you know what happened??" I heard the same gentle voice ask.
"No, only she does." The deeper voice said. Yes!! Yes I know what happened so why can't you notice me god damnit! The visions replayed in my head making me cringe.
I hopped off my bike and walked inside.
"WOOOOHOOOOOOO!!!" I yelled at the top of my lunges, because I just did that.
"I JUST DID THAT!!" I yelled jumping up and down in victory like I just won the war. And I mean technically I did. I beat my monsters. Maybe I became one in the process but I beat my monsters. I started to dance around my house in victory. I heard the door open then close and I looked up to see Kod, just not looking to happy.
"What the fuck did you just do??" He asked storming twords me.
"I beat my monsters." I said and smiled. He smirked and shook his head.
"Not all of them Vana." He whispered and pushed me to the floor and walked into the kitchen. I stood up and followed him into the kitchen and hopped onto the counter top.
"They called you a hero." He mumbled as he walked twords the knife block.
"Yeah I know. I heard." I said and smiled as I played with the vase of flowers right next to me.
"Who got those for you?" Kod asked looking up at me playing with a rose.
"Noah. I love him so much." I said and smiled. I really do love him. But as a brother. Or super hero.
"Love?" Kod asked and frowned.
"Like as a brother." I said fast. Shit. Now it looks like I am trying to hide something.
"What are you hiding V?" He asked.
"Nothing Kod. I tell you everything you know this." I said and gave him a reasuring smile making him frown and look at his hands.
"You know V. I actually loved you. Probably more then anyone ever can or could. Yet you left me. But you will always be my little fighter." He mumbled and grabbed a blade walking twords me.
"Kod what are you doing?? I asked backing up hitting my head on the wall.
"There is no way out Vana. No one here to save you." He said with an evil smirk. Like the smirk my father had on his face when he killed my mother. The kill smirk. No.
"Kod I thought that you didn't wanna be the bad guy anymore." I mumbled as his fist came smack across my face leaving a sting.
"What did you tell my brother?" He asked almost yelling.
"What do you mean?" I asked as he punched me rigt in the temple and a cold wetness came down my face. I reached my hand up to the wetness to see blood on my fingers. Great.
"NOW ANSWER ME! What did you tell. My brother?" He asked holding the blade to my arm.
"Kod please don't." I said as I felt a nothing cut into my arm making me scream out in pain.
"If you don't talk I make it longer and deeper." He said and smirked making me scream in pain as he finished the first cut. I looked down at my arm to see "F" on my arm cut pretty deep with blood dripping ever so slowly out of the cuts.
"Kodan please stop." I yelled as he cut me again making a "I" into my skin. I screamed out in pain as I felt the nothing attach to my skin again and create cuts in my arm.
"I told him that I wasn't dating you." I cried out and he instantly stopped. I looked at my skin to see the word "FIGHT" engraved making me cringe.
"And what was the ONE rule that we had??" He asked as he placed the nothing back on my skin creating more cuts making me scream.
"THAT WE STAYED A RELATIONSHIP TILL YOU BROKE UP WITH ME IN PUBLIC!" I yelled at the top of my lungs and kicked him away throwning my cut arm over the flowers making the rose collect all my blood.
"You are a disappointment. I wish to never see you again, nor do I want to breath the same are as you. You are better off dead." He said and pushed me off the counter making the vase fall ontop of my back, glass surounding me in every direction. My father said those words to me. He isn't the first man that was supposed to love me say something ever so hurtfull to me. I mean you would think that I would be used to it by now. He stood up and walked away and I tried crawled after him but my arm that was engraved had felt weak and life less as my blood dripped down my arm and maing my hand and the floor ever so slippery. I collapsed infront of the door and looked at my arm to see "FIGHTER" engraved into my right arm. I heard his bike start and there I was facing my death. All alone. And no one was here to save me this time. No Jones. No Noah. No Walker. No no one.
"Fuck you Kodan Black." I mumbled as I heard his bike drive away as my eyes started to flutter shut as the tears pooled out of my eyes streaming down my face. Fuck you Kodan Black. Fuck you Kodan Black.

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~sarah