Love Thy Sister (Lesbian Story)

Love Thy Sister: Chapter 5

Abbey 11:21am

I am such a slut. So last night I got really dressed up (for bed I remind you) and I crawled into Crystals bed then like wrapped my arms around her and just stared at her. I did it because I wanted to see what her reaction would be and to test her and see if she likes me. So she just stared at me terrified and I could have sworn I felt a pulse from down below on her. Anyway then I snuggled her and started to just rub almost everywhere on her. She got really relaxed when I rubbed her arms. She closed her eyes laid her head back and I am 99.9 percent sure I heard a moan come from her. I think I actually am falling for Crystal though. Or have I always been in love with her? Crystal always says that when you really find your true love it feels like you were honestly born to tell them that you love them. Of course that is a cliche but you cant get enough of cliche’s that’s what makes the cliche...if that makes any sense what so ever. Anyway I don’t know what to do...should I stop being a tease and just sincerely tell Crystal how I feel? I was watching a LOGO movie yesterday and that’s what a girl did when she fell in love with a girl for the first time. I think I am going to just sincerely tell her how I feel. But the timing has to be perfect it has to be at a moment that neither of use will ever forget. I mean what if we last forever? That would be amazing. Having my Crystal Cat there to hold me every night and when there’s a thunderstorm she can hold me and make it all better. That would be amazing though. So does this make me bisexual or a lesbian? Well I’m not going to figure that out right now I’m just going to go where my feelings take me. I have a feeling that this is going to start a new chapter in my life. A chapter in which I will want to read slowly and go over and analyze. Wow am I turning into Crystal? Or am I just becoming a little love drunk over my sister crush. I like that term sister crush. Maybe Crystal could use that as a title for one of her books one day. Like maybe an incest story about two sisters hehe like us. I don’t like the term incest though it sounds illegal and wrong. Is incest illegal? I’ll have to look that up. Maybe in ten years or so they will have incest rights. I mean they already have rights for different cultures and they're trying to get rights for gays and lesbians. Maybe I’ll start the first incest protest. Crystal and I side by side leading the way for people just like her and I. The power couple and future face for true love that isn’t “normal” wow I feel so empowered write now. See I told you I would like this new chapter I just have to remind myself not to get too ahead. What if there’s blood involved...and pain...and pills...Abbey don’t get yourself down you have just begun your adventure no time to turn around and run back like a little bitch...well I am sort of a bitch...I treat Crystal badly sometimes but only because I can’t control my emotions, I am very emotionally unstable. Or am I emotionally stable and everyone else in the world isn’t. Well that last detail means it’s time for me to go plus my World History teacher keeps eyeing my paper. Ugh, she’s such a bitch. Well bye.

Crystal  November 16, 2010 2:17pm

So apparently Crystal wants us to hang out at the park this afternoon. She’s seems so happy today. This is the happiest I have seen her in such a long time. Her snow white skin has even more of a glow today. Like sunshine reflecting off of fresh snow that has yet to been stepped upon by anyone or anything. Her hair is still straightened from last night and now she’s applying some mascara. She doesn’t need any makeup of course but it makes her happy...I think. Well anyway she has on her beautiful lowcut black shirt that shows off her beautiful curvy body and her red skinny jeans that make her stand out from ordinary society. Wow she’s so stunning. I wish she were mine. I can just imagine it. Her and I holding hands in a beautiful park just us and the nighttime sky and shes stroking my hand gently and glancing over at me with her beautiful smile and then kissing my cheek and then we stop walking and share our first kiss. A sweet passionate kiss the one where when you even think about it you get light headed and almost tumble over in a graceful way...wow crystal your getting soft. But you know what I have realized lately? Being soft isn;t such a bad thing sometimes it can actually be a very good thing. I feel so soft around Abbey like my wall just disintegrates in a good way. I wonder what I should wear to this park. Wait why are we even going to the park? She only goes there when she’s really upset. Is she really upset? Is she going to tell me that she wants nothing to do with me and that she knows that I am secretly madly in love with her! God, I need to get on some stronger medicine. Well I guess I should go Abbey is almost ready and I am not. Well I’ll tell you everything when I get back goodbye...