Earning Her Trust

Chapter 1

Hi, this isn't my first time writting but it's my first time actually posting on wattpad so forgive me if i take a couple of chapters to work out the ins and outs of posting and formating and stuff.

This is the first chapter of Earning Her Trust, I really don't know how it will go but I hope you all enjoy it. The first couple chapters are already written so it shouldn't take long for updates either.

Also like i said in the descrpition, it's quite intense/heavy and some people may find the abuse upsetting so don't read it if you feel uncomfortable. 

-Marie

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I ran. I've never run so hard or so fast in my life before. I've never been this scared before. Sure i've been scared, terrified actually. Terrified when he goes into a furious rage after losing a lot of money in a major bet or something equally as stupid, that he'll hit me a little harder than usual, kick me with more force, play with me for a little longer. Because I knew for a fact if he just went that little bit further, I wouldn't be able to take it. My body wouldn't be able to handle it, nor would my wolf Ava.

But what's scarier now, scarier than being beaten to a pulp on a daily basis, scarier than being raped and abused repeatedly, is having my sliver of hope for freedom taken away from me. The prospect of him coming after me now and catching me, taking me back to the hell-hole I called home my entire life, and forcing me to live there until my death is far scarier than what he would actually do to me if he found me.

I've finally smelt the fresh air after so long, my paws have kicked up the moist dirt as I run through the dark forest. Now I'm a rogue and his alpha command is void so I'm in my wolf form for the first time since  I shifted on my 16th birthday a year ago. My mind has wondered to the posibilities I have now for my future. I could go back to school, I could get a job, I could be happy for once and I'll be damned if he takes that prospect away from me.

I try to talk to my wolf Ava but I get no response. She's too busy concentrating on absorbing my pain from that last beating I took so I have the strength to keep going. Normally she does a little to take the edge off for me so I have the strength to do my chores but tonight I can barely feel anything as I leap over tree roots and duck under low branches, and for that I'm incredibly grateful.

He had some new toys he was just dying to try out on me so after he beat me he had his fun, even invited his Beta and Gamma to have a turn with me. I passed out halfway and at first all I remembered when I woke up was being in excrutiating pain. I didn't even get the chance to clean the blood from between my legs or from the rest of the red welts all over my body before I felt Ava urging me out the window he had left open. He usually did that after a session with me in his room. Something about not wanting my disgusting scent in the air and needing to air out the room.

I had listened out for him or his friends but I was met with scilence. I saw the time and realised it was Friday night, meaning he was out with his buddies getting drunk. He figures I'd be too scared to run incase he caught me or I was killed by another pack for being a rogue, and usually I would be but Ava had had enough. I'd had enough.

I thought this could be my only chance for another week and who knows what could happen between now and then. He'd been getting worse lately and he kept harping on about something new he wanted to try the next day and no way was I waiting to found out what that meant.

Ava couldn't shift because I had been ordered not to but by urging me out the window and absorbing all my pain, I could run in human form until the edge of the territory. It was hard dodging the pack members patrolling but along with absorbing my pain, Ava masked my scent so I wasn't detectable.