Faith (Complete)

Happy Family?

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I'm publishing this early, because Panda444444 s book just ended...😭😭😭😭😭
And I just have to ok! I HAVE TO!

Anyways, here you go...i'ma go wait for the first chapter of the spin off....
FAITH POV
"Faith, baby, say something" Mommy pleads.
"Is this a joke?" I ask.
"No, Faith, Jace is your father." Mommy says tears cloud my eyes.
"No" my voice cracks at the end. I run out of the room and upstairs.

CLARY POV
I watch my daughter run off. I sigh. "Jace, this is a big shift for her," I explain.
"I know...she shouldn't have to go through this at her age," Jace says. The normal guilt sinking feeling occurs in my stomach. I always feel guilty for forcing Faith into homelessness.

FAITH POV
He can't! He can't be my father! I thought I might be able to get along with Jace, but if he's my father....I burst into tears as I sit down on the grass. The reason my father left was because I'm not good enough! That's why he left! And now that he's back, I can only disappoint him more...I will only make him leave my mommy, leave her and throw us back in the streets, I shouldn't be alive, mommy should be taking care of another little girl and have a working husband who comes home to her love and kindness. Not just me, who she has to take care of and give up her life for. I remember, my earliest memory of my mom.

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My mother looked at me with Kindness and love in her eyes. "I know it's hard Faith, and I don't hate you, how can I with your cute little nose?" She asks as she taps my nose. "I will help us survive, I promise you Faith, you will have a life...I will do everything in my power to help us get through this. Because I love you with every cell in my body."

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I sigh as I throw the rock next to me into a lake. Jace sits down next to me. "Please....Please do me a favor," I whisper.
"What do you need?" Jace asks.
"Before you kick me and my mom out, give her enough money to put her life back together, please," I beg him.
"Why would i kick you out?" He asks. Tears form in my eyes.
"Because I'm going to disappoint you," i cry. I rub my eyes so the tears can go away. "Because you're going to hate me, after you get to know me..." I cry. "Because I'm not what you thought I'd be.." i cry. "I make mistakes and i spoil things," i cry.
        "And you breathe, and you eat, and you drink and you feel." I look up at Jace. "And you're human, yeah, I can see where you're going with this, offer isn't too hot anymore is it," Jace says jokingly. I giggle through my tears. Jace smiles at me. "There is nothing you can do that will make me hate you, hell, you can burn the whole world down, I'm still going to love you." Jace says. "Just...do me a favor," He says. I look up at him.
     "Don't burn the world down," I smile.
     "I won't," I say laughing.
      "You know... I never had a dad," I look up at Jace.
       "Where is he?" I ask, I felt a little naive saying it.
        "He's dead, he ran off with some girl, left me and my mom, he then got trampled to death by a crowd of people...." Jace says. "Which now that I think about it, isn't exactly what i should say to a seven year old," I smile at Jace. Jace's phone starts to ring, he rolls his eyes and goes to silence his phone.
      "Answer it," I say.
     "Ok," Jace says. He answers it and puts it on speaker. "Hello?" Jace asks.
      "Is this Jace Herondale?"
       "Yes Thais is him," Jace says.
     "Hey Jace this is Ellen, we were wondering if you could come and answer a few questions about you and the two people you left with yesterday?," my eyes widen. I cover the phone.
     "Is that Ellen Degeneres?!" I ask.
     "Yeah, she's a good friend, but she can get a little annoying," Jace says.
      "Can we go?!" I ask.
      "Uhhhhh, are you sure you want to go on National Tv? I mean, no one knows that you're my daughter,"
      "Please! I've always wanted to go on TV!!!" I say happily.
       "Ok then...sure, we can go," I smile and Hug Jace tightly. I then stand up and run back inside. I go upstairs and grab some clothes, I close the door and get dressed, I had a sweater dress, I put my hair in a messy bun, and put on my leather boots.

       I go downstairs to see my mom and Jace talking. My mom had a red jacket with a black shirt and black pants.

      Imagine she has red hair!
    I walk downstairs, "Ok, let's go," My mom says.

CLARY POV
   Jace walked in through the door. "We're going on Ellen," Jace says.
    "What? Why?" I ask.
     "Faith wanted to go," Jace says. Faith then comes down the stairs.
"Ok, let's go," I say. We walk Into the limousine. Faith was talking to the body guard, Faith and all the staff have gotten a long so well. It's been easy for her to adapt. When we arrive we are escorted back stage. I was nervous, not because I'm meeting Ellen, but because I'm afraid Jace only wants me and Faith for publicity.

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I was laying on Jace's chest, we were on the grass at the park, I didn't know it then, but that would be the same park I would raise my baby girl in. It had hills, and a stone slide that slid into a big hole, across the park was a play structure. There were a lot of hills in the park. Jace had given me a promise ring a few weeks ago, it had a blue jewel shaped like a heart, it was beautiful

I happily look up at Jace. "I love you," I whisper.
"I love you too," Jace says, truth and love warm in his eyes. I grin and kiss him.
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"What?!" Jace asks. I had just told him that we had to break up. "What are you saying?! Clary, no," Jace says as he grabs me. I push him away. "What happened to 'I love you' ?!" Jace asks. "You told me....you told me you.....you promised.."
"Yeah, well, your father also promised he would stay didn't he?!" I force myself to ask. "I lied Jace!" I say with fake anger. I took the ring off and threw it into the mud.
"Clary-,"
"Oh my god Jace! Just leave already! Why can't you get it through your head that I don't want you! Just leave!" I yell. Jace looks away. I didn't want to say it, I couldn't bear hurting him more, but I had to. "You know Jace, I didn't think you were that stupid....I mean, your own father didn't want you....why would anyone else?!" I ask. Jace then walks away. When he leaves, I sit down and cry. He left, he's gone and he's not coming back. I then crawl to the mud and look for the ring. I grab the ring and hug it close to me. "I love you," I cry.
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I wore the ring on a long string, I could've pawned it, but it was too important, i wanted to give it to Faith later on. I sigh, I really broke his heart, and it'll always haunt me.