Faith (Complete)

When Darkness Gets Too Dark 2

DISCLAIMER: I OWN NOTHING
HEY GUYS! I am officially back from my month long break! I hope you like the chapter

OLIVER POV

"She stopped breathing, stopped functioning. I was scared and terrified. I screamed and cried for her, The snakes got mad at how loud I was being, finally, one of them was about to hit me, but the leader of the snakes stopped him and grabbed me...his name was Jax... he told me to stop crying...To stop being weak, That charity was born to die...From then on, my mother's sacrifices wasn't the thing that was protecting me...it was Jax... He taught me how to write, how to read, he taught me more than my mother did... he taught me how to ride a bike...how to be emotionless...how to be cold, and heartless and dead inside. He taught me how to murder people...how to clean up a murder...He even gave me this for my fifth birthday..." She says and gives me the locket. I open it to see two pictures...one of Charity, and another one of Faith and a man with black hair.The man looked happy, and so did Faith... "I actually thought of him as a father... Until my mother got hurt...Jax did nothing except tell people to clean her body up...they thought she was dead. By then I knew that Jax wasn't like a father to me...he just wanted to have some fun, screw me for life and then move on...so I ran away with my mother's unconscious body, I threw that necklace into a drain...She was fine...she woke up and had no memory of what happened, of how many times she begged for those men to stop hurting her so much...And then I met Jace...I went to the forest and got attacked by people in gas masks...who gave me this and told me to follow her steps....and then i had a dream about Jax, and now...the necklace is here...he told me he's always been my father...not Jace..." Faith finishes as she gives me a picture of JonBenét. "So there...now you know everything," Faith whispers. She looked drained and sorrowful. I hated making her re-live her awful past....but I had to, and I don't regret it. She needed to tell someone, to have them help her when she needed it. I wish I had someone who I could tell everything to, everything. I could never really tell Jace how much I missed my mom. Or what Ruby did to me. At least she's stopped. But that still doesn't change what happened.
    "We should go back home, Jace might be worried about you," I say. Faith looks up at me, her eyes filled with tears.
      "You said you wouldn't think differently," she breathed.
       "I don't," I mumble. "I know you didn't kill charity, you didn't deserve anything that happened to you," I say softly. Faith stares at me, her eyes change color a lot. They can be sky blue, emerald green or Sea green. Right now they were baby blue, "we should get going," I mumble. Faith nods slowly.
       "Ok," she says. I smile at her and help her up. We walk out of the cabin and into Faiths room with no complications.

FAITH POV
I walk outside of my room to go downstairs for breakfast. I see my mom and dad across the table from each other. My mother was looking down, ashamed. My dad was also looking like he was getting scolded. In the middle of the table was the lady I saw talking on the phone before Mr. Clover..... the lady sighs shaking her head. "I Can't believe you Jace," The woman says.
"Mom, it was eight years ago, let it go," My dad says. This is my grandmother? She's beautiful. I sit down on the cold floor and look through the bars of the balcony.
"That just makes it worse Jonathan!" My grandmother spits out. Jonathan? I didn't know my dad's real name was Jonathan. "You were so young....I didn't even have you that young," She says. They're talking about me...oh....well...I guess my parents were a little young when they had me...
"Yes, I know mom, it was a mistake, we were young and being stupid, and it just happened, it's not like we wanted this to happen." He says. My breathing stops. I knew I was an accident, I wasn't planned. But...I didn't think they regretted that much. So much as to call it a stupid mistake. Tears were collecting in my eyes. I've cried a lot, either from anger, or from pity, or from pain or annoyance or desperation. But never from sadness, not really.
"I still can't believe how irresponsible you were Jonathan!" The woman says as she stand up.
"And I'm sorry! I've already said that so many times!" He's sorry....my lips were shaking, trying to keep tears in. I swallow as i keep staring down at the painful scene in front of me.
"You should be ashamed!" My grandmother says.
"And He is," m Mother steps in, shocking me. "We are..." she says. I shudder out a silent breath.
"If we could take it back we would," My dad says.
"It was a mistake," my mother says.
"It wasn't supposed to happen," i stare at them. I knew for a fact that I was a mistake. But I didn't know they still thought that I was. I didn't know that in've always been an accident, that If it we're up to them I wouldn't be alive. I knew it was childish to feel bad for something i already knew, but i did. It really hurt me. I trusted him, i trusted him that he would take care of me....that he actually wanted me, and my mother....she was the only person I had, she was the one who held the key to my heart. I loved her so much, and I thought she loved me too. Has she been suffering? Has she been in pain? Has all the bad things that happened to her been my fault? I am just a mistake, they would take It back if they could, and if I am a mistake....then they couldn't love me right? If I was something to be ashamed of that they wish they could take back....they couldn't love me like they could love a daughter they deserve.