Wondering and The Sad Effect

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—Your POV—

I wake up to see nothing but grey, black and white all around me. I sit up to se there is no real ground even though I'm clearly sitting on something. Slowly I stand up and look around.

"Um.... Hello?!" My voice doesn't echo but it didn't sound load enough to be a open space. I hesitantly put my hands out forward stretched to see if there's a wall but feel only nothing. I start walking like a zombie with my arms outstretched so I wouldn't crash into a wall as I walk.

Soon I realize that even though my legs were moving I had no awareness that I was actual moving. I felt no air going by and the colors don't seem to be getting closer or farther. After a while I stop and sit down with my legs and arms crossed. "Hm... my consiose?"

I try to imagine something up but nothing appears. "Nope." I tilt my head as I think. "Maybe I became blind? No I'd still feel shit." My brows scrunch up as I try to think of where I am at. Slowly I start to grit my teeth together.

"AAAAAAAAGH!!!!! WHERE THE FUCK AM I GOD?!!" I lean back and lay down. "Um sorry to interrupt but your in limbo (y/n)."

I lean my head a bit further back and see my old dead friend Pip. "Pip, so I'm dead. Great." He looks at me surprised. "Actually no. Your quite alive, just in a coma." A sigh leaves my mouth. "So I'm in one of those story's were I'm a disembodied soul that is trying to  go back into my body?"

Pip looks at me surprised. "Actually yes! I do say you've always surprised me with how well you can read the situation." I giggle and sit up. "I read a lot. So how's being an angel Pip?" He looks surprised at me. "You can see my wings?"

I sit up and point at the glistening pure white wings behind his back. "How can I not see them. There very beautiful." "I wish he didn't have them though." This voice was very different then who I know so I turn to see Damien.

"Damien?! You lost your chipmunk voice!" He gives me a look like he wanted to kill me. "Ha Ha Ha. Very funny. Seems the otaku ended up in limbo." I stick my tongue at him. Besides Pip I was the only person who was nice to Damien when he came to our school in the third grade.

Me and Damien try to do a comeback war but failed after two comebacks. "Dang it! We're never going to be able to do that now are we?" He shakes his head.

"So what exactly are we suppose to do?" I look at them both. Damien and Pip look at each other like they don't know. "I would assume Damien came to take me to hell right?" He nods. "And Pip came to take me to heaven if I died." "That's exactly right!" I smile at Pip.

"But what happens if I stay a disembodied soul?" Damien gets a grim look. "You eventually die and be stuck in limbo forever."
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"Yeah no. So what do we do? I'm not dead so I don't go to hell or heaven yet and the goal is to return me to my body." Damien looks bored while Pip picks me up bridal style. Though originally he has smaller then me when he died, after he died his spirit grew into one find specimens of a person. "Dang Pip! When did you get so strong?!"

He giggles as he starts to fly away while holding me, Damien is following behind us with us bad ass looking demon wings. "COOL WINGS DAMIEN!!!" He gives me a thumbs up.
A sudden gust of wind blows causing my (h/c) hair to go in my face and making me close my eyes.

The wind softens and I open my eyes to be on the air high above South Park. "Holly shit! I feel like I'm in a anime!!!" Damien catches up to us and starts flying backwards. "You know you can fly too right?" I swear my eyes must have popped out of eyes from my surprise. "Fuck Yeah! Pip drop me!"

His eyes widen a bit. "Maybe we should wait a bit before that (y/n)." I starts squirming and throwing a tantrum. "No!!! I wanna fly!" Before Pip realizes it I slip from his grip and start falling to the hard ground.

Right when I'm about to make contact with the ground I start to hover. "Yes!" Does a double fist bump into the air.

Pip lands next to me with Damien. "Your really calm about being a spirit aren't you?" I look at him as I practice hovering. "Well yeah. There's not much I can do in this form but try to get used to it till I'm back in my body."

I look around and I notice some changes. Mainly that everything looks a tad older and also that some things look new. "Hm. I wonder how long I've been in limbo." I start to walk around the town to check on everyone.

Wendy and Bebe were acting like nothing happen, no surprise there. Tweek and Craig are getting kinda spicy in the back of the coffee shop so I quickly leave. I head to the pizza place and see Kyle and Stan together on what looked to be a DATE?!

"YES!!!!" I run and do a knee slide through there table and do my 'ship has sailed' dance. I decide to listen to there talk so I get closer to them. There conversation was jut the normal stuff. The disappointment hits me hard. "Damn. TALK ABOUT HOW YALL WANT TO MAKE OUT!!!!" I hear Damien spit a bit and turn to see him covering his face trying not to laugh at me and Pip is blushing a bit.

Before I realize Kyle blushes and looks down at his pizza a bit. "I wish (y/n) was here... I know this is our date and everything but... after all the help she's done I would have enjoyed it for her to be here." Stan smiles sadly. "She probably would be kinda annoyed with our conversation before this and would have said 'GO MAKE OUT!' Or something along those lines." I point at Stan and look at Kyle. "See Kyle! He gets what I mean!!!"

Nether respond to the fact that I was here. A bit of sadness pricks at my heart at this but I continue to smile. "Hey any word from Kenny?" "No. He has hardly took his hood off or spoken since she entered the coma..." A angry look appears on Kyle's face and he clinched his hands into fists. "Yet every time I see him he's off with a girl trying to get in there pants!"

The smile disappears from my face. "What...?" "I know Kyle. But he's just trying to cope! We can't blame him... He still blames himself..." I don't hear anymore because I leave quickly.
I start running through the city passing through people trying to find Kenny.

After a few hours I final go to his house. I pass through the door and see his dad passed out drunk on the couch while his mom is asleep too. Slowly I make my way to Kenny's room and pass Karen's room. "When's Kenny coming home?"

I stop and poke my head into her room to see she's praying. "God. Please tell me when Kenny coming home and please keep him safe. I also wish for tomorrow to be a good day. Amen!" She wraps her self in the small blanket she has and lays her head in her pillow while cuddling with the doll Kenny earned money to buy for her.

I sadly leave her room and know that Kenny's not here. Snow starts to fall as I start running through houses trying to find Kenny.  He's not anywhere. So I decide to try a different place. My house.

I enter to see my parents aren't home again. "That's gives Kenny a chance to stay here..." i take a big jump up and land in my parents room. I stand up and head to my bedroom door and stand outside it a for a little. I take a breath and enter. There he is. Passed out in my bed with my pillow sopping wet with his tears.

The pain in heart grows more seeing him in such a state. I gently put my bad. To is head to feel if he has a fever. "He can't feel you you know (y/n)." I look up to see Damien and Pip in my room. "It's fine. It's more to help me then him sadly... can you guys leave me alone for a bit please?" Pip looks hesitant but Damien soon grabs his land and leads him away.

After a bit I use What little effect I had on the physical realm to take his hood off gently. I kiss him in the forehead and wrap my arms around him in a hug. Tears falling from my eyes that no one can feel nor see.

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