My Right Hand || Completed || Unedited

You Again ❤

♚Kamari Lamar Henderson ♚  

Everyday I re-think about of the things I've done in my life, and you would think people who did the things I did would regret it. Honestly, I regret nothing in my life, everything I did was done for a reason, and I'm glad I made the decisions I did. Well, except the fact I left Jayla, but I'm going to fix that as soon as I build up enough courage to see her. Camilia and Sofia were giggling while walking down the Forever 21 grabbing clothes and throwing them inside the cart. Never again will I agree to taking them on a shopping spree. Their piercing screams threw me out of my thoughts as I seen them run across the store to somebody. I scratched my head while pushing the cart towards where ever they ran too, my phone began vibrating. I grabbed it swiping it to answer and putting it to my ear. "She's there. I couldn't stop her from leaving the house."  Bas's voice rung through my ears. I sighed looking up to see Jayla bent down hugging the girls. I hung the phone up putting it in my pocket. 

"Look Jay, Mari came home yesterday." Sofia told her over excited holding her hand. She pulled Jayla towards me, and when her eyes met mines we both froze. My mouth went dry, and the words I could have said flew out my head. I was stuck and I hated it so much, she didn't say anything either. "Would you two talk!?" 

"Look at you man, looking as gorgeous as I remember, even better actually." I complimented. She scoffed breaking her gaze, she rolled her eyes walking away from me and going back to shopping. 

"Save the bullshit, and sweet talk Kamari." She snapped at me. I told the girls to go finish shopping, and I walked over grabbing her hand firmly. 

"I'm not bullshitting, I'm not fucking sweet talking. Jayla you acting like I wanted to leave, you acting like I had a choice!" She pushed me away and crossed her arms. I pulled her to me making her face me. "I killed somebody... You forgot that shit?" 

"How could I fucking forget huh? I was there when it happened, I remember that shit like it was just yesterday afternoon. I tried forgetting that, you and everything else, but I couldn't because I was so attatched to you at one point in my life. Plus, your brothers and sisters look up to me so I couldn't just stop talkin to them because I hate you." 

"You can't hate me." I smirked eyeing her body. 

"I can do what I want now can you gone head some where and leave me alone. I know damn well you talked to Sebastian. So you should know I don't have the time for you, and you're dead to me."

"I'm coming by your house later Jayla, so you better be ready..." 

"No, I'm not opening the door." She crossed her arms. 

"You can't push me away, then I'll become a pest. I'm not leaving you again.."

♛Jayla Aaliyah Watson ♛

 Soon as I got home I put all the things I bought from the store away, I was still shocked I seen Kamari. Of course I didn't mean none of the stuff I said, but I don't want him to know I still become easy around him. I've been hard on boys my whole life, and when it comes down to him... I can't be be hard, I only fall weakly into his arms.. It's stupid I know, but it's the way Kamari makes me feel.

I got into the shower for about thirty minutes, and hopped out. I put lotion on then slipped on some boy shorts and a tank top. I ran down the steps and went into the kitchen so I can start making me dinner. I was not expecting him to come over at all, he heard what I said loud and clear, but I also heard what he said. He plays a lot of games with me, never have I thought that was okay either. It's either you with or you not, don't try to turn me on to be with you, and then I get put up on the failure line when you leave again. I don't have to go pick up Jayden until four so I'm good.

There was a loud knock on the door and then my phone began ringing. I sighed picking the phone up, answering it, and putting it to my ear. "What Bas?" 

"Your boyfriend said open the door for him or he gone beat you the fuck up." I sighed walking over to the door, and opening it. Sebastian walked inside and then Kamari pushed past me walking into the living room area. I walked into there too, the look he gave me it read something totally different then what I'm used to seeing. He grabbed my hand leading me into his arms. I sat on his lap not taking my eyes off of his. "See I'm going to go upstairs in Jayden's room." 

"I'm sorry." Kamari told me grabbing either side of my into his hands, bringing my lips to him. He stopped just before our lips met. 

"So you think because you said sorry, I'm suppose to just welcome you back in, arms wide." My eyes began to water. "You think I'm suppose to just act like you didn't leave me for five years." 

"Yes."  He lips crashed into mines catching me a little off guard. I turned to him straddling his lap and kissing him back. My arms made their way around his neck and my body became more pressed upon his. This felt so right, but so wrong. 

"I hate you Kamari." I whispered against his lips. His hands roamed my body, then his lips met the side of my neck. He just doesn't know how much I missed his lips. His lips turned into a smirk when his hands made their way down my sides. I squirmed a little in his lap a little. 

"I love you too."