As I look into the past,
Everything appears
To be different
From where I am nowI used to wake up every morning
With a big smile on my face
I would welcome the day
With a warm smile
And a positive vibeKnowing that you're there next to me
You'd mumble my name in your sleep
And it's the music I could never forgetAnd the smell of your hair
It's the sweetest smell
I could always remember
A thing I have entirely fellI really don't know what you did
It seems like you hypnotized me
With your dimples and twinkling eyes
With you, all I feel is magicYou made me feel
Like I can do anything
You were my bright sunshine
Who sheds light in my darkness
You were once a stranger to me
Who became a special someone
A being I never thought existed
Seemed to have gotten into meIt felt those moments could last
Never even occured to me
The time that flew so fast
With you by my side
Time would stopWe were two different beings
Who met by a chance
Inever knew that moment
Would someday come to an endB
ut with a blink of an eye
Everything that we have
Is nowhere to be found
The sunshine that kept me alive
Is now nowhere near me
All I can see are tiny little lights
A reminder of what have once beenAll those things we have said
All the places we've been
And all our secret little things
It shows like it didn't matter to you
You made me believe
You gave me hope
You taught me how to dreamYou showed me the possibilities
That we can be together forever
You were the sunshine
On my darknessBut then,
The light became my foe
The sunlight just disappeared
The smile turned into a mourn
And the bright mornings
Became endless nightmaresThe beautiful things you showed
I realized
It was all just a tiny peek
What it's like to be happyHaving you in my life seemed surreal
And now, it finally came into an endYou left me hanging
I'm lost in this world
Just wandering around
With no clue where to goI have no idea where these steps would lead
But I hope someday
Iwould find the right path
Then things I do would make sense
I could forget about the sun
And make my own light
Maybe from a fire burning deep in me
And I'd finally get over the sunshine
Who left me in the darkest night
BINABASA MO ANG
Written Poetry
PoetryStumbled into a whirlwind of endless thoughts Only did it made sense When I grabbed a pen and fought Arranged them in words that felt intense Since 2018